The last scene in the memory is an early morning with heavy snowfall.

Xiangyu came to Peng Xiuxian's room to say goodbye to him: "Xiuxian, I'm leaving, I hope you can cheer up as soon as possible." ”

"Xiangyu, do you remember that sunflower field?" Peng Xiuxian faced the wall, and the whole person escaped into a shadow.

"I'll never forget it." He looked at the clock hanging on the wall, which showed the time: seven twenty o'clock.

"Did Mother send a car to take you back?" Xiu Xian asked.

"No, before you go home...... I still have something to do. Xiangyu replied in a deep voice.

Peng Xiuxian's back moved, and asked, "Is it something important?" ”

Xiangyu nodded, but he didn't answer, he stood up and walked towards the door with a firm step, and met Nuan Nuan with a bowl of soup. The two passed by silently, and a smile appeared on the corner of Xiangyu's mouth.

Nuan Nuan put the hot soup on the table and said, "Brother Xiuxian, come over and eat something." ”

Peng Xiuxian wrapped himself in the quilt and moved to the table, his expression was aggrieved, and he asked with drooping eyelids: "You want to go out for a while, right?" ”

Nuan Nuan lowered her head silently, Peng Xiuxian couldn't see her expression clearly, and asked again: "You also have important things to do today, right?" ”

Seeing that she was silent and looked deferential, Peng Xiuxian stood up abruptly and walked out of the house.

"What are you going to do?" A warm and anxious voice came from behind him.

Peng Xiuxian turned a deaf ear, he wanted to tell Xiangyu that Nuan Nuan was his fiancée, and he didn't want to take her away.

However, when he reached the front hall, he heard the conversation inside, and he paused.

"Xiangyu, the next time we meet, it should be Xiuxian's coming-of-age ceremony." Peng Xiuxian's mother seems to be saying goodbye to Xiangyu.

"I'll definitely come then." Xiangyu replied.

"To tell you the truth, we plan to announce the news of Xiuxian and Nuan Nuan's engagement at the coming-of-age ceremony, and the happy event of the two of them should also make everyone happy."

"Engaged ......?"

"Oh, didn't you know all along? These two children have been married since birth, and our two families are world friends......"

The woman chattered endlessly about the history of the relationship between the two families, but Xiangyu's face was pale, and a blue veil broke out on his forehead: "You, you are actually ......"

The three words "deceive me" Xiangyu really can't say it, no one has denied that they have that kind of relationship during this time, at most he has concealed him.

The screen disappears into a snowstorm, and Star Swirl stops sharing her memories and sees the lifeless castle hall.

Peng Xiuxian walked through the front hall and walked up the steps step by step to the attic door at the top of the castle. It never seemed to appear in his memories.

There was a "squeak" and the door was pushed open. A familiar figure inside looked back at him: "Brother Xiuxian, are you here?" ”

The attic is not like anywhere else in the castle, there is no sense of luxury at all, and some ordinary furniture is randomly placed in the cramped space. Is this a warm room?

Star Swirl remembers that Nuan Nuan used to live in a place that wasn't as grand as Peng Xiuxian's room, but it wasn't so shabby. What else happened back then?

Peng Xiuxian stood at the door, and didn't mean to go in, he asked faintly: "What day is today, you won't forget it, right?" ”

Nuan Nuan bit her pale lip and whispered, "Yes...... The day of his death. ”

"Yes, Xiangyu has been gone for a whole year...... Peng Xiuxian craned his neck, and a crystal tear rolled down from the corner of his eye, "Since you didn't plan to go with him in the first place, why did you give him hope?" ”

"I can't help but listen to your mother's words," Nuan Nuan's voice choked up, "how can people like us have the right to choose?" ”

"What did Mother tell you then?" Peng Xiuxian clenched his fists, his knuckles slightly white.

Nuan Nuan glanced up at him, and a string of tears fell, she stepped forward and grabbed the corner of Peng Xiuxian's clothes, and pleaded: "Brother Xiuxian, don't force me anymore, okay?" ”

"Do you all think I'm stupid? Playing with it like this? Xiangyu is the victim you created! Peng Xiuxian shook off his warm hand and went downstairs angrily.

The spiral staircase in front of him was like an entrance to a labyrinth, and he never found the exit.

Peng Xiuxian returned to his room and dragged a suitcase out of the closet. He haphazardly stuffed a pile of laundry inside, and dragged the suitcase out of the hall door.

"Young Master, where are you going?" The butler stopped him at the door.

"Let him go, we can protect him for a while, but we can't protect him for a lifetime." A woman's voice came from behind her.

Peng Xiuxian was stunned, he didn't expect his mother to let him go so simply, but he suddenly hesitated in his heart, and he asked, "Don't you want to know, why do I have to leave?" ”

"You have always longed for the outside world," replied the woman with some helplessness, "but you do not remember why we kept you here. ”

"I don't remember...... What the? Peng Xiuxian's nerves suddenly tensed.

The woman's expression finally showed a sad look, and she opened her mouth, as if she could not bear to speak.

"Is it about Xiangyu?" Peng Xiuxian asked tentatively, "How did Xiangyu die?" Not an accident, right? ”

"You...... Did you remember something? The woman became nervous, and was no longer as calm as she had been.

"Selective forgetting because of guilt is a common symptom," Mr. X walked in from outside the door, turned to Mrs. and asked, "Mrs. Peng, he is very resistant to treatment, and it is useless for you to invite me over today." ”

"I, I accept it, as long as it reminds me of what happened before!" Peng Xiuxian excitedly grabbed Mr. X's shirt.

Mr. X frowned, waved his hand away, and said, "I wonder if you can accept the truth?" After all, reality is cruel. ”

Peng Xiuxian nodded firmly: "No matter what the consequences are, I have to know the truth." ”

"However, if it stimulates him too much, will his condition worsen?" Madame asked worriedly.

"It's come to this, and if you keep it hidden, it will become a vicious circle. Unless he is really not allowed to touch anyone, no, anything alive. ”

Hearing him say this, the lady looked gloomy and said, "Then, try it." ”

Peng Xiuxian lay on the bed, a smile appeared on his pale face: "Let's start, I'm ready." ”

The room was quiet, except for Mr. X's deep voice: "You feel very relaxed now, in the middle of a field of sunflowers......"

Peng Xiuxian closed his eyes, his heart gradually calmed down, imagining the warm flower field, as if he smelled the fresh smell of flowers and plants in his nose.

A string of silver bell-like laughter echoed in his ears, "Brother Xiuxian, Brother Xiuxian......"