Only then did Le Xiaosi know that the diary could be so rich, thinking about his diary, it was all a running account, it was simply weak!

Continuing on, she finally found what she was most curious about and wanted to see - the emotional chapter.

"Tuesday, 26 December 2006, Emotional Chapter

When I woke up from a dream, I suddenly remembered my single self, I felt sad, and I felt an inexplicable sense of wandering, as if my heart had been suddenly hollowed out, and I felt a faint pain.

Looking up is the autumn wind and falling leaves, and looking down is the cold wind and snow.

Suddenly I miss Zhang Ling very much, for some reason, I want to see her, I want to have a good chat with her, I want to tell her that I forgive her, and I even have a desire to take possession of her immediately.

It's been a senior year of college.,I've been guarding.,I didn't think about or rarely thought of girls.,Dedicated to studying.,Cultivate and struggle like a big man.,So far,The work is down.,You can go to work after reporting to school after the year.,Academically a little successful.,Suddenly I feel like there's something missing.。

In the past, I was also a temperamental, sentimental, and experienced all kinds of scenery and suffered countless sufferings.

Zhang Ling, who gave me a love that stretched for thousands of miles, was ignorant and uneasy about the world, and didn't know where the stubbornness came from, and her wordless ending.

I couldn't help myself in high school, and that silly shyness, a little impulsiveness and a little bravery, especially that every time... The collision of every electric shock and the love and honey is still unforgettable, and the soul is haunted by dreams. Her bold and unreasonable free expression of hope, especially her veins or seductive eyes, made me fascinated.

"Are you?" I asked

"Like you!" She stared at me and said.

"Hmm" I was timid.

"Yes!" She looked at me affectionately.

I smiled at her shallowly, and I saw the same and firm and handsome self-expression in her eyes, which made me feel the courage of a woman for the first time, a rare firmness and enthusiasm for feelings.

She was an amazing woman.

Later, one night, I was worried about family affairs, desperate for peace, I thought that I didn't need her to share the burden, why let everyone else endure the pain, it happened that night she was also upset, wanted me to be with me, but I didn't find out.

We made an appointment to meet, but let her leave halfway, at this moment I still clearly remember the moment when she parted, her face was full of sadness, staring at my eyes full of tears from long-term long-standing eyes, a little lonely and a little cold.

College entrance examination, she obviously did very well, the first choice is definitely not our school, but I was in the second week of school, I saw her figure, since then, I always feel that there is a pair of eyes behind me silently watching me, until a month ago at the door of the school library, she suddenly blocked my way, full of tears and told me that it was a lie to me, it didn't happen at all, I was at a loss, I wanted to wipe away my tears and then hug her, and for a while it was difficult to accept that it was a lie, I turned around and left...

She hasn't been seen since.

If I could understand her desire for me that night in high school, even if it was a brief exchange of heartfelt words, she might not have told me a few days later that she was someone else's woman; If I had been at the door of the library that day, I could have hugged her regardless of my past suspicions, and maybe I wouldn't be as close as I am today.

Spirit... Do you hear my trembling voice? Do you hear the call of my heart? I forgive you, I want to cherish you, but I don't have any message from you. ”