She tried her best to find that person in private, she asked him to accept her as an apprentice, he was naturally unwilling, he never accepted female disciples, not to mention that he saw that she didn't have any talent for sword training at all, but was delicate and expensive. He didn't want to, and shook his head resolutely in front of her.

She is helpless, she must do what she likes, no matter how many people stop her, she takes out all the change she has accumulated over the years, her parents have given her New Year's money since she was a child, and she has not broken it until now, she doesn't spend much money, ordinary women may have to spend money to buy some fat powder, and she is naturally beautiful, so she never uses.

She took the money with her, some from her parents, she wrote a letter and stayed at home, and sneaked out by herself. She came to the man, took a pile of broken silver in her hand, and handed it to him, saying that it was for his apprenticeship.

He looked at the silver, unmoved, he was not a person who would make an exception because of money, even at this moment he was sleeping in the open and in rags. He was still reluctant to take her as an apprentice.

But she was not one to give up easily, and she followed him until he was finally willing to take her as an apprentice. At this time, she had been following him for a full year. He is an extremely ruthless person, but he is also an extremely principled person, and he doesn't want her to fall in love casually, otherwise he will be expelled from the school.

But he was very kind to her, teaching her kung fu, but not teaching her to practice swords, she was not suitable for sword practice, and most importantly, he didn't want to see his apprentices kill with him. She called him Master, but he never agreed, preferring her to call him by his name.

With such a beauty following herself, who wouldn't be moved? But he didn't, he was just a master and apprentice to her, naturally she only felt that he was her master in her heart, and she never thought about it, she also learned his ruthlessness, she no longer thought about her home, no longer thought about her parents.

Maybe it's because after going through so many roads, suffering so much, and experiencing so many things, I no longer care about others and put others in my heart. turned to care about himself, and thought that he was alone with him.

Later, however, he expelled her from the school. She didn't complain, for the sake of a man she fell in love with at first sight, an ordinary man, she abandoned her master. She was reluctant, but it was only temporary, and his master did not show any signs of retention, he said when she left, don't come back if you leave, whether you regret it or not.

She was confident in her heart that she would not regret it, and she thought that she had met true love. But true love is such a thing, some people have never encountered it in their lives, why is she the only one who is so lucky to meet it all at once?

She met him in a teahouse, he was sitting somewhere listening to a book, looking like a scholar, and later she inquired and found out that it was not a scholar, but the son of a famous local family, named Li Yang, he was born with clear eyebrows, not like a boy, but more like a woman.

She's in love with him, ever since he's looked at her twice. He must have seen in his heart that she was different. But he deliberately didn't talk to her, and didn't even look at her much when he passed by. Now that I think about it, it was just his strategy. All the people were very kind to her, and they were willing to look at her a few more times and praise her for her beauty.

He was the only one who pretended not to have any interest in her, which only attracted her attention even more. And just as he wished, she began to pay unusual attention to him, looking at him from time to time.

Her master had already discovered her abnormality and warned her several times, but she only felt that the master was thinking too much. She couldn't tell herself, so one time, while her master was away, she met him on the street.

They talked and talked very happily, and he took her home and promised her a home, and promised her the love of the rest of his life. She was still young, and the young girl couldn't resist anyone's sweet words, so she agreed in a daze, and her heart was as happy as a flower.

When she went back, she told Master about this, and Master immediately expelled her from Shimen, and she didn't even get angry, acting like she knew it would be like this. She didn't complain, but she felt in her heart that it was worth it to pursue love, just like when she ran away from home, she felt that it was worth losing everything for freedom.

In the future, you are not allowed to say that you are my disciple, I am not your master, and you are not my apprentice, you are not allowed to mention my name, can you do it? Her master's last words were a promise, and she threw herself into love and easily agreed to her master.

She really never mentioned that she had a master, in fact, she didn't mention her past again, she had been trying hard to find what she wanted, so as to give up some other more important things. And the things she later pursued that she thought were extremely important to her were actually the very things that pushed her into the abyss.

If it's really worth it, then it's worth it. However, the most regrettable thing is not only not worth it, but also gave everything for it. In hindsight, Madrigal felt infinite remorse.

She was with the man, and she called him a husband, but he was reluctant to marry her. They had a very happy time, but she could only wait in the hotel every day, waiting for him to come to her.

As soon as he came, she would become unusually happy, and when he didn't come, she could only sit in the inn in a daze, waiting for him. She asked him when he would marry her, and he only hesitated every time, saying that it was almost too late. She could not give up on him, and even lived in the little inn for a whole year.

Later, he said that due to special circumstances, he was going to move to live in a small bamboo forest, and asked her to come and live with him, and he was forced by his family at that time to get a good name, so he let him settle a house in the mountains of his hometown and study hard.

It became a two-person world for the two of them, he didn't want to study at all, he was just obsessed with drinking all day long, and accompanying her, and the two of them lived a married life like a husband and wife, in a carefree life.

It was also during that period of time that she was in a very happy mood, and she went to the mountains to play every day, so that she was able to practice the beautiful and natural sound of the piano and get the essence of nature. If the days really passed like this, it would be very beautiful. However, this is not possible.

Later, his parents came with a surprise attack, and he didn't receive any news, so he didn't have time to hide her, and just like that, the two were discovered. Her parents were furious and wanted to expel her, even to make her unable to get along in this place.

She was also very scared in her heart, afraid of his parents, so she had to treat him as the last straw, but he was indifferent, and did not even say a word in the scolding of his parents at her.

Finally, his parents finished scolding, and some of the most ugly words, such as little demon girl, slut, vixen, etc., were all used on her, and she did not resist, nor did she dare to get angry, but she was cold to him from then on.

Because she had no backers at all, she was forced by her parents to leave him, she had nowhere else to go but to go somewhere else, and she didn't even have enough money to stay in the inn. He came to her later, and she thought that he had come to give alms and had lost all the money he had given her.

She didn't need charity, much less his charity. He found a new love again, a woman with a good appearance, although not half as good-looking as hers. Then he treated her like a stranger, never spoke again, and even sneered at her.

She met a kind man, and this time, she finally gave up on him, and she began to learn to play the piano and learn to dance wholeheartedly, just to become a dancing girl one day. To this end, she found a master, an old dancer who was already a little old.

Her master is almost her reborn parents, as for her original parents, she has no face to go back to visit them, and she now realizes that it was her parents who were the best for her, and they were desperate to dig out their hearts and lungs. She was the only one who failed them like this.

Although her master is old, her appearance is still there, she is an extremely principled person, and she is also a little strict, but he is as good to her as ever. She will sigh when she tastes it, seeing her is like seeing her original self, of course, it only refers to her youth and beauty, not her emotional experience.

Master trained her wholeheartedly, and finally trained her into one of the best dancers in less than two years. She made a lot of money, but most of it was used to honor her master.

She began to lose faith in all men, and even became disgusted. Although she has to rely on men to make money, she is extremely reluctant to see them in her heart. It's okay for ordinary men, but for those men who often go in and out of Fengyue places, she doesn't want to take a second look.

Later, she plucked up the courage to go home, but secretly peeked outside the door, and heard that her mother and father were old and had children, and she had another brother, so she didn't have to worry about it.

Her fiancé is already married, and she feels relieved to hear that the two of them raise their eyebrows and respect each other like guests, and they are very friendly after marriage. What's more, it was originally her who did not abide by the marriage contract and breached the contract first. Just owe a lot of sorry too late to say.

There is also the master who taught her to practice swords, she has never been able to meet again, I don't know where he has gone now, this world is big, and she really can't meet it again. She had promised not to tell anyone that she knew him, so she kept it a secret to this day, keeping these memories in the depths of her heart.

But over the years, I have only lost all interest in love, and I feel that I am good alone, I don't have to be happy for others, I don't have to worry about others, and I don't have to bow my head to beg others.

Later, it seems that somewhere has met the man who abandoned her before, his fame has not been obtained, his family has fallen, and the family's real estate has been sold, but he still does not change his virtue of drinking and not wanting to make progress and lustful, she looks at him, he also looks at her, and he is embarrassed for a while.

She ignored him, and didn't even want to talk to him, but he begged her to come back, and she chuckled, a very sarcastic smile, but when she saw that I had money, she came over and scolded me when she drove me away. She walked past him without looking back.

Why did you go in the first place? She laughed, if I had known that you were this kind of person, then I would have been blind at the beginning. After she left, she felt that her life was much happier from then on. Maybe it's because there is no one around her who can touch her emotions, and her heart has completely become extremely hard.