That being said, it was not clear to him how sure he was. Chen Ziqian could only move forward little by little, like a child toddler, and with every step, he was stopped by the approaching scalpel.

couldn't move until he couldn't move, this situation was like a crab in Li Xue's eyes, and it was ridiculous to walk sideways. Glancing at Han Xiao's neck, the slight oozing red blood was not obvious, it was just like a scratch on the skin, nothing serious, at least he knew that this would not kill her.

The more he looked at Li Xue, the more funny he became, he simply raised one leg and sat on the edge of the operating table, as if he had long been accustomed to the bloody scene of human surgery and dissection, and looked at Chen Ziqian with a contemptuous look at him sideways and smiled.

"You're still letting me down, so stupid."

"Stupid." Chen Ziqian's mind was numb, and he stepped back slightly.

"Stupid, aren't you smart? Why did you catch me now? You were eighteen when my project began, and I was eighteen at the time. ”

Li Xue smiled and took off the gold-rimmed eyes on his eye sockets, revealing a pair of cold pupils. The contempt for looking sideways at people was magnified to the maximum, and that unruly momentum made Chen Ziqian's fire swallow into his stomach.

Speaking of ten years ago, Chen Ziqian clenched his fists.

"You're also in my mother's business, Li Xue !!" Chen Ziqian couldn't suppress his roar.

Li Xue raised his head excitedly, "I just like to talk to very smart people, you're right, I'm here." That research is what I mainly mentioned, how about Han Jiang making a bird, I used it well. "Cowardice.

The originally clenched fists clenched even tighter, and Chen Ziqian's face sank. Anger has reached a critical point, and it has to be swallowed.

Li Xue smiled even more happily, "How about it, isn't it very angry, what is it like to be helpless and desperate, and completely unable to use your strength?"

If you see it clearly, there is one lying here, and if you have the ability, you will pull her back from the Grim Reaper, and I am the Grim Reaper, the Grim Reaper who will take revenge on you. ”

He also exerted a little force, and gently scratched a new fine blood mark on Han Xiao's neck. It is someone else's fate to provoke Chen Ziqian in the end, and it has nothing to do with him...

Chen Ziqian was taken aback, fully seeing that he was a genius. The strength of the control of emotions can be controlled so well, just scratched a skin, young psychiatrist.

It can also be said that he was born a healer, and a feeling of sadness swept through Chen Ziqian's body. Ten years ago, the two people who had never been masked actually had a strange sense of familiarity, and they let go of their clenched fists and smiled.

"You're the one in the basement." Chen Ziqian said.

The corners of Li Xue's mouth widened, and he acquiesced.

"It looks like it's you, you can treat a completely normal person into a psychopath. You're smarter than I am, and you're a genius, but...

Once you've got what you're looking for, isn't it really fulfilling? Chen Ziqian patted his chest. He will not agree with Li Xue's behavior and will not judge more. But since it was all ten years ago, he will definitely do his best to find the problem in it anyway.

"Empty places, filled with discontent only by those things. Leng Zhengqi died, and Leng Tianyu fell ill with strange symptoms. These are all things you want to have nothing to do with me, you shouldn't risk that innocent child's life to satisfy your selfish desires. She's not your instrument of revenge..."

Ha ha... A sharp whisper blocked Chen Ziqian's words, and Li Xue got off the operating table. Glancing back at Han Xiao, there was not much blood left in the bag, so he naturally turned around and ignored Chen Ziqian.

Skillfully mediated the instrument, Chen Ziqian was silent, at least he wouldn't directly ask for her life now. He is not a doctor, and if something happens, he can really only watch Han Xiao die. No way...

"You're still so stupid, half a detective sounds really disgusting. How about becoming a tool, she still survived by me, didn't she also fulfill her dream? can run and jump like an ordinary person, do you think it's wrong to save her?

She survived and helped me fulfill my dream. ”

"That's just your idea, not hers." Chen Ziqian's gaze locked on Li Xue's body, and a light hit Chen Ziqian's face, flashing a few times regularly.

Chen Ziqian was stunned, and Xu Huang was ready. Li Xue's hand was moving regularly, and the operation was performed right in front of his eyes. The smell of blood in the air was getting stronger and stronger, which was calculated what he didn't dare to do, not a doctor.

"Leave her alone."

"Let it go." A ridiculous word, "Let her go, who will let me go." ”

"What do you mean?"

"It wasn't just your mom who died ten years ago, it was my girlfriend as well."

"Your girlfriend?" Chen Ziqian was stunned, he had never heard of this kind of thing. At that time, he had been to the hospital and seen it with his own eyes, but he had not seen any other patients like his mother.

How could there be someone else, searching in his mind for what he had seen in the past, no matter what he thought.

Li Xue didn't have the act of gloating, and he carefully selected the meridians in his hands.

"That's right, it's my girlfriend. It's not that my sister-in-law's death is quiet, just when everyone is grieving for your family, my girlfriend is also dead, and I am the only one who will cry for her.

It's just me..."

Chen Ziqian lowered his eyelids, and indeed according to the situation at that time, he didn't have the brain to look at other things. His sister's illness, his brother's fear, and the loss of his family can all break him.

How could he pay attention to other things, let alone the affairs of people he didn't know.

"You said so much, does it have anything to do with me?"

"It's okay, it's none of your business. Actually, she died three months before your mother's death, schizophrenia. At first, I smoked, but then I became able to wear my clothes to go out.

Slowly, she became more and more masculine and became something I didn't recognize. And then I saw the shadow of a strange man on her face, something disgusting. ”

Li Xue remembered that scene vividly, a woman turned into a strange man. is still the person he loves the most, and the psychophysical torture makes him afraid to go home.

There are ordinary reasons why other heart transplants can be rejection and so on, and why his girlfriend has become different.

"I went to the dean to explain and ask for an answer, do you know how he answered me?"

Chen Ziqian was silent.

"'It'll be fine in a while.'" He gave me a perfunctory statement. She was only eighteen years old at the time, the same age as the girl in front of me. ”

Chen Ziqian heard clearly, this was a complaint for a girl who had died. But even if it is schizophrenic, if the heart does not reject it, why would she die?

Thinking of this, Chen Ziqian couldn't let it go. As soon as he took a step, he was startled by a heavy wheezing sound and looked back. Han Jiang's sideburns were messy and he appeared in front of him with a strange old man, and Li Xue never looked back during the whole process.

The gray-haired old man had not yet stood firm, and said, "It's all my fault, stop Li Xue." ”

Everyone who listened was shocked, and they knew that the doctor was saving lives. A small mistake during surgery can cost a person's life, which is also the reason why Chen Ziqian and Xu Huang have been delayed in taking measures.

The old man knelt on the ground with his knees bent over his waist, and did not react to the sharp stones. Just looked at Li Xue with pleading eyes, and finally Li Xue looked back.

"What's the use of admitting it now? What's the use? Can you give her back to me? The corners of Li Xue's eyes began to redden, obviously the presence of the old man obviously made him more emotional.

The old man shook his head and said, "It's all my fault for not taking a closer look at that heart." But Xinning can't wait? She's my daughter too, huh? Am I not distressed? ”

A passage condensed the atmosphere of the scene, it was the daughter of the dean. Chen Ziqian was shocked and speechless, and the two words of the old man and the white-haired man sent the black-haired man were put on Dean Jin at the same time.

"Your daughter?" Li Xue shook his hand and smashed a ** disinfectant on Dean Jin's body, and the white plug-in that he didn't have time to take off had yellow-brown marks on it.

Li Xue's eyes turned red angrily, "Jin Shan, do you still remember that she is your daughter, do you think you are worthy?" Where were you when Xinning was sick? Where were you when she cried helplessly because of the heart that would kill her at any moment?

A cold and fever, such a tiny illness could kill her, and she could only lie there every day, sitting there in a daze at the sky. Looking enviously at the eyes of the children downstairs running and jumping, you know?

In her drawer was a picture album, half me and her, and the other half she was blank. You know why? I asked her, 'Where is it empty?' ’

She said, 'I left it for Daddy.' ’

Do you know how distressed I am when I hear such words? No matter how much I love her and how good I am to her. But I can't give her the love of my father, she didn't say anything about my mother, but I know that she misses her too.

I just didn't say it, I know all of this. But even my mother I can't help her find it, and I don't dare to leave her to find it, and I'm the only one by her side.

We spent all our savings on her illness, but fortunately I am a genius in your mouth, but do any of you know why I became a genius?

I became like this for her, and I studied medicine desperately. It started at the age of six, from hearing about her illness......"

"Don't say it... Don't say it..."Jin Shan covered his ears, tears spilling out of the wrinkled corners of his eyes.

"Don't say it, why don't you say it. I haven't finished that, she never knew she was the foster child, and I recognized the name of foster care.

I accompany her, she accompanies me. She said that she was going to marry me, and her favorite was her brother, and my favorite was her. Jinshan, why did you destroy me, why? She's an illegitimate daughter and your daughter, isn't she? Why can you be so cruel to her? Why? ”

"Don't say it, it's all my fault. I'm damned, I'm the damn one, don't say it. Jin Shan lay on the ground and cried bitterly.

Li Xue opened his mouth to relieve the feeling of sour nose.

"You deserve to die, you deserve to die. It's because you don't believe me, so I have to kill her, do you know what it's like for me to watch her body become cold little by little?

I'm only eighteen years old, and my most precious and cherished person has died. What would it be like for me to just kill her and let her come back? The appearance of that man, he kept eroding Xin Ning.

Occasionally, when Xin Ning comes back, do you know how scared she is? A man locked himself in his room and committed suicide several times by slitting his wrists. I didn't dare to go home, but I had to.

When I get home, I have to look at her intently, I don't want her to die? But how could I bear to watch her in pain. She is a child who will only call for help if she can't bear it, but just a few months of running-in period, do you know her call for help? Every time I hear me, life is worse than death, but I can't replace her.

She cried out, please, brother, I don't want that person to be in my body. Is it okay to get rid of him? Or kill me, okay? How could I have done it by driving her away, but I couldn't have done it by killing her.

Two months passed like this, I thought it would get better, but what I saw, I watched her become yellow and thin, and it was only two months, and she stopped smiling at me. I knew she was hurting, and she was afraid she was uncomfortable.

And I could only watch that I couldn't do anything, I could only go crazy to find a suitable heart. But I can't find it, Jin Shan, I know you know, you just watch her step by step so indifferently and can only walk into death? Why are you so ruthless? ”

Jin Shan's two fists slammed into the ground, and the bleeding on his hands couldn't stop.

Li Xue took a deep breath and forced back his tears.

"I don't have money, I don't have connections, I can't save her. Jin Shan, it's been ten years since she left me, I can only see her in my dreams, I see her at the age of eighteen, and she will always be eighteen.

She won't grow up, she won't smile at me, she won't call me brother. She didn't even put on her favorite white veil and she left me. I've begged her to stay in my dreams countless times, and that's just a luxury.

She can't come back, she will never come back. Jinshan: I really want to ask you, so much has happened, why are you still living shamelessly?

Why don't you die? Why? ”

Why Jin Shan couldn't answer so much, he could only see him crying with remorse. The corners of Han Jiang's eyes moistened, and they couldn't answer anything in the face of his questioning one after another.

A small red dot moved as Li Xue approached Jin Shan step by step. The scalpel clenched in his hand was still obviously stained with Han Xiao's blood, red and dazzling.

Jin Shan raised his head, and his lips trembled in his cloudy eyes and looked at Li Xue. At the same time, he stretched out his hand and grabbed the hem of Li Xue's clothes, letting Li Xue's body weight support his weight, and he got up in embarrassment. Li Xue just stood firmly, letting Jin Shan pull at his clothes.

In the process, Han Jiang's desire to help was refused, and his clothes were deformed, and Jin Shan grabbed his hand with a pair of wrinkled hands. The moment he lowered his head, tears smashed on Jin Shan's face with the movement of his hand, and this moment happened too fast, so fast that Chen Ziqian didn't react.

The knife entered Jin Shan's abdomen, and for the first time in a long time, he saw Li Xue shed tears, and his lips trembled slightly. Reached out to pull him, but was stopped from waving away.

"No, my life as an old man is worthless. A sinner like me is not worthy of your salvation, and a person like me is too frivolous and ugly in front of them. ”

I sent him to see you, Li Xue seemed to see Xin Ning in the shadows, and he laughed and cried. "Brother, I miss you so much, I want you to come back and be my bride. I want to protect you forever, I want to be together forever, you won't come back, will you? ”

(End of chapter)