Chapter 37: Thinking about Life 1
Although I always feel that Tong Yao is not very satisfied with this order, the message "Tomorrow party celebration" sent by Chen Qian in the work group can be regarded as informing me that this busy day has passed.
I'm a little worried about Tong Yao, but other female stars are out of love, and there are a lot of handsome guys who can shoot kiss scenes justifiably. Oh, I don't think it's an honor to do this, but I just think that this will help you the most out of love.
What's more—the younger you are, the less painful your breakup is.
Because there is another time to love more people.
The degree of performance is just what I think is sad, I guess Tong Yao will forget Bai An in just three days.
Just like me.
When I saw Bai An for the second time, or even when the two of them were alone, I wasn't very happy, did it prove that I had forgotten Bai An?
"Right?"
I sat on the balcony of my room and asked myself.
"Didi."
The phone rang.
I opened WeChat, and it was a message from Caicai.
"Jiajia, is your senior Bai An back?"
I rolled my eyes and replied, "Caicai, can you remove these two words of yours." ”
"He's back?"
"Hmm."
“!!!”
"Not together." I replied to her, but wondered if I should tell Nana that he was already with someone else. But Tong Yao's lovelorn performance made me hesitate a little. In case of......
But forget it.
When I heard someone else call Bai An's boyfriend, I actually denied my feelings for Bai An in the first second.
This kind of feeling is very strange, not possessive, it is a strange feeling of how you can still like others after knowing me.
If Bai An liked someone else, I wouldn't like him. It suddenly occurred to me that, although I was now twenty-four years old, it seemed as if I would always be an eighteen-year-old mind.
At that age, love should be pure, whether it is for yourself or others.
I looked at the exclamation marks that Caicai kept sending, and my heart did not fluctuate, and I even wanted to go downstairs to eat.
"Nana, you can spare me." I replied to her.
Caicai immediately replied: "Shen Jiajia, I don't know about others, this is the senior Bai An you have in mind, since he is back, you have a chance to be with him again." ”
"Stop. My private life is a mess right now...... Don't want to fall in love! It's good not to be in love. ”
"Do you really think so?"
Do I really think so? Is it because of my self-esteem, or do I really want to let go of Senior Bai An?
I felt like I was stuck in a cycle, one where no matter what I did, it didn't seem like it was going to end well.
If I confess to Bai An that I still have feelings for him, what about Yu Liang? Will he let me go?
If I don't confess my feelings to Bai An, why do I regret it in my heart?
It's too tangled.
"Shen Jiajia."
Yu Liang called me out to him on his balcony.
My room with Yu Liang is separated by a wall, but the balcony between me and Yu Liang can be completely exposed, except for the blank space in the middle, what clothes I am drying on the balcony, Yu Liang can be seen clearly.
Although at first he would carefully find a corner and carefully dry his clothes, until one day Yu Liang laughed loudly on his balcony and said, "Rose-red underwear is too rustic". Since then, I have given up on drying my clothes and never bought anything in rose!
Back to the present, I looked at Yu Liang suspiciously, this young master usually doesn't come to the balcony.
I looked at my phone, it's three o'clock in the morning, I thought the young master was asleep at this point.
"Why do you look like you've eaten?"
"Huh?" I frantically touched my cheek as I lowered my head to look at Yu Liang.
I think I'm very concerned about the image.
"What? Thinking about life on a back foot? Yu Liang smiled.
"What's so funny." I watched a little bit of light appear in the sky, and I was afraid that the sun was about to rise.
"Tell me." Yu Liang also looked at the glimmer of yellow light, but he was talking to me.
"Ouch, it's just a problem at work, I'm going to sleep!" Thirty-six plans, go for the upper plan. I turned around and was about to go back to my room.
"Do you like other people anymore?"
The cool voice behind me came to my ears not loud or small.