Chapter 196: I Can't Let Her Go
The door to the hotel was slammed shut.
Through the bright and scrubbed spotless glass, Kai Yang's figure gradually moved away, followed the footsteps and never looked back, frowning faintly between his eyebrows, which made people feel a little distressed when they saw it, and the words that Jia Yu had just said echoed in his ears.
Five years ago, you didn't want me, which made me suffer, and now you can't get me......
We are all still young and have a longer and farther way to go, and there will be a more wonderful life, if it is really good for me, please stay away from me, the farther away the better, even if I beg you...... Say goodbye to my life......
Five years ago, I know that it caused you a lot of pain when I suddenly made that decision and everything that was done to you, but please believe that I loved you five years ago, and I still am, and I always will be.
Such an unspeakable inner call, Jia Yu has never been able to hear, only Kai Yang himself, a person struggling to watch Jia Yu leave from his eyes again.
No matter how big her career and ability are, she can't save Jiayu's heart, which has already been broken, her hands are in her suit pants, and her face is as cold as a thousand years as always, and she can't see anything unusual.
Slowly walking like a walking corpse in the aisle that filled the thick atmosphere of the entire wedding banquet, Kaiyang at that moment was like being interrupted by someone and his armor was pierced.
Tall and majestic, witty and bright, he had never been defeated by anything, only to find that Han Jiayu was the fatal point of his body.
I want to go back to five years ago, hugging the shy and well-behaved Jiayu in my arms, leaving sweet and beautiful moments in every corner of the city, taking her to the mountains and rivers, listening to her pleasant laughter like silver bells, only to find out how happy I was at that time.
Sad thoughts kept blocking the good memories from playing in my mind, recalling the feeling of being close to each other back then, only to realize that the things that I wanted to keep Jiayu by my side had long since become a fact that no longer exists.
The pouring rain in Kaiyang's heart kept falling, but he found that he couldn't drench Jiayu's heart anymore, even if he was covered in blood in front of her, Jiayu's heart shouldn't have a trace of pain, right?!
The cold wind outside was blowing through the hotel, and the flowers and plants in the background of the wedding banquet were still set up, which seemed to cool the flowers blooming in his heart.
has always been high and has always become the goal that many people yearn to pursue, how many wealthy daughters and female stars want to have a relationship with her, but in Jiayu, Kaiyang is extremely humble and helpless.
Some people don't know what is good, but no one can replace it.
The relationship with Jiayu......
It's too late, it's destined to be a knife or two, right?
Now Jiayu has successfully realized his music dream, and he also knows that he can't ask for sympathetic tenderness in front of Jiayu, if he thinks that Jiayu will be better off like this, he can be willing to bear all this price silently for Jiayu.
After all, all this was caused by his own hands, leaving yesterday to himself, as long as Jiayu is happy and happy, he really doesn't care about anything.
Celine, you're doing a great job, come on!
grew up in this complex world of diverse changes, but just looking at Jiayu's figure with her back to her, I knew that the nature of that kind and simple girl was still there.
His little fairy, even if she works in the entertainment industry, her world is still as simple as crystal transparent and pure, even if she has experienced so many disturbances and seen the most disgusting sinister between them, she still maintains her original original intention and positive attitude towards life.
Such a woman will inevitably make people unconsciously feel pity and pity for her, which makes people can't help but feel excited, arouse men's desire to protect her, and be willing to give everything in exchange for her carefree life.
Before meeting Jiayu, there was still a glimmer of hope in his heart to keep her by his side, but now, Kai Yang found that he and Jiayu had completely become a thing of the past.
What do he want, he lacks Jiayu's breath, his heart is empty, looking at the aimless walking bar, his heart is sad for no reason.
Kai Yang and Jia Yu's relationship is like composing a melody without a period, and Kai Yang's ability at that time was limited, and he couldn't think of a good decision except to make the decision to let her go.
knows that they will not have results now, but Kai Yang will still see Jiayu, thinking that there will be a glimmer of happiness and persistence, maybe in his life, Jiayu is really just a passerby of him.
Kai Yang loves Jia Yu hard enough, so Jia Yu's casual words can hurt him deep enough.
No matter what happens in the future, the best scene in his life so far is when he meets Jiayu, picks her up from work and accompanies her to complete her homework, and he will feel happier when he sees her smile on her face.
Now he is in the vast sea of people, he can only quietly stare at Jia Yu's familiar and unfamiliar face through TV reports, and look at Jia Yu's calm eyes like an abyss, as quiet and elegant as an abyss, full of aggression and a glimpse of the lonely Hong that cares people's hearts.
The two of them once loved so frankly and unreservedly, but now they are timid, but cowardice is no match for Jiayu's attachment and reluctance......
Even if she is not protected by her side, I believe that she will live better, and I believe that Jiayu will bravely face the pressure of public opinion brought by all the media.
After Kai Yang turned to leave, Jia Yu, who stayed where she was alone, was no better, the two were like flowers that grew together in the same vine, Kai Yang's head was torn by reality, and she was no better.
At this time, Jia Yu, who was in the hotel, covered her mouth and cried sadly, how could her heart be better than Kai Yang! is a person who still has feelings for Kai Yang, but he still has to deceive himself and blindly escape from reality, hurt himself, and even say such things to hurt Kai Yang.
Once the wind has passed, it will not blow back to its original place.
"Five years ago, I tried my best, often worried and wronged about the situation between us, and a word from others would prick every nerve in my heart, but no matter what others said, I didn't mind at all, just to be with you, but you ruthlessly pushed me away and pushed me far away......
Chen Kaiyang, what do you want me to do?
You, who hurt me deeply, should have set you free a long time ago, but every time we meet now, it will only bring more profound harm to each other, our love is long gone, and it should be ......completely broken when I make up my mind to leave here and go to the United States."