"Xiao Ke, you blame me. It's all my big mouth. I accidentally said it while I was eating. Yan Xu knew about Yang Wei. Weiwei said that he was also a little anxious, and his speed of speech became faster, "But I didn't expect that he didn't know that there was a person like Yang Wei at all." Didn't you say that the two of them had met once in a tense manner at the train station? Why does Yan Xu seem to have heard of Yang Wei for the first time? ”

When I heard this, my mind went blank.

He continued to speed up his speech and said, "I just chatted when I was eating and chatting, and casually said that if it weren't for you, Yang Wei and Xiao Ke would have ...... already."

"What is it? What's there! "I was completely defeated by her. I seemed to understand something in an instant.

"I didn't talk about it anymore! However, it was too late...... I was supposed to shut up quickly, but Yan Xu kept holding on to this topic, and I thought in a hurry, no matter what, he Yan Xu is also your legitimate boyfriend now, tell him what, you used to let such a good young man not be tempted, and only thought about him. Knowing the back and forth of things, then he Yan Xu doesn't like you even more.

As soon as I thought about it, I told Yan Xu the ins and outs of acting in dramas, as well as the fact that you and Yang Wei were once recognized as a couple on campus. You also know that I often have a tendon in my brain, and I always think that you and Yang Wei should be very suitable, so in the process of talking, it may be that there are too many words. I...... I didn't expect it to be like this......"

At this time, my mind suddenly became very clear.

It turns out that some things, no matter how careful you are, will still end up running to the next fork in the road. Just like me and Yan Xu, the relationship that I have always attached so much importance to, so seriously, and so hard to invest in, can become so vulnerable under the casual words of others.

However, in the final analysis, it is better to blame me and Yang Wei for the ambiguity.

It's been so long, and I've had countless opportunities to make it clear to Yang Wei, and I can tell Yang Wei that it's impossible between us, but I haven't said it, have I?

I chose the day when Yan Xu came to Beijing, and Yan Xu sat under the stage, and on the day when Yang Wei and I performed on stage, if I wanted to have a showdown with Yang Wei, how big my heart should be!

I looked up at Weiwei's sad face: "Weiwei, you shouldn't be sad, it's actually not your fault, you know?" It's no fault of yours. It's all my fault. ”

Although I can be comforted by the sober feeling now, my voice is trembling because I feel the irrepressible pain in the deepest part of my body.

"Xiao Ke, don't be like this. I know, it must be my fault, don't be sad, you let me go and make it clear to Yan Xu. Everything will be fine. Weiwei assured me very seriously. I suddenly remembered that she also seriously assured me that day that day, no problem, hand over Yan Xu to me, and keep it for you to take care of.

I actually cried and laughed.

"No, Weiwei, no. You don't have to explain. You listen to me because it's all my fault. I shouldn't be with Yan Xu, and at the same time, I'm entangled with Yang Wei. What you say is the truth, it's me who keeps escaping reality, it's me who is not good. I comforted Weiwei and made a decision in my heart with certainty.

"Weiwei, I'm going back right now."

"Go back? Where to go? ”

"Back in Tianjin, I want to see Yan Xu. I can't wait any longer. ”

Yes go back, I'm going back, go back immediately.

This time, I really can't wait silently and passively for some miracle from the sky to clear up the misunderstanding between me and Yan Xu. This is not acting in a movie, what we think in our hearts is actually the script.

What did He Jiacheng say? We are too tired to live, and there are many times when we can't do whatever we want, but we have the right to say whatever we want. At least what you've done for someone else, you should let him know.

For example, if you like him, tell him unreservedly.

No matter what the result is, you must be worthy of your own liking.

Don't regret it and give our feelings a chance, after all, we have experienced a lot that others have not experienced. I think of so long thoughts and hopelessness in the night. I also remembered such a happy reunion.

I'm going to go back and tell him everything in front of Yan Xu. Go and tell him that I have always liked him, and no one else. I'm going to tell him, I'm sure!

Just go. I suddenly didn't want to cry, and I didn't feel sad.

Going to a TMD show, going to a TMD birthday, at this moment, I knew exactly what I wanted. I never wanted to lose Yan Xu. That's right. We shouldn't have hesitated, Yang Wei and I are not from the same world, and we shouldn't have so many intersections. And Yan Xu is different, he is so really in my life, I have been happy and crying because of him, happy and sad because of him. He's such a sensitive and strong person, I say I like him, but what have I done to him?!

It's time to prove the love from the bottom of your heart.