Chapter 198: I Hit Myself
The sky is cracking, the sea is dry.
Li Chen only felt that he had listened to all kinds of words urging him to die more than hundreds of billions of times, and he was surrounded by these negative thoughts as if for billions of years!
The endless irritating hum kept ringing in his ears and in his heart, and the darkness seemed to be filled with deeper darkness.
It's a slimy, slimy darkness that you can never get rid of.
Li Chen only felt that his master personality was surrounded by this darkness, and his consciousness was already slowly soaked, and some messy things were being instilled into his consciousness in one go.
In the beginning, all that crept into the consciousness was a declaration that there was no longer any meaning in living.
Maybe Li Chen did have such an idea before, but that kind of thought would never have come when he jumped off the roof of the house in the waterhole.
He really had that idea of suicide when he was less than ten years old, and it was then that he really recognized his relationship with his aunt's family.
It was also at that time that he discovered that many classmates talked and laughed at him on weekdays, but in fact, they were quietly saying bad things about themselves behind their backs.
At that time, he had just found out that he had been suffering from the cold violence of his aunt's family, and everything he had used had been bought at a low price from the scrapyard, and the food was the worst in the family.
may be because of his young age, Li Chen at that time was so naïve that he had the idea of committing suicide. This is also the reason why Li Chen was still able to maintain his original intention after being integrated into a lot of negative emotions and broken thoughts in the early stage.
Things before the age of ten, thinking before the age of ten, those thoughts that are completely childish to be good, any mature person will laugh at the things of that time when he recalls the past.
Li Chen's main consciousness will naturally not be defeated by this small brainwashing cycle.
Of course, this naturally follows more brainwashing of negative emotions.
And the brainwashing cycle of negative emotions that followed made Li Chen's master almost laugh.
From the beginning of the theory of suicide, it slowly evolved into the theory of annihilation, and finally gradually reached the hegemony consciousness of the delusional ruler of the whole universe.
But Li Chen knew very well that all these thoughts were actually some inexplicable ideas that he had generated between the ages of ten and fifteen.
Maybe for a large part of the time, Li Chen is also like some ordinary young people, he doesn't have such and such thoughts at all. Even if there were, those ideas were just boring crookedness of young people.
However, the reason that really made Li Chen have this kind of thought from his heart was because he suddenly received a huge sum of money on his tenth birthday, as well as a piece of news!
As for how these huge sums of money came from and what the specific content of the news was, Li Chen had completely forgotten about those things.
Today, now that Li Chen has completely established his new outlook on life and values, these emotions have once again poured into his mind.
Will he choose to go back to the past and pick up the original unfinished goal? Or continue to walk the next road and have a different life according to your new plan?
"Whew!" A rude spitting sound suddenly came from among the thousands of chanting monks, and I saw that Li Chen's originally delirious master personality suddenly stood up from among the thousands of vague and moving heads, and then fiercely spat at the obsession below that was still bulging, and resentfully spit out a mouthful of phlegm!
"What are you!? Still want to influence me!? The master's personality rushed into the distractions that affected him like a reckless man, and the fist in his hand slammed into the face that was very similar to his own, but with an abominable face.
The fist is not addictive, Li Chen is kicking, hitting with his body, and biting in the mouth! Anyway, as long as there are attack methods that can be used, all of them have been taken out by Li Chen.
And those negative personalities surrounding Li Chen also seemed to have lost their previous composure at this moment, and they all took off the disguise of wanting to use words to force Li Chen, and all of them opened their terrifying mouths and bit directly at Li Chen's master's personality!
"Fuck off!"
Li Chen's divine soul under the protection of Xinghui's divine power was reflected in the fact that it was red and white, and it was seriously affected by the competition in his subconscious.
But Li Chen's main personality is unprecedentedly happy at this time, and he punches and kicks all of them hit the sore spots of those hidden personalities, and it can be said that he is punching to the flesh, which is really Li Chen's real use of fists and feet to fight with people since he came into contact with cultivation, and he really fights with what he has learned.
However, what Li Chen never imagined was that the person he beat with fists and feet for the first time would actually be himself.
Although the hidden personalities who rushed up seemed to be a lot of them, they were indeed too far behind in strength compared to Li Chen's main personality.
Because as early as a year ago, after Li Chen had decided to embark on his own journey to Mars, his heart was already unprecedentedly firm, and he had decided to forget the past, give up the bond with the earth, and start a new life completely!
Maybe I will be timid on the road of exploring the future, or maybe I will think of my parents from time to time who I have never met!
But that's not a reason to give up exploring and moving forward! Since the past has been denied by oneself, then oneself will never be blinded again by what oneself has denied.
Therefore, from the very beginning, those implicit personalities are already doomed. It's just that that the teleportation formation did cause some damage to Li Chen's divine soul body, which gave them a chance. However, the moment Li Chen's master came to his senses, everything was a foregone conclusion, and there would be no possibility of any change.
"Boom!" As Li Chen's last foot fell, a twisted figure slowly dissipated. Li Chen saw a strange smile at the corner of his mouth that reached the root of his ears in a trance, and it was also shattered under this foot!
"Click~"
Li Chen seemed to hear some clear cracking sound in his body, and then he sensed a special breath, which was as if he was relaxing in a hot spring after fatigue, refreshing and refreshing! It's as if the whole world has changed in this moment!
However, this feeling only lasted for a few breaths, although Li Chen had not yet woken up, he could be sure that the feeling was sensed by his body far above the Baron, but now he could no longer sense his body, and he should have been pulled back into the spirit world.
"Click!"
In a wasteland in the middle of the holy land, a figure covered in earthy yellow rags squatted sneakily on the ground, and in his hands, a green clay pot that was already full of cracks shattered in response, turned into fine white powder and scattered on the wasteland overgrown with wild grass, and then disappeared without a trace.
"Humph! Let him run again! The guy squatting on the ground was Fu Cheng who had sneaked into the holy land, and he looked at his empty right hand indignantly and said, "I didn't expect that a divine soul body actually entered here like me, I must find out who he is!" ”
After Fu Cheng finished speaking, he narrowed his eyes and clenched the conch magic weapon in his left hand fiercely......
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