I'm Manju Sahua, am I Manju Sahua?

I looked at Pangu, and at this moment, my heart was full of mixed feelings.

I remembered everything, and it was like I was planeswalking, I was an interloper. However, it seems that something is different.

When I was struggling and questioning, Pangu waved his sleeve, and then another gust of wind struck. The floral scent of the mandala blossom is really seductive.

The fragrance of flowers entered my nose, and I saw Manzhu Sawa transform into a baby, and I saw Pangu caring for this baby like a treasure. The baby grows into a little girl, and then into a big girl.

Then some strange thoughts will flash through the girl's mind. She babbled and told Pangu about her strange thoughts every day, saying that she had no intention and listened to it with a heart.

Even if others don't understand their language, they understand it themselves. Pangu felt the yearning and expectation in the girl's heart, and then, he sharpened an axe with his bare hands in the dark.

The moment Pangu split the chaos, I saw that the little girl was me.

Like me later, I was fascinated by new things, and I liked the red flower like a demon, which was later Luo Hua.

Pangu didn't ignore him because I did, he really wanted to give me more, so he embodied everything.

Pangu is real and really wants to give his girl more. Whatever I want, he will give it with both hands.

I squatted down and cried with my head in my hands, I don't know why I cried, for Pangu or for myself.

"Silly girl, stop crying."

Pangu patted me on the back like he had once coaxed his little girl.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Pangu."

I know that the two most meaningless words in the world are sorry and thank you, and they don't make sense. But what else can I say but say sorry?

"I don't regret it, it's just that I haven't been with you all these years, and I'm helpless."

Pangu doesn't regret it, the world he bought with his life was ruined by me, he doesn't regret it. However, I have regrets.

I suddenly understood that I was the least qualified person to blame Pangu.

Just like I am not qualified to blame Luo Hua, no matter what, I am not qualified.

Pangu comforted me and said that he should have sacrificed himself to create this richer world, and that his sacrifice was worth it.

Perhaps, maybe this is Pangu's mission.

However, now I can't face Pangu, I can't face myself, I really don't know what I'm going to do.

I looked at the thousands of ghosts, at their helpless, frightened eyes, how alive they were, but now they were weak remnants. I have no face to face them, and it is my willfulness and ignorance that have led to this catastrophe.

I looked at the desolation of the world and knelt down.

"I, Mandrup Sahua, know that my sins are serious, and today I voluntarily entered the mirror of reincarnation and was burned by the fire of samsara, burning all my sins. When I return to the Divine Realm, I will give you an explanation. If I can't help you be reborn, I'll never go back to the divine realm. I do not ask for your forgiveness, but I ask for the next life to make amends for my mistakes. ”

Thousands of ghosts looked at me and didn't speak, their eyes still filled with deep fear. That's it, I'm not qualified to ask for anything.

I conjured up the jade bone guqin and slit my throat with the strings.

I saw Pangu's panicked expression, but unfortunately I didn't give him a chance to stop me.

Goodbye, Pangu.

My soul entered the mirror of reincarnation, and the fire of reincarnation burned for ninety-nine days and nights. Maybe it's because my sins are too heavy and I have too many distractions that I have burned for so long. I think so.

When I passed out and woke up in pain countless times, I was already delirious. Finally, on the ninety-ninth day, I passed out forever.

My soul returned to Bodhi, and the sound of Zen made my heart calm. And I, in samsara, also forgot everything, including my promises, including Pangu.

……

I opened my eyes and found myself lying next to the Pangu statue. Now that I have remembered everything, and seeing the Pangu statue again, I finally understand the reason for the familiar feeling I felt when I first saw it.

I thought, I shouldn't run away anymore, I've run away for a lifetime. Pangu, he must be waiting for me somewhere. Pangu, I will still be resurrected, but I will no longer be stupid to hurt others.

However, the first task now is to rescue Nazha, and I don't know what happened to Nazha.

I quickly came to the dormitory of the pseudo-Sahua, and she was not surprised by my arrival at all, but I was very surprised by her reaction.

I am responsible for her, and I want to talk to her.

"Where do you put it first, and we'll talk about the rest."

"But, why do you ask me to let me go?"

The pseudo-Shahua didn't accept my affection, I was really worried about which one, so I dodged and pinched the pseudo-Shahua's neck and said:

"Your life is in my hands!"

The pseudo-Sahua was still very calm, and I was surprised, I felt that something was wrong. I let her go, I couldn't really hurt her, and my threats didn't work against her, so I didn't do anything more.

"Just tell me, what do you want?"

Pseudo-Sahua was disappointed when she heard my words, and she said:

"You've regained your memory, I thought you knew."

I asked curiously:

"Know what?"

Pseudo-Sahua looked at me, and she said with a firm expression:

"I want to save Pangu."

I looked at the pseudo-Sahua and suddenly realized that the current pseudo-Sahua is exactly the same as I was at the beginning. For a moment, I felt that she was the real Manju Sawa and that I was the impostor.

Her original intention is good, I think she should be the demon I forgot about Pangu's memory. But what she's doing now is just as stupid as I was at the beginning.

"You know that I used to be as desperate as you are now, and we shouldn't hurt anyone else while saving Pangu. This world was bought by Pangu with his life, are you going to destroy it? Moreover, none of us know where Pangu is now. ”

Speaking of this, I suddenly felt very sad, what did I do, I lost Pangu and hurt Luo Hua. Even, because of me, the Six Realms are in trouble.

"You are you, I am me, I will rescue Pangu in my own way, I will not abandon him like you."

Pseudo-Sahua interrupted my sadness, and her words stung me again. However, it suddenly occurred to me that she probably hated Luo Hua, and hated it very much.

"You hate Luo Hua, don't you?"

Pseudo-Sahua laughed, she didn't answer me, but I could feel her laughter full of disdain and intrigue.

Maybe he didn't want to continue to entangle with me, so the pseudo-Shahua asked people to bring Nezha out. Nezha was now in a comatose state, and I nervously helped Nezha up, but he still didn't react.

I involuntarily got angry, it was an instinctive reaction, my sister's instinctive reaction when she saw her brother hurt. I said with red eyes:

"If something happens, I will never let you go."

Pseudo-Sahua didn't answer, she shrugged her shoulders. I picked up Nezha and left, I couldn't accept Nezha leaving in front of me again, I had to wake him up first.