Chapter 36: Heart-to-Heart Talk
() Before leaving, Leng Shuang, who was supposed to bring the door to let Yu Yu recuperate, grabbed the door, leaving a crack outside the door, and her eyes penetrated through this gap into the door, Yu Yu's gaze swept over, Leng Shuang was excited, and Feng Yuan's voice came from behind.
"Leng Shuang, it's time for us to go." Feng Yuan's urging voice came, and Leng Shuang was about to close the door when Yu Yu's voice came out in the house.
"Officer Feng, you should be busy first, I have something to talk to this female police officer."
Yu Yu's sharp gaze penetrated and was looking at Leng Shuang.
"Stay." Yu Yu smiled. "Talk to me."
Yu Yu beckoned to Leng Shuang, who hesitated for a while and agreed. But it was not good to let the director wait for her, she reported a text message to Feng Yuan, she said that Miss Yu Yu should need to be accompanied at this time, so she was going to stay in the hospital for a while.
The sunlight rushed into the ward, and after Yu Yu was silent for a moment, he saw Leng Shuang work hard to bring a long table, rolled up his sleeves, and cut the remaining melons and fruits into a salad fruit plate, and after stacking them together, the whole turned over, and a gentle breeze blew in.
Feng Yuan left the hospital with Lu Buming, and Leng Shuang made a fruit salad for Yu Yu, although the platter was made of cold dishes in the hospital, but it finally gave Yu Yu's dry taste buds a different color.
She looked at the busy Leng Shuang with great interest, seeing that the strength of the diligent little girl's fingers was fast and very, and she cut the fruit into pieces with "chop, chop, chop", and her eyes were bent into the moon.
"Leng Shuang, Officer Leng?" Yu Yu asked with a smile, after her voice was relieved of its strength, it sounded exceptionally warm, and it could still be like a spring breeze in the cold winter season, which made Leng Shuang feel very comfortable.
"My name is Yu Yu...... It's an old friend of your director's former friends. Yu Yu spoke. Actually, I'm just bored, and some words are uncomfortable in my heart. ”
"Yes, sister." She stroked the ends of her cheeks, but she muttered in her heart, wondering what the director's "old friend" had to say to her.
Seeing Leng Shuang's young figure, Yu Yu was stunned and sighed softly.
"I knew at first glance, Officer Leng, how long have you been following Feng Yuan?" Yu Yu asked. Leng didn't raise his head, and subconsciously replied "three years".
"When I was interning at the Police Academy, I was transferred to the Police Detective Department, mainly to assist in the investigation and escort, and it was the Feng Bureau who took me at that time." Leng Shuang saw the confusion on Yu Yu's face, and explained: "Since then, I have been following Feng Ju's side, he is an idle person, so we have had a good relationship in the past few years." ”
Leng Shuang thought for a while, smiled and said, "If you have anything inconvenient to ask him, you can tell me, as long as I can tell you." ”
Leng Shuangben is not a person who talks much, but Yu Yu's body seems to exude a natural affinity, which makes her very useful.
"You're good." Yu Yu said. "Not like me."
"I should have died ten years ago." Yu Yu suddenly said that this was the word she had most often said in recent years, and she had whispered in Lu Buming's ear no less than dozens of times.
Leng Shuang's fingers paused, she raised her head, and looked at Yu Yu with a stunned look.
"Why do you say that?" Leng Shuang didn't understand.
Yu Yu sighed, over the years, there has not been a day when the experience of Southeast Asia has not been circling in her mind, day after day, over and over again.
"If you find that the most ordinary, ordinary days of living every day are also built on countless bloodshed and darkness, will your life still be so sunny?
? ”
Yu Yu put her hand on her chest, and she said that her heart was stolen from someone else, snatched from a living body, a living peer who also longed for life.
Leng Shuang bit her lip, Yu Yu's words made it difficult for her to calm her mood.
You may think so, but I'm often confused. Officer Leng, what do you say, what is my life so far? I...... And why continue to live? Ten years on, this thought haunts my head all day. ”
Leng Shuang didn't know how to answer. She is not a philosopher, nor is she a counselor who enlightens others, and it is too difficult to guide a person who is at rock bottom with her sleepy mind.
She stood up and came to the window, and the cold north wind seeped into the room little by little along the edge of the windowsill, and Leng Shuang closed half of the window, revealing only the other half.
"Miss Yu, I'm just a police officer. I don't know what the point of living is, but I feel that since a person survives, it is not worthless. ”
"You're such a cheerful person." Yu Yu said with a smile.
Leng Shuang was stunned, it was the first time she was said to be "cheerful", she had never been bland, and it was a blessing not to be pointed at her nose and said "dark and lonely".
Leng Shuang's eyes were really full of confusion when he raised his eyes to look at Yu Yu.
"Cold officer, cheerfulness is not just an externalized emotion, cold on the outside and hot on the inside, you've heard that, right? You are a very warm person. ”
Yu Yu's straightforward praise made Leng Shuang's cheeks red, she lowered her head, and Yu Yu's voice sounded in her ears again.
"Actually, what you said was said to me a few years ago." Yu Yu lowered his eyebrows and looked sideways, when he said this, there seemed to be a touch of tears in the corners of his eyes, his lips and teeth trembled slightly, and his voice was a little choked.
Looking at Yu Yu's expression, he was really stunned by Leng Shuang. She came back to her senses and asked:
"This man...... Are you still by Miss Yu's side? Leng Shuang asked hesitantly, if he was here, it would be a great happiness. However, Yu Yu shook his head.
She clutched her chest, her eyes filled with confusion.
"At the beginning, after the operation, when I looked at Jin Shuo, I felt terrified - although he sacrificed a lot for me, and even did things that cost people's lives, but I was not grateful in my heart, I thought I was a cold stone."
"...... surgery?" Leng Shuang was stunned.
"Feng Yuan didn't mention it to you, did he?" Yu Yu glanced at Leng Shuang and said, "Ten years ago, at this time, Southeast Asia was still a breeding ground for evil near our borders. ”
Leng Shuang nodded, she knew this.
"One of the cases has attracted the attention of the police led by Feng Yuan, that is, a doctor named Jin Shuo, who is suspected of illegal transplantation and trade of human organs, the situation is very bad, the situation is not optimistic, and it even affects the United Nations."
Leng Shuang had also heard of this, and at that time, it was her father Captain Tang who was most concerned about this matter, but unfortunately, she was still young at that time.
"But this doctor named Jin Shuo, he ...... I would say, in fact, he is not bad in nature. Yu Yu turned his face, his gaze poured out of the window, and in his confused vision, he seemed to be able to see a gentle figure.
"It can even be said that he is gentle enough and considerate enough." Yu Yu's tone was full of regret.
"Why would such a person be in the business of organ transplantation? He's a doctor, right? Leng Shuang paused and asked
"He is a double doctor, and the orthopedic doctor is also half an authority in China, and he also has the skills of surgery. It's rare to see such a capable but paranoid person. Yu Yu replied.
"Then why!" Leng Shuang couldn't figure out why such a person would do that kind of thing.
"For me." Yu Yu's eyes were wide open, and she said firmly: "He has been doing this kind of thing since he knew about my condition - my body is relatively special, and the blood type adaptation and rejection reaction are very serious, he searched a large number of cases and databases at that time, and finally finalized the adapter officer, there are only two people." ”
Yu Yu had suppressed the events of the year in her heart for too long, she said little by little, and Leng Shuang stayed aside and listened quietly.
"Li Yi is a very strange person, I can feel it, he sees my eyes, it is a kind of ...... It's hard to say a kind of anger, a look that doesn't surprise me to pieces. When Yu Yu talked about Li Yi, his chest was agitated, and Leng Shuang also became interested in this mysterious man.
"But he didn't?" Leng Shuang asked.
Yu Yu nodded: "He should have had many chances, but he didn't do it once." And, and for some reason, after that day, the inexplicable impulse and mania in my heart disappeared. ”
Yu Yu didn't know if it was this heart lying quietly in her body, and that "her" heart was at work. But she clearly felt this strange emotion surging in her body.
"Until I met that person." Yu Yu said: "In Southeast Asia, I was told that I also had a reason to live, and there were too many people who couldn't even care about their own lives in order to pursue an ethereal truth, but this person was in my eyes...... It was he who really told me what warmth is. ”
When Leng Shuang saw Yu Yu's eyes as warm as water, she knew how important such a person was to her in her memories. Perhaps a gentleman with a good demeanor.
"It's an old man with a sloping top, and to be honest, he has a very strange temper and personality, and he doesn't look like he has any friends. I really can't think of anything else he can do other than a detective. Yu Yu was straightforward, but her description surprised Leng Shuang.
"Do you like him!" Leng Shuang's eyes widened.
Yu Yu himself didn't understand that ten years had passed, all traces had been polished smooth, and everything sharp had become calm.
"Probably, a spiritual pillar." Yu Yu said.
"He was really weird, but he taught me how to live. That's the most important thing, and for me, there's nothing more valuable than that. ”
"He gave too much, even his life, for the truth. Until finally, I found something in Southeast Asia, his firm. Yu Yu said.
"Something? Office? Is he famous? Leng Shuang asked.
Yu Yu couldn't help laughing.
Where does this begin? He's such a weird guy. Do you know? He is obviously a small detective in the slums, but he says that he is a famous detective, and his appearance is really bluffing. But as soon as I arrived at the office, guess what? ”
Leng Shuang shook his head.
"The house is collapsing, hahahaha, in a place like that. Alas, in fact, I should have guessed a long time ago, where would there be a rich life for such a strange person as him? ”
"So, what did you see?" Leng Shuang asked.
Yu Yu glanced at Leng Shuang, and the topic suddenly changed. She asked, "Officer Leng, let me ask you, what do you think of Lu Buming, a little ghost?" ”