Chapter 320: Don't Forget Me
The old-fashioned big brother smiled disdainfully, "Which court dares to decide?" You can ignore me, but you can't change the fact that I'm your rightful husband. ”
"You are really a very selfish person, have you ever thought about your daughter?" She didn't want to argue with him, she knew she couldn't talk about him, but she couldn't help but say it.
Seeing tears in the corners of her eyes, he stood up and kneaded her shoulder, "Relax, it won't be so scary, I won't let those things you worry about happen." ”
Summer was thinly dressed, and as soon as he touched her skin, her heart became awkward, goosebumps rose, and her hairs stood on end.
He rubbed her arm, his face displeased, "Do you really hate me?" ”
She raised her head slightly, glanced at him, and nudged him away in disgust.
He turned sideways and let her go out, seeing that she was going to go away, he shouted unwillingly: "They are right, when you don't need the soul tonifying stone, you won't belong to me anymore." “
"You would never have snubbed me like this before, good girl, are you really going to kick me away?" She thought she had run a long way, but his voice was still clear.
Tears blurred her eyes, and everything she saw twisted and shook like a phantom.
His voice gradually deepened, "You are still cute when you were a child, it would be nice if you could go back to the past......"
When she was a child, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore, she wanted to look back at him, but she didn't dare to look back, so she could only pull her feet and run forward.
The wind is blowing in the ears, can it blow away the past and disturb it? Feet are all instinctively stepping forward, how far to escape, in order to escape the entanglement of love?
His legs were so tired and weak that his chest was as gasping as if he had been crushed with a lead stone, so he moved to the stone bench by the side of the road and sat down, covering his face and wiping his tears.
A pair of gentle hands smoothed her scattered hair, she didn't need to look to know that he was chasing her, and his breath had long been imprinted into her soul.
He sat down beside her and squeezed her hand, "Wait for me with peace of mind, and I will take care of everything." ”
Her head ached heavily, and she wanted to flee again, but finally leaned on his left shoulder.
He smiled comfortingly, took her shoulders and brought her closer, "I know my good sister won't be so ruthless, and it's cruel to let me give up on you than to cut my heart and bones." After years of waiting and paying, the result obtained cannot be cut in two. ”
She leaned quietly against him, and when she was at peace, she said, "What can I do?" If I really want to completely cut off the relationship with you, it is equivalent to erasing everything in my past, and it is equivalent to erasing all my own emotions, and if I want to be cruel to you, I must first be more ruthless to myself. ”
He sighed softly and pulled her to her feet, "It's not convenient to talk about things on the side of the road, let's find a clean place first." ”
The old-fashioned eldest brother took her into the private room of the teahouse, and sent the waiter away to close the door before saying: "If you have something in your heart, just say it, there is always a way to solve it, let's not mention those hurtful words, okay?" ”
She held the plain porcelain cup tightly with both hands, it was obviously a hot and hot day, but her heart was so cold that she wanted to warm up with the warm cup.
"I can't tell...... I'm just awkward, nervous and awkward......"
"There are some things that you can't tell right from wrong, you don't put so much pressure on yourself."
The hot steam of the tea cast a light mist over her face, giving him the illusion that she was about to fly into the clouds and disappear.
Her voice was soft, but her tone was resolute: "It was us who was wrong. Wrong is wrong! Covering up again and again, making excuses for oneself again and again is a mistake on top of a mistake! ”
"If you have to say something wrong, then it's my fault, what's wrong with you?"
She smiled helplessly, "I realized that you have a lot of secrets, but I am afraid to face it, I let myself blindly indulge in the beautiful illusion you created, this is wrong!" We owe too many people, and we owe nothing to be able to be in a harmonious state of mind, that's what you told me. ”
He flicked his fingers on the teacup, lost in thought, and when she said something more, he asked, "It's not that you can't accept a specific thing, you can't accept me and the other side of you." Blame me for deliberately making you too simple before, so you stubbornly strive for perfection. ”
"I'm not looking for perfection, I just want to be as close to perfection as possible. Appearance, knowledge, etc., are limited by external conditions, and morality and feelings should always control themselves and try to be perfect, right? ”
The old-fashioned eldest brother shook her head slightly, she couldn't help but resentful of him, "You are old-fashioned, I have always been a humble woman in your eyes, so you hide everything from me, right?" But you obviously said that you advocate Taoism, and Taoism has no concept of male superiority and inferiority of women, you are really a contradictory person. ”
He just kept shaking his head and didn't answer anymore, and she continued: "The reason why the female cultivators of the Dao Sect called the 'female crown' is that in ancient times, adult men wore crowns, and among women, only female Taoist priests could wear crowns, which meant that they were equivalent to men. “
Sometimes the good girl really thinks that they are a weird couple, and the quarrel is different from other couples. When there was a divorce, there was no fight for family property, children or anything, but various concepts were argued.
She asked him rhetorically: "Daomen does not have the concept of male superiority and female inferiority, you said it many times when I was a child. You also said that only when we are equal in spirit can we truly know each other, you have to hide everything from me, and the world we know is different, how can we talk about equality in heart? ”
There was a deep sadness and sadness in his eyes, and he explained in a low voice: "I didn't hide it from you because I looked down on you, I wanted to protect you." ”
"And you don't think I'm humble? You clearly say that I am a little flower raised in a greenhouse. Everything in heaven and earth has its own yin and yang sides, you can see the bright side for me, have you ever thought that the dark side will turn around sooner or later! Not being able to adapt to the darkness will make my world all dark! ”
"I thought I could hide something forever, I thought I had the power to stop the dark side from turning around......"
The good girl didn't feel cold, but felt stuffy and abnormal, and the air conditioner didn't exude much coolness, but added to the annoying noise.
There was a sneer on the corner of her lips, "In the world, there is no ugliness that can be hidden forever!" For example, the matter between you and Xiao Qingmei, if we wait until we are all seventy or eighty years old to completely uncover, it will be even more terrifying! ”
He didn't understand why she showed that momentary vulnerability, and then began to push him away coldly. Under the pretext of going to the bathroom, he dialed Fan Jiahui and Lan Yingying's phones, wanting them to persuade her. He had urgent things to do, but he had to stabilize her first.
Fan Jiahui and Lan Yingying hurried to the teahouse, and the good girl was slightly surprised to see them coming, but quickly realized that they were trying to persuade themselves.
Lan Yingying smiled and poured a cup of tea, "It's too hot, don't laugh at me for not being able to taste tea, only cow drinking." ”
They all laughed, and Lan Yingying pointed to the good girl and said, "Alas, look at you, why are you twisted again?" If you can break it, I support you to break it, but the key is that you can't break it. Change your temper too, why bother to make yourself uncomfortable. ”
"I'm sorry, I can't change it! All my thoughts were taught by him, and they are ingrained! She looked at the old-fashioned big brother, she knew that he still had a very urgent matter, and she thoughtwardly that maybe something would be better? Everything was clean from now on, as if it had never happened.
She didn't know if he could understand her thoughts? She could guess what he was doing during this time, because he was so determined to let her wait in peace, he must have completely cut off all the past involvement.
If you want to cut it off completely, unless those forces are completely destroyed! It was not an easy task, and it was more of a struggle between family affection and legal principles for him.
The good girl doesn't know if she is resolute enough to support him or hurt him? If a grass is watered with venom and the source of the venom is cut off, will the grass be reborn or will it wither?
She had mixed feelings in her heart, but her expression was indifferent and full of mockery, "Did you think about today when you taught me?" Grace, grievance! I can use my life to help you share the blame and punishment, but I can't accept that I have a deep affection for you again. ”
He raised his wrist and looked at his watch, looked at the good girl and said, "I won't contact you again, just as if we were separated." ”
He hurriedly turned around, leaving a word in the wind: "Please, don't forget me." ”
There was a muffled thunder in the sky, and the good girl looked at Lan Yingying and Fan Jiahui, they didn't say much, and the old-fashioned big brother didn't seem to have been here - even like he had never appeared in her life at all.