No matter how silently I waited for him behind me, he would never look back at me again, so I had already woken up, and sometimes I just had to do it, and then the two of us made an agreement that everything I heard would be treated as if I had not heard it, or even never known it.

In this way, the two of us passed in a panic for a year, but everything did not develop in any way, and I occasionally heard some gossip from others, which was nothing more than how this woman was inappropriate and did these unacceptable things.

But what can I do? If I had had, I am afraid that I would not have fallen to the point where I am today, precisely because I had no solution to these things, let alone any idea of any concern, that he used me as a safe haven.

In fact, I was quite happy with the Internet for a while, the two of us were very happy together, and the people around us said that we were talented and beautiful, and the two of them were just right, but after a while, one of their big bosses took a fancy to her and forced her to take her to the hotel, and then everything changed dramatically.

He is no longer the lovely girlfriend who belongs to me, he has become the same for other people, and he still has a lot of physical strength for this matter, but he doesn't want to explain anything to me, but he continues to go to more places and provoke more men, as if with them, he has the goal and confidence to live.

During that time, I actually wanted to go over and snatch him back, or have a fair competition with that man, but then I realized one thing, I was just a poor boy with no money, what to compete with, and what to use to feed the Internet.

What he wants is a perfect life, a life where someone will buy her whatever she wants, but I am just a stain on his life, and I can even be regarded as a person who has not been valued at all.

So during that time, I chose to give up, and even some other aspects, occasionally he had something that he didn't want to come back, thinking of me, I also tried my best to buy him, it doesn't matter if I used up all my salary, after all, for me, the brightness in that time was her, and he was the first moment I came, which saved my life.

My fear of this city is not too serious, but in fact, I still know in my heart that some things are not what I want to go on, and I have to listen to some other people's thoughts, just like feelings, no matter how much I like the Internet, it doesn't matter if he doesn't love me.

What's more, I'm completely dead now, I didn't expect him to be such a woman, I thought it was my fault at first, which led to him having the first time, because the first time I actually caught him, my colleague took a picture of me at the door of the hotel, I just thought at first that he had no money, and I couldn't give her enough money, so there was this time.

But I never thought that when he got the sweetness, there would be a second and third time, and even everything later, all of which were fundamental, and I didn't want to face it, so after pushing the boat down the river, I silently withdrew from the game.

In this chase game, the winner is king, the loser is the loser, I don't know if I am the one who wins or the one who loses, anyway, I can only say that my life will be much more satisfying than before.

I can only let go of this memory, after all, for me, I don't know what he does every day, just for those so-called glory and wealth.

When I sent the chocolate home, I saw the Internet standing at my doorstep, which made me feel a palpitation, its appearance is usually not a good thing, and it appeared at my door after I had dinner with the Internet, could it be that he wanted to say something to me because of this matter?

I didn't speak in advance, I wanted to pretend that I didn't know him, and I wanted to fool him first, after all, he appeared at my door, and most of the time there was nothing good, but when the Internet saw me, they immediately discovered me.

"Why are you hiding from me, did you do anything to be sorry for me, you look at your appearance of being a thief, most of them were guessed by me, I really didn't expect you to be such a villain."

This made me a little unhappy, anyway, the two of us have broken up, what do I do to his relationship, so I directly refuted him, if it was in the past, I would at least pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, and I would not make the Internet so embarrassed.

But he didn't understand me, and even did something that embarrassed me at that time, and from that time on, it was impossible for the two of us to go back to the past, and it was impossible to respect him as before, so the two of us could only go further and further apart like this.

"No matter what I do, my current life has nothing to do with you, after all, this time for you can't stop you from doing something else, not to mention that the two of us can be regarded as a break of grace, you always told me not to believe what they said, just don't want me to believe the fact that you have an affair with someone else."

When he said this, the face of the Internet suddenly turned pale, I'm afraid I was poked in the most painful place, but this is obviously not over, since he did such a hurtful thing to me, and dared to come back to me, then there is no need for me to save him some more face.

"Actually, I was able to endure everything you did at the beginning, including that kind of relationship between you and other men, and I didn't say much, just because you helped me on the first day I came to this city, so half of my heart is grateful to you, and it is generally the love accumulated for you over the years."

At this point, I paused, as if to see the reaction of the woman opposite, but as I expected, he only turned a little pale, but he did not intend to explain the matter, after all these years, I still can't understand her intentions? Even if this is true, let's do something to comfort me.

"The fate between the two of us may only go so far."