Chapter Ninety-Six: There is no way for the mountains to work, and there is nowhere to put love

In SH City, Bole Central Hospital, there is only one lying patient and one man in the intensive care unit.

It's the fifth day.

It was dark outside, and the emaciated man in the bed was groggily asleep, still showing no sign of waking up.

Even if she heard him speak, this conscienceless little girl was stunned and refused to move her fingers.

The doctor told Lu Yuze that the patient should actually wake up, and it is estimated that he blindly wants to escape reality, so it is almost a week, and he refuses to wake up.

At this time, the Lu family was already in chaos, and the grievances of the two female dependents clearly affected the entire Lu family.

When Liang Yichen rushed to the hospital, Lu Zexi and Gu Jinsheng were both pushed into the emergency room for rescue.

Lu Yuze has been staying by the bedside for three whole nights, because during the day he not only does mental work for the Lu family, but also has to go to work in the company.

He barely closed his eyes for a moment, he rushed over to guard after work, if it wasn't for Ren Ming persuading him to eat a few bites of food, he probably wouldn't even step out of the door.

Ren Ming said that he would fall ill if he didn't eat, and if he continued, he would probably have to be with the people on the hospital bed.

However, Lu Yuze knew very well that he couldn't fall down at this time.

His Gu Jinsheng was still waiting for his relief, still waiting for him to coax, after all, no one could stand such a huge blow.

He was still immersed in the joy of becoming a father for the first time, but he thought that fate would play a big joke on them.

Men will talk to her every day about daily life, company matters, family matters, big and small.

The man never gave up for a moment, and he was sure that she would wake up soon, because he was waiting for her to wake up.

Day after day, he repeated what he said before he wanted to squint for a moment, "Baby, wake up, okay wake up?" ”

Again, there was no response.

"Alas......"

He bent down tenderly, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then turned his gaze to her pale face, his slender fingertips touching her crystal clear skin.

Suddenly, he looked up at the hanging bottle, the liquid in the hanging bottle seemed to be stuck, and he found the right place and patted it upside down to let the liquid flow again.

Lu Yuze sighed slowly again, and gently covered her warm palm on her cold little hand with pity, and he was terrified when he saw the pinholes on it.

He held her hand and lowered his head, he was tired from the irregular routine of the past few days, and he had not had time to shave for days.

What's more, she hasn't woken up yet, and he is not in the mood to do trivial things, so he eats casually, and he doesn't care when he goes out with a sloppy image.

"Baby, I squint. Is it okay to move your fingers when you have something? ”

He was a little tired, and he was not very worried about her, so he reluctantly spoke.

Probably, she couldn't hear in a coma, but he still had to tell her that he was by her side.

Lu Yuze suddenly touched the things in his pocket, the corners of his mouth were bitter, and he quietly took it out of his pocket and rubbed it in his palm.

The white, transparent, small and delicate thing was lying peacefully in his hand.

It was meant to be for the unborn baby.

That's a pacifier.

Gu Jinsheng opened his eyes slightly, and under the dim light, he could vaguely see the lonely man on the sofa being wrapped in the night, the man's left and right legs overlapped, and his noble and arrogant sitting posture highlighted his kingly atmosphere.

His handsome and cold face was slightly haggard and tired, with a blue-green beard and black circles, and he hadn't closed his eyes for several nights.

The man's lowered eyes looked at the clenched thing in his palm, and his eyes were a heavy scarlet, obviously just cried.

It is hard to imagine that such an invincible, calm and self-controlled man will one day cry in a no-man's space, and he will silently vent his grief and anger alone.

Gu Jinsheng saw the light that he hadn't seen for a long time, and his hands couldn't stop trembling.

She really couldn't bear to disturb the sleeping man, and Gu Jinsheng's heart ached faintly.

A burst of coolness rushed up Gu Jinsheng's body, I don't know if it was because of the cold or because of the mess of the Lu family's mansion.

She raised her hand in pain to smooth his frowning brow, but closed her eyes again because of the heart-rending pain in her lower body, like an ant eating her heart.

It would be nice if it could be escaped.

The windows in the hospital room were like shackles that she could never break free, and she couldn't hide from them, and she couldn't escape them.

Even with the warmth of the dim light, she felt that her body was extremely cold.

With a "snap", she accidentally hit the stretcher on the hospital bed, and her hands tried to raise to cover the stretcher, but she found that both hands were dripping.

As soon as the man heard the movement, he suddenly opened his eyelids, and the person on the bed was looking at him quietly with pale cheeks, but his eyes were empty and without any emotion.

Lu Yuze's heart was as if he had been hit hundreds of times with an iron rod, hitting his heart again and again, and he had cut several deep and long cracks, which were difficult to stitch.

He quietly put the pacifier back into his trouser belt and quietly looked at her, making eye contact with her.

She didn't see it, and somehow, he felt a faint hint of happiness.

"My Sleeping Beauty, you're finally awake."

The corners of the man's lips slightly hooked up a faint smile, his left hand caressed her cheek, kissed it deeply, and supported her body with his right hand, helping her up.

The distance between the two people was shortened to the minimum, and the fatigue of the two entered each other's eyes, and there was nothing else in their eyes except vicissitudes and old age, hugging each other tightly, eager to insert them into their bodies.

She wasn't sure...... She didn't dare ......

Her lower body was empty, and her stomach was lighter than ever, not quite like her usual hungry stomach......

She didn't dare to think further......

Gu Jinsheng stared at his handsome cheeks and was silent for a long time, his eyes faintly flashed with tears, and he still spoke in a hoarse and trembling voice.

She asked, "What about the children?" ”

As soon as the words came out, the man's hand holding her was obviously stiff, Gu Jinsheng's heart sank, and she forced a smile, she stubbornly suppressed the grievances in her heart and asked again.

"What about the kids? What about my children......"

She let out a barely audible murmur, her cold sweat already soaking her forehead, and no one knew it was a cone-like despair.

"Good baby, we can have another one."

His eyes were scarlet without the slightest indulgence in color, and his tone was low, kissing her over and over again, and robbing her of the beauty on her lips like crazy, rough and domineering.

Her eyes were very hollow, and he motioned to her to look at herself in a brutal way, and his big hand caressed her softness/softness, and the rough palm prints had a few thin calluses on them, which made her tremble.

Even if it's a glance, it's fine.

As long as it's not like that!

As long as it's not such desperate, helpless and resentful eyes!

But from beginning to end, the person in his arms has been staring at him with ethereal eyes, without uttering a word, without giving a single look.

Lu Yuze felt a sense of exhaustion in his heart, and he didn't know what to say, after all, the way she was now, the only thing he could do was probably nothing else but to accompany her.

He knew that he would never experience that pain, even if he was sad about the loss of his child, but he ......

After all, he endured less.

Some people say that when people are grieving, they often vent their extreme sad emotions in a different way with their lovers, and Lu Yuze can't wait to ask her in the ward.

In fact, he did.

"Xiaojin, look at me, can you look at me?"

When it was over, he licked her salty tears helplessly and helplessly, and pleaded in a low voice.

But she lay on the bed like a dead fish, ignoring it, seemingly painless.

Her children!

Her child's nursery has been arranged, and the child has not yet tasted a trace of sweetness!

"Ahh

She pounded her head in pain while holding her head, fists the size of raindrops waving at her body, and only the pain of self-harm could keep her awake.

Lu Yuze trembled and pulled her body, for fear that she wouldn't be able to think about it, so he grabbed her fist and sent it to himself.

Gu Jinsheng stared at the snow-white ceiling for a long time, and finally couldn't help but hide in his arms and cry.

Gu Jinsheng in the man's arms seemed to have spent a whole life in tears, sobbing at her beloved man with half of her life.

"Good."

Lu Yuze's strong arms hugged her tightly, and the force was so strong that he almost crushed her, and his voice was low and hoarse.

Her hair was messy, her eyes were red and swollen from the long time she had been crying, and her pale complexion finally improved a little, and her face gradually became rosy and shiny.

"Baby, can you eat something first?"

His warm lips were imprinted on her forehead, and he looked at her bony figure, and then laid her down to lie down and persuade, a pair of dark eyes waiting for her to respond.

Because she hadn't eaten for a few days, she injected several bottles of liquid glucose in a row.

He hadn't hugged her like this for five days, and he couldn't bear to disturb their warm time, but he still had to eat.

Gu Jinsheng tilted his head and stared at the pot of meat on Zhuo Tai, and did not answer him, "......"

Lu Yuze was stunned, closed his eyes in pain, made up his mind to ring the bell, and called the nurse to force her to eat.

Gu Jinsheng already loved this unborn child deeply, but he didn't say so, and now it's too late to turn into an obsession......

Lu Yuze stood in front of two little nurses, and the little nurses kept comforting him, "It's good to wake up, you should go back to rest." I've been here for five days. ”

It's one thing to guess by your own feelings that a man hasn't closed his eyes for a few nights, and it's another thing to listen to others.

Gu Jinsheng's eyes flickered, and when he heard the little nurse say that he had been here for five days, he couldn't help but look at him in a daze.

The man just patted her hand gently, "I'll accompany you." ”

I thought that when the nurse changed Gu Jinsheng's glucose slurry, she would be angry, but I didn't expect that she didn't have any resistance, just stared blankly.

Compared to such a calm and empty look, a "no" or a loud noise can make him feel better.

He didn't want to see her so helpless, as if she was the only one in the world.

Lu Yuze rubbed her head, "You still have me......"

No, she has nothing.

In this world, there is no one worthy of her trust anymore.

Even Lu Zexi can betray her, why wouldn't the man in front of her?

Gu Jinsheng hooked the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, Lu Zexi, after all, you won.