Han Yue felt that her throat was stuffed with sand, and she couldn't speak. Shaking her head, she said, "I don't know when she wanted to kill herself, I guess it was the first time she saw me, but she smiled at me every time she finished speaking, and it didn't seem real at all." ”

"But she did it anyway, and you went back on the day she committed suicide. disguised as Han Suya and went to the ward, what you discussed should be the reason for her final decision. ”

Han Yue nodded, her red and swollen eyes looking back at Han Suya's equally red and swollen eyes. Laughed.

"Say no more, don't say it again, Satsuki." Han Suya felt that these facts were enough, enough to kill her so that she couldn't live.

As long as Han Yue continues, her life will be like a black hole, and she will never see the light again.

It was only at this moment that she realized that all the pain she had experienced in the past was not comparable to the price of the loss of her only loved one, and that her mother had done something that had ruined her.

She also used her own experience to unconsciously ruin the two young girls, Han Yue smiled with crooked eyebrows, shook her head and refused.

"No, I'm going to say. I did all that, and I instigated her to take the last step, so she made up her mind to kill herself. Han Yue's voice trembled.

"What did you say?" Chen Ziqian unconsciously grabbed the shirt on his arm.

It was the first time he had seen Chen Ziqian like this, and Xu Huang's expression became heavy. Who wants this outcome, no one wants it, is this really going to happen? Does this have to be the way things can be resolved?

Han Yue smiled sarcastically, this was what she laughed at herself. "I said, 'Do you still want to die?'

She said, 'Yes. ’

And I said, 'Go then.'" She smiled and said, 'I knew you were going to come to me, and I was ready.' ’

'I know. ’

'Are you worried about me?' ’

If you do it, you can't go back. ’

"I know, that's why I want Satsuki to just think about the teacher, don't think about me, when it's over, you have to remember to forget about me, as if I never existed, do you know? Good life. ’

I nodded, and I said, 'I will.'" ’

She smiled and nodded. I watched her look out the window and take a deep breath and said suddenly.

'Satsuki, do you hate me? Let you do this kind of thing with me, and you will never be able to go back again. ’

'How can I hate you, will it hurt so much?' When you jump? ’

I don't know, but I don't know, because for a second I shouldn't be thinking. ’

Is this really the only way? Do I have to do this? ’

'What's wrong with you today?' It's strange Xiao Yue, why do I think we're so like friends, didn't you say okay, we're just allies, allies who are together in order to make those who hate them admit their mistakes. ’

I didn't say anything anymore, she left me a letter. ”

"What kind of letter?"

Han Yue smiled and said, "'A free life belongs to me and belongs to Zhao Ran's life. A life where no one can control it, heaven should be free to forget about troubles, right? ’”

Han Yue closed her eyes and listened with relief, as if someone in this space was whispering in her ear.

Thank you, that was the last thing Xiao Ran said, because of this sentence, she hid in the quilt and cried all night, unable to sleep.

It's all memories of how she jumped off that building and turned into a bird and flew away at that moment. Xiao Ran's existence for Han Yue is not limited to this, she is also her only friend.

will also be the last good friend, and she will not tell Chen Ziqian about this. It was a memory that belonged to them, and it was the only one she didn't want to say.

All the truth is laid out in front of me, and I can't help but make my heart throb. No one knew what the expression behind the gentle girl's smile was like, what Xiao Ran thought.

They can only think that what she said is what she expects, and they will feel a little better.

Han Suya sat down on the chair after hearing this, shaking her head and crying bitterly, so many things had happened when she didn't know it.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She didn't know what to say other than that.

"Why should my sister apologize?" Han Yue turned her head and bent her knees, kneeling on the ground, grabbing her hand with both hands.

Just like that time, she likes to hold Han Suya's slightly cool hand firmly when she is afraid, which will give her a sense of security.

"Every night after my brother was adopted, my sister stayed by my side and told me stories. Hold my hand like this and tell me.

'It's okay, the night will pass, there will be my day. I will be by your side in the future to protect you, forever. ’

I'm really happy, I'm really happy, I have a home of my own. ”

"Don't say it, don't say it. I'm not as good as you think, I'm just unwilling, I'm just selfish. Han Suya's trembling hands couldn't wipe the tears on Han Yue's face.

She closed her eyebrows and eyes, and put her cheek on Han Suya's palm with affection. Everything doesn't matter anymore, it really doesn't matter.

"No, my sister has always been fine. Arnold has also become very good because of my sister, and I am really grateful to my sister. Really, I really appreciate it.

No one would continue to treat me without you, no one would take care of Arnold so carefully, and he liked that sister very much. He's doing well, sister, you know? Arnold has become smiling and not afraid of people.

He's grown up a lot, and I remember he was just a little bit older when he was just sent away. He could do nothing but cry, he was hungry and thirsty, except that I would not let anyone touch him. Sometimes I feel annoyed, really annoyed.

Why do I have to take care of a little bit, why do I have to be so unhappy, why do I have to live like a beggar. But ......"

Han Yue's shoulders trembled, "I ran into my sister." I'm relieved, Arnold and my sister can live happily ever after in the future, I'm relieved, so be it. ”

"Not really." Han Suya shouted urgently, "I'm not as good as you think, I'm just selfish, I just love myself too much, Xiaoyue, who has nothing to do with you, really." ”

There were some things she planned not to talk about for the rest of her life, but she couldn't. Han Suya couldn't face such a child who was bent on risking her life for her, so she could only desperately suppress her emotions.

Chen Ziqian interrupted the conversation between the two, looked at Xu Huang and said, "Take Han Yue away." ”

"Now!" Xu Huang is blind, "Can't you let them say a few words?" ”

Chen Ziqian shook his head and said, "No, two choices, listen to what they say and give birth to other accidents, or take people away and watch it yourself." ”

"I see."

What is the feeling of each other, Han Suya has experienced it profoundly. The door separated her from Han Yue, and she couldn't even put those words out of her mouth.

How can she have such a profound love, or is it a result of her unwillingness and refusal to admit defeat. And let this teenage child, treat her as everything.

Yes, they are very similar, Han Yue is like her in the past. A girl with a tragic past who was targeted by scum, but she is not the daughter of the dean's mother. She could have reasons not to sacrifice herself for anyone, so she suddenly discovered.

What she was unwilling to do was that she was powerless to protect herself, so she regarded Han Yue as her past self. To protect her is to protect her helpless self, and the handcuffs in her hands opened the moment Han Yue was taken out of the room.

But Han Suya knew very well that this was only temporary, and the matter was not over yet. She slowly stood up, her legs so weak that she almost fell.

"You promised me."

"I did."

"What have you done? Chen Ziqian. Han Suya shouted with a roar.

"Keep her safe." Chen Ziqian said calmly, and even walked in front of Han Suya.

"This is your protection, you promised me." Han Suya understood in her heart that she was already making trouble unreasonably and shirking her responsibility. But she just can't bear this result, and whoever says protection can't produce feelings.

Not 100 percent, but 80 percent. Han Suya punched Chen Ziqian's chest with one punch, trying to vent all her emotions.

Finally, he grabbed the shirt on Chen Ziqian's chest tightly, pressed his forehead against his chest, and cried loudly. Chen Ziqian just patted Han Suya's back lightly and looked up at the ceiling.

The corners of my eyes still feel sour, and some things are not something you can just think about. It's not that you do it and it doesn't matter, who wants to see this result.

Chen Ziqian didn't know it, and he didn't care anymore. And what he knows is Han Suya, the life of going home for a short time after that day. The children in the orphanage were gone, and she could only guard the gate alone.

It turns out that life without Leng Zhengqi and the child is like this, and I feel lonely like this. It's even more uncomfortable and I don't know what to do, and I don't need her in class anymore.

After the incident came out, the school suspended her from class when she was not suspected of washing her name. has really become a person who has nothing to do, guarding the gate and expecting some people to come back, who exactly is it referring to, Han Suya no longer knows.

Chen Ziqian would take a detour every day to take a look, and today is also a routine. Xiao Ran's matter was solved, but Han Xiao didn't wake up, and the next thing couldn't be carried out.

After calming down, Chen Ziqian found something that needed to be done urgently. Moving, they haven't moved out of Ren Xueying's house yet, it's not appropriate to go there so grandly.

After thinking about it, he called Chen Xiaohao, but he didn't refuse. After talking for half an hour, see you at the villa.

After such a long time, Chen Ziqian still looked at Chen Xiaohao carefully for the first time, and he lost weight. His expression became much calmer, and he also changed while guarding Han Xiao.

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