Chapter 76: Heartbeat! temperature

"No, you said it, didn't you. Haoyue, do you really treat them as family? Do they really treat you like family? What's the use of this kind of weak shouting, let me make it clear, whether they pity you for a while You know better than me. ”

Chen Ziqian said, adding another fire. Haoyue suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed his collar, her eyes were red and filled with tears, and she inexplicably looked like a student.

Haoyue could feel that his grievances and sadness made him have nowhere to vent, and a big stone blocked his heart made him gasp and felt like suffocating. Chen Ziqian's words guided him little by little, making his strings tighter and tighter, even knowing that he couldn't control himself anymore.

He's obviously not wrong about this...

That's right, isn't it...

"You know what, do you know how I got to this big, without them..."

"You wouldn't have been able to live without them, right, people can live without anyone, they are just passers-by, do you know that a kind of person is pathetic and self-righteous positioning is even more pathetic."

"You..."

"I, I feel like the whole world has abandoned you alone, right, you are not qualified enough, you know in your heart. There are some things that you can't choose, but you have to live with, do you know what you are now? A fool who wags his tail and begs for mercy just to beg for things that don't belong to you, and does things recklessly, how can you tell me if you have an opinion! ”

Chen Ziqian also grabbed Haoyue's collar in reverse, and his slightly narrowed eyes made his oppressive force stronger and stronger, and he would be unconsciously shocked when he approached closely. As he said, he is not a good person, he will not meddle in things, the main problem is that the positioning of this fool is not clear, he is an outsider Chen Ziqian sees it very clearly, and if it is ugly, it is to kill people with a knife.

If Chen Ziqian didn't understand the reason for Xiao Ran's death before, then this moment is all clear. Whether it is Leng Tianyu or Haoyue, they are all used as tools for revenge. The more he thought about it, the more Chen Ziqian felt ridiculous, how could this kind of plot in a TV series happen in reality.

It's still this kind of brainless, and if you come alone with a knife, you will take revenge. Or in his opinion, those people are not enough for him to do this kind of thing, this kind of thing that ruins himself. The people who can see the beneficiaries in this game, Leng Zhengqi doesn't know what his purpose is, but his reaction can also be said to have gotten something, something that can't be said.

Haoyue's hand was trembling, and Chen Ziqian could feel it.

"I just want to have a family, am I wrong?" Haoyue's tears flowed. No one can understand the sadness of this sentence, "I just want to have a family that belongs to me, am I wrong!! Haoyue roared hysterically.

"You say they don't treat me like family, so what. We ate together, went to class, went home, and stayed together on the weekends. I don't care what happens to them, I just know that they are my family with me.

As long as they are good to me, it is enough for me to be good to them, why do I have to be the so-called truth, I don't want it at all. Why can each of you bully us as a matter of course? Why? ”

"Go on."

"Say, say what. Call you liars? Say that the woman is a complete liar? What did you promise me, and what did you do, Leng Tianyu, I don't know what happened to you and Xiao Ran, but isn't the usual bullying enough? Is it really because of me? You're just trying to isolate her, aren't you? ”

If he doesn't say it, it doesn't mean that he doesn't understand, it's because he understands but he has no other choice, he can't look at Xiao Ran who is bullied by them and do nothing. What he was thinking, he just wanted her to be okay, that's all.

looked at Leng Tianyu and asked, Leng Tianyu panicked, except for shaking his head, he didn't know how to open his mouth to speak. The body trembled, and her father was behind her things could not turn into such a joke.

"It's nothing to do with me."

"It's okay, you fart."

"I..."

"What are you, Xiao Ran is suicide or not, we all understand the reason for you, no, not that we all understand and know it. Leng Tianyu, the damned person should be you, why can a person like you live so well. ”

Chen Ziqian let go of his hand, and saw a teenage boy covering his eyes and crying hoarsely, all the grievances and sadness during this time poured out. Everyone just watched quietly, without any reaction, and Ren Xueying felt sad when she heard it.

She didn't understand what this longing was like, and slowly squatted next to Chen Ziqian, and instinctively leaned forward to hug the helpless Haoyue.

Chen Ziqian breathed a sigh of relief, if this emotion is not vented, this person will take a detour sooner or later, and no one can imagine what the result is. However, according to the current results, he can be regarded as saving two people, even if Leng Tianyu is guilty, at least in his opinion, it is ridiculous for this child to pay for her.

Looking at Leng Tianyu's pale face, the experience of such a day was enough for her to learn a lesson, and she almost died. lowered her head and clenched her hands tightly without raising her head, and if she didn't speak, it was the same as what she said, they had no evidence, she said that it didn't matter, it didn't matter, it didn't matter if she lied or not.

Haoyue felt the warm body temperature on his body and reminded him of how he felt at that time, Zhao Mei used to hug him like this, when he was young. took Ren Xueying as Zhao Mei and hugged her tightly.

At that time, he remembered that he was blocked in the alley, because the mixed-race identity was not accepted by children of the same age here, so every day after school was the time he hated the most. There will always be people waiting on that part of the road, bullying him in droves.

But because he was used to it more than once, the pain of being hit by gravel on his body, the bruises on his body, the new and the old ones were not better, and they couldn't get better. It was the second time they had met, and they couldn't walk for a while after being beaten.

A small shadow stopped him, and looked up to see that it was Xiao Ran. kept rubbing his eyes, and the tears in his eyes couldn't stop flowing, "They went too far." ”

One sentence made Haoyue stunned in place, this was the first person after the woman who cried for his injury. Take a closer look at the name tag around Xiao Ran's neck, which is exactly the same as his, they are from the same school.

At the same time, Haoyue pulled the corners of her mouth and instinctively became serious, "What does it have to do with you, crybaby, don't cry to me." ”

"You..."

"You don't have to."

"You... I don't want it. ”

Xiao Ran half-forced him to go to their house half-pushing, it was the first time he went to their house. At that time, the situation was not what he saw later, the house they lived in was a three-bedroom house, not very big, but it also had everything in it.

The strong feeling of home made his eyes blur, and Xiao Ran's mother took the initiative to greet them, first greeting them with a smile. Zhao Mei frowned when she saw the wound on his face again, and dragged him away without saying a word, he remembered the most embarrassing moment in Haoyue's life very clearly.

He was forcibly taken to the bathroom by Zhao Mei and stripped of his clothes, when he was five years old. I just knew the difference between men and women, and I just wanted to speak. He was frightened by Zhao Mei's reaction, and his eyes were full of tears.

"How did you do this?"

"I've always been like this."

"Your mother? Does she know? ”

"She should know."

"Should?"

"Mom went far away and didn't come back." This is the answer he knew when he was a child, Zhao Mei didn't continue to speak, just touched his face, and the smile on his face he didn't understand at that time.

At this time, he understood that it was distressing and complicated feelings all gathered together. The broken sleeves of his school uniform were torn a little, and he usually asked the old lady downstairs for help when his clothes were broken, but this time he didn't have to go. Zhao Mei repaired his clothes, gave him medicine, and he remembered the last hug very clearly.

The warm scent of a little laundry detergent, the first time he cried like now. Crying, he felt family for the first time in the year after his mother left.

Xiao Ran's smile, Aunt Zhao Mei's smile.

"Mom is eccentric and only likes Haoyue."

"Eh, my baby is jealous?"

"Hmph..."............... Haoyue's most memorable scene is because everyone is laughing.

But now he has nothing, he can't do anything. He's a man again...

A person...

I don't know how long it took for him to push Ren Xueying away and wipe the tears on his face fiercely. He didn't want to stay here, he didn't want to understand that he couldn't do it if he could do such a thing as killing someone, but he couldn't do it just by saying that it was Leng Tianyu.

"Haoyue, calm down. I know you're sad, and you're sad. Ren Xueying said with a frown. When these words came out of her mouth, she couldn't believe it, she was really worried about Haoyue's state. She didn't know if there were any other important people who didn't have enough for him to have a place to belong.

At this moment, Ren Xueying found out that she didn't want a tragedy to happen, she had an important thing she hadn't done, she had never thought of putting herself in their shoes to understand their past, so she wanted to avoid tragedy, she had already lost...

Haoyue didn't speak, swayed her body and stood up, her eyes became hollow, and she took three steps out step by step.

Chen Ziqian lowered his eyelids, and no one knows what will happen in the future. glanced at Haoyue, who had taken two steps and was stopped, and pressed his shoulders with two hands.

Mocking laughter, "I'm afraid you don't want me to live now, then do it, or you didn't kill me, I promise that I will use my way to make you pay me back what you owe me." ”

Suddenly turning his head and staring at Leng Zhengqi's father and daughter viciously, Chen Ziqian felt the weight of this sentence, and the situation became even more out of control. Ren Xueying was completely stupid, how did she become like this, looking at Chen Ziqian for help.

Chen Ziqian shook his head, no matter how much he did, he couldn't do it. If a person doesn't say that it is not so easy to change what he has identified, he will say that he will change his heart, and when his heart changes, he will change.

(End of chapter)