Chapter 20: The First Sorrow

In the bar, strangers sat in twos and threes, confiding in each other, and the singer's infectious singing voice slowly filled the air. The singer was Bai Lu, and there were also Anxi and Lin Xiaoyu in the crowd.

"Shinoha, what are you doing wearing sunglasses on a big night?" Anthy asked.

Lin Xiaoyu's dress today is really strange, such a sultry day actually passed on a long-sleeved sweatshirt and jeans, this is not her style.

"I've been getting a little sensitive lately, and I can't see bright light." Lin Xiaoyu's voice was very low, with a hint of hoarseness in his deep voice.

"It's okay in our position, the strong light can't get in." Anthy's choice of location is usually in the corner, and she feels that it is safer to lean against the wall.

Lin Xiaoyu shook his head, lay lazily on the sofa, looked at the crowded dance floor, and smiled bitterly: "Forget it, it's good like this." ”

The more Anxi looked at it, the more he felt that something was wrong with Lin Xiaoyu, as an old friend for many years, Anxi still knew Lin Xiaoyu very well.

On this occasion, Lin Xiaoyu will definitely dress up carefully, dominate the crowd, and be the most beautiful girl in this bar, but tonight ·····

"Shinoha, are you alright?"

Lin Xiaoyu, who was under the sunglasses, didn't seem to hear Anxi's voice, she picked up her wine glass, thinking about the events of this time, a burst of grief hit, she never thought that the marriage she thought was perfect was so unbearable.

This marriage in just a few months made her feel extremely desperate, her husband, who seemed to have a good family background, a good job, and a good character, had such an unbearable side, as soon as she thought that Chen Qi was still lying in Chen's mother's arms like a child, Lin Xiaoyu's stomach turned over for a while, and endless nausea struck, drowning her in boundless darkness.

She felt so cold, so scary, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't know what to do with this complicated marriage. Her dear husband and her mother-in-law slept in the same bed, and she couldn't understand how.

Chen Qi explained that he has been inseparable from Chen's mother for more than 20 years, and only Chen's mother can give him a sense of security.

When Lin Xiaoyu heard this, he almost cried and shouted: "But you're already married?" Already married·····. Lin Xiaoyu's voice became smaller and smaller, yes, she was already married, but how could she accept this deformed family affection.

Lin Xiaoyu's body couldn't stop trembling, even if there were strong drumbeats, noisy crowds, and loud music, they couldn't stop the coldness in Lin Xiaoyu's body, slowly diverging from the bottom of his heart to his limbs, until time fell asleep and stood still.

Raising her eyes around, it was desolate and vast, whether to stop or continue to move forward, Lin Xiaoyu didn't know, just when she was so sad that she couldn't help herself, a pair of hands covered her shoulders, she felt another temperature, raised her head and looked at each other.

"Shinoha, are you alright?" Anthy asked with concern.

Yes, there is no home and they are gone, but ······ She was still very uncomfortable.

Halfway, she pulled out a smile with difficulty, which was bitter: "It's okay." ”

His voice was choked, and if he wanted to say that it was okay, Anxi didn't believe it: "Xiaoyu, what happened to you?" Is Chen Qi bad for you? ”

As soon as Anxi's words fell, Bai Lu immediately said, "Chen Qi dares to treat Xiao Yu badly? ”

Bai Lu had just finished singing, and she was still waiting for her two friends to cheer her on, but she watched it a few times and found that the two of them didn't even wave their hands.

Suddenly, I was angry and was about to reason with them, but I saw such a situation.

Today's Bai Lu is wearing a white long dress, gentle and fresh, but the words she says are crazy and cool: "If he dares, Lao Tzu wants him to look good!" ”

Bai Lu stepped on the sofa with one foot, rolled up her sleeves with one hand, and looked like a big sister.

Anxi frowned and looked down at Bai Lu's feet: "Take your feet away." ”

After all, if you get closer, you will step on her clothes, and you will have to sit for a while.

Bai Lu also found that her action seemed to be really bad, after all, today's dress was so ladylike, so she immediately collected her feet and wiped the sofa clean with a tissue.

Lin Xiaoyu snuggled in Anxi's arms, sniffing the slightest fragrance, and his mood slowly calmed down.

"It's not." Lin Xiaoyu doesn't want people to know that he has such a husband, she is proud, she has to be strong, and everything she should be the best should be.

It's okay, she just can't bear it, even if Chen Qi loves his mother, as long as she doesn't let everyone know that he endures.

There are things that you will get used to slowly, and although the process is very hard, as long as people don't find out, it's fine.

Lin Xiaoyu took off his glasses, and his red and swollen eyes immediately made Anxi suspicious: "Xiaoyu, what's wrong with your eyes?" ”

"I have trachoma." Lin Xiaoyu turned around and started drinking, skillfully.

"I look like I've just cried." Bai Lu said.

"If you can't see the bright light, you have to shed tears when you see it, isn't it considered crying?" Lin Xiaoyu pretended to be strong, and his words were light.

I heard that wine can relieve sorrows, so let's let wine relieve it today.

Lin Xiaoyu has been worry-free since he was a child, and he has never experienced what sorrow is when he works smoothly.