If I care too much about others, it seems that I have lived for others all my life, which is simply an impossible thing for me, and if I really become like that, I am afraid that I will not face these things myself, for me, all this is a happiness for me.

Just after I sent Tang Xueqi home, Bai Jing appeared in front of me again, blocking me on the street, I actually understood what he was thinking, and he may suddenly find that he was just a spare tire, that man should not have mentioned it to him before, he himself has a family, and later when he went to catch the adulterer, he did see the man's reaction, there must be a family in the family, even if there is not, at least there is one who is engaged, or has always wanted to marry in the family.

"I just want to ask if you would like to go back to the past with me, if you want, the two of us can be together again, as for your stinky temper, including the lack of money, I can bear it, I just want to ask if we can go back to the past."

I laughed, but the corners of my mouth were confused, he should be able to see that I was laughing mockingly, but at this time Bai Jing suddenly became very forbearing, it seems that there must be something that can't afford it, so he came to me.

"Don't talk about the reunion, tell me first, what do you have to come to me, at least if you suddenly come to me like you, there must be nothing good, is it possible that you are pregnant with a child, and the other party is unwilling to give you money to beat the child, or that you can't afford to give you the compensation you want, right?"

At this time, Bai Jing's face flickered, I didn't expect that I would be able to guess what he was thinking, I then sighed, there has been so much between the two of them, doesn't he know what he has done before.

He lied to me before, saying that he was going to kill the child in his belly and give him a sum of money, and I didn't doubt it at the time, after all, who would have thought of such things, but then I found out that things were not as simple as I thought.

Because I showed through some of his physical examination reports and some other things that he actually didn't have such symptoms at all, let alone those legendary pregnancy symptoms, so he didn't know what to do with the money for the abortion, and most of the time he hooked up with some young guys.

He has always been stingy with his body for those who have money, and he is not stingy with some of his performances in bed, but for people like me who have no money, the most excessive thing between the two of us is just kissing, so I also understand from beginning to end that I am just a haven for him, but I was very infatuated with him in those years.

That's why I've been cleaning up the mess for him, paying him back, and helping him pay off part of his debts, but then I suddenly realized that I shouldn't do such a thing, for me, it's simply an impossible thing to believe.

Besides, that woman is just a passerby in my life, and I don't need to be so attentive to him, or put so much effort into him, after all, he is really just a passerby to me.

"How do you know these things? Could it be that you secretly investigated me? I couldn't help but sneer, I really don't have any sympathy for such a woman, I wanted to use some sympathy at first, after all, it is not easy for him, a woman who is pregnant with a child, and it is natural for her to come to me without giving money to clean up the mess, after all, I was his haven in the past few years.

"Then let me ask you from another angle, why do you think I should investigate? Why should you learn about these things about you? You are just a thing of the past for me, and what I need to cherish most now is the woman in front of me, so you are just a dispensable person to me, why should I waste so much thought on you. ”

At this time, Bai Jing's face couldn't help but turn pale, maybe he didn't expect that I would say this matter so bluntly, at least he thought that I would save him some face, but this is simply an impossible thing for me, he hurt me so deeply before, how could I still give her some face, or leave him some status.

"Anyway, no matter what you think, these things have been lined up in front of you, forming a reality, and you can't break free from this whirlpool at all, so you have to come to me for help, there is nothing wrong with what I said, if there is a mistake, you don't take it like this, after all, this is everything to you, everything that happened to you before."

Bai Jing ran away from me like this, and didn't hear what I said next, in fact, I was still willing to give her the money for the birth, after all, the previous friendship between the two of us was still there, I couldn't be so ruthless, so I abandoned all the emotions of a few years ago, but Bai Jing is different, he can live a prosperous life without me, and even take good care of himself.

So in any case, there have always been some friendships between us, some simple friendships, we can never go back to the past, let alone whether we can get through it, go to this level in my heart, as far as the scene I saw before, I may never be able to overcome it and convince myself.

At this time, I can't do anything else except make people laugh, after all, for me, his words this time include some other aspects, and it is quite a blow to me, I never knew that I was such a person in his heart.

Although there is no particularly good friendship or relationship between the two of us, at least this relationship is still there, and it can't wear out the relationship between the two people like this, but if he wants to do it, I won't stop it.

And the relationship between the two of us has come to an end, if I can still be given a chance to choose, I will not choose to forgive him, after all, it was an obvious thing to be there at the beginning, she was hiding in the bed and was unwilling to face me because he knew me, and he felt guilty about me.

In this case, I don't have to look back, lest I have already decided on the reality by the time I get it, and I have to smear my face.