Chapter 124: Zhu Bajie is not a person inside and outside when he looks in the mirror

Feng Lu panicked after the dormitory battle the night before. She thought that the people in the dormitory already knew what she went to report to Dean Zheng, but she never said it, no wonder Su Yuhan and Song Yao didn't like to talk to her a few days ago, she didn't know what the reason was, but now she understands. It's just that she found that she seemed to have become the target of public criticism, so she didn't dare to stay in the dormitory longer.

Fortunately, the school has not released any news about her, and it seems that except for these people in the dormitory, as well as several core figures in the incident such as Dean Zheng and Secretary Ai, as well as school leaders, even other teachers and students of the School of Environmental Resources, few people should know that she was involved. At this juncture, she can only carefully avoid acquaintances every day, go out early and return late every day, hide in the library, and wait for the school to give her advice on how to deal with it.

She sat in the library, looking back on the scenes after going to college, and thought that when she first moved into the 216 dormitory with Zhao Lihong and Ning Hua at the beginning of her sophomore year, the six people in the dormitory were in order to better familiarize themselves with each other and integrate into a group faster, they went to the movies together, went to the park together, and went to the zoo to see polar bears together.

Among the few people in the dormitory, her family conditions were relatively poor, and Su Yuhan, Song Yao, Zhao Lihong and others often helped her at that time, so that she could successfully get through that difficult time. But then she started working as a tutor at school, and with financial assistance, she gradually got out of the predicament. Later, she often had a surplus on hand, and her relationship with other people in the dormitory seemed to be a little estranged, so that she listened to Secretary Ai's persuasion and personally went to explain the characteristics of Song Yao and Huo Dongming to Dean Zheng, which indirectly caused Song Yao to regret losing her graduate school qualification.

Thinking of Secretary Ai, Feng Lu was even more troubled. She was rescued by Secretary Ai because of an online loan, but she was also used by him and hurt Song Yao. Through this incident, she saw Dean Ai's personality more clearly. Although he lent her 100,000 yuan, he deceived her feelings. In order to complete the task assigned by Dean Zheng, she did not hesitate to use her, which led to the deterioration of her relationship with her roommates in the dormitory.

But these roommates turned out to be like a family, everyone helped each other, so comfortable! Feng Lu thought that for a period of time in her sophomore year, she didn't have enough living expenses, so Song Yao and Su Yuhan secretly recharged her meal card and mobile phone; thought that Zhao Lihong often brought back free cosmetics for her; Thinking that a few of them went out, when she was threatened, Song Yao, who was weak in appearance, stood out for her; thought of her roommates helping her pull votes, send her to the doctor, and tease Wang Haitao together; ……

These pictures poured into front of him one by one, making Feng Lu's forehead break out in a cold sweat. She suddenly figured it out, Zhao Lihong was right, her roommates not only had been helping her sincerely in the past, but her roommates were also so sincere to each other, but who was she worthy of? She is sorry for these roommates, especially Song Yao. In order to stay in school at that time, she obediently listened to Secretary Ai's instigation, and actually ran to make a small report to Dean Zheng. Now the truth of the matter is completely revealed, and the roommates all know that she secretly reported to Dean Zheng, but she did not apologize to her roommates, let alone Song Yao.

Song Yao and Su Yuhan used to be so sincere to her, but she not only harmed Song Yao, but also hated Su Yuhan because of this. They already knew that she had done something sorry for Song Yao, and she had broken Song Yao and Su Yuhan's hearts, so Song Yao and Su Yuhan had been cold to her later, and they were too disappointed in her. And last night, because she hated Wu Zeyu for doing something to her, she took the initiative to attack and retaliate against Song Yao. But Song Yao didn't even know that Wu Zeyu beat her Feng Lu at that time.

Feng Lu now knew that she was wrong, completely wrong. The more she thought about it, the more restless she became, and a cold sweat broke out all over her body. In order to please Dean Zheng, she sacrificed her roommate Song Yao, hurting the feelings of all her roommates. Now she has lost the camaraderie of her roommates again. Dean Zheng was demoted and transferred out of the college, and it was unlikely that she would be of any help to stay in school. Feng Lu knows that she is now Zhu Bajie looking in the mirror, she is not a person inside and out, no matter where she goes in the future, the top priority now is to apologize to her roommates.

But after the scuffle in the dormitory that night, she really didn't have the face to apologize one by one.

She turned on her phone, fortunately, she was still in the "Tiger Den" group, they didn't kick her out of the group, and she didn't receive a notice to move out of the dormitory, and it seems that they didn't kick her out of the 216 dormitory.

Feng Lu pondered for a while, and typed the words she thought about in the group: "Yaoyao, I'm sorry!" Ayu, I'm sorry! And Pingping, Ning Hua and Honghong, I'm sorry! Some time ago, in order to let Dean Zheng help me get a place to stay in school, I went to her to report the situation of my classmates, but I didn't expect Yaoyao to be squeezed out of the qualification to be exempted.

Later, I started beating and swearing people in the dormitory, and I was really crazy. I have been wrong again and again, and I have failed Yaoyao's kindness to me, and I have also failed the rest of you to be good to me!

I have forgotten how harmonious and happy we used to be, how united and fraternal! For my own selfish interests, I only thought that Dean Zheng could help me stay in school, so I did something sorry for Yaoyao and betrayed everyone!

I really know I was wrong now, I really say sorry to you, I was wrong, please forgive me! ”

Feng Lu clicked this passage to send it. She sat in her seat, checking to see if anyone in the group had replied from time to time. No, no one replied. Feng Lu felt even more uncomfortable. She is now finally tasting the bitter fruit of her brewing. She understood the truth that "people must not do anything wrong, and if they are wrong, it will be difficult to turn back".

Feng Lu believed that they would never forgive her, she didn't know how to go back to the dormitory at night, and whether she could go back to the dormitory?

At dinnertime, Feng Lu still didn't want to go to the cafeteria. She didn't want to meet any acquaintances. She was bored playing games on her phone to pass the time, and she had no hope of receiving forgiveness from her roommates.

Suddenly, the mobile phone "Ding Dong" rang, and a message popped up in the WeChat group, she hurriedly flipped out the message to check, it turned out to be sent by Song Yao: "It's good to know that you are wrong, I hope you can change it when you know it, and you can learn a lesson from this incident." I'm sure you can all forgive you and still be one of us. ”

Although it was a simple two sentences, Feng Lu burst into tears when she saw it: "Yaoyao forgive me, Yaoyao forgive me!" ”。

It turned out that after the chaotic battle in the dormitory that night, Song Yao was also very sad. She thought about how happy everyone used to be together, how could everything have changed now? In the dormitory, not only was she sad because of being plotted, but Ning Hua fell in love and lost her father, which made everyone in the dormitory feel sad. Song Yao really didn't want anyone else in the dormitory to be hurt, and she didn't want to pursue Feng Lu anymore, and she needed to calm down and review her homework well, and she didn't want to have more accidents.