Chapter 73: Heartbeat! Get it right
Chen Ziqian's mind still had Xu Chenxi's appearance of what happened an hour ago, the face that did not change any expression. Xu Chenxi was as calm as he was at that time, looking at the water flow under the bridge and there was nothing left. The noisy crowd around them was completely inaudible, huddled in front of the crowd like a stranger.
They didn't even know it was his mother, and they thought it was an irrelevant person, but it had been a long time since they reacted. Chen Ziqian suddenly knelt on the ground, and someone reacted and wanted to pull him up, but he was frightened by his cold expression and withdrew his hand.
No one has saved anyone in the whole process, and jumping off such a high bridge is probably death, let alone saving people, I am afraid it will also become suicide. The feeling of plucking the cold hair on the body has been deeply rooted in my bones for the rest of my life, and I can't forget it. It's as if my mother never existed, and when I had a real feeling, it was already the police and firefighters who were salvaging on the water and flowing down the water.
"Hello?"
"What?"
"Our commission is over, isn't it?"
Chen Ziqian raised his eyes and nodded. "Find the target person and end the commission, shoot and scatter."
"Hehe, it's over. Congratulations on not having to play games with people like me, I know all you've been thinking about is getting rid of me, and thanks. ”
Xu Chenxi turned his back to Chen Ziqian, Chen Ziqian didn't speak, just took two steps forward to be in line with him, and didn't look at his expression. He had questions about Lian Yingying's failure to come, but this was no longer what he should be concerned about.
It's just that there are some things that still have to be said, "Xu Chenxi, I don't know what you're thinking." Some things have happened and become a foregone conclusion, you can't change it, you can only watch her be forgotten by the world step by step, say a word more, what is your life like, will it not go forward, right? ”
"It's like you know me very well, you have the same experience as me, if you really do the same as me, would you still say such things?"
"You want to hear me say that like you, I watched my mother die, that's the truth."
After saying that, he left, he didn't care that Han Yi was dead, it didn't matter how he died, Chen Ziqian saw that more and more people were tormented because of her death, and those who were alive were even more painful than her.
Tortured, the darkness beneath the event was far deeper than imagined. They are such impatient moths to the fire, what will become of the end Chen Ziqian knows very well, persuade, sort of...
As for whether the latter will listen to him, no one knows. At this time, everyone forgot about a special person, Haoyue, who was still hospitalized. People who didn't think of it for a moment of slackness, including Chen Ziqian, didn't go to the hospital, and it was impossible for Da Miao to look down on a kid.
The next day, early in the morning. With a squirming voice, Chen Ziqian turned over and sat up and saw Chen Xiaohao, who was neatly dressed, wearing a black shirt and tie, looking at him with a sad expression, and his eyes became calm. Holding another suit for Chen Ziqian in his hand, it should be said to be a mourning dress, the two of them didn't speak, he took the clothes and put them on.
As for the follow-up of Zhao Mei's affairs, I believe that he doesn't have to worry about Ren Xueying, at least he doesn't have to worry about what happened after his death. But... As soon as she went out and met Ren Xueying, who was also neatly dressed, she was stunned for a moment and took two steps back.
"The car is outside." ”
Hide, Chen Ziqian didn't feel anything about this reaction. Chen Xiaohao didn't gossip like before, but just glanced back at Chen Ziqian.
"Sea burial, Ren Xueying's decision. said that they were free to be together and drift away with the wind. ”
Sea burial, a tradition in Xiangcheng. The ashes were left on the nearest tower by the sea and the ashes were carried away, believing that with the freedom of the sea, the souls whose wishes could be fulfilled would reach heaven through the heavenly river.
didn't expect Ren Xueying to believe this, Chen Ziqian was not surprised. didn't answer, and the two of them walked out. The weather outside is not very good, there is no rain, the fog is very big in the morning, and you can't see the far outside scenery from sitting in the car.
The car drove steadily for half an hour and stopped, and it was windy on the beach, but it was not very strong. Ren Xueying had already left in front of a box, and they followed behind, and no one else here came except the three of them.
"What is Xu Huang doing?"
"He said he had something to do, and he was afraid he wouldn't be able to come. Let's send them mother and daughter, for no reason. ”
"Didn't say that?"
Chen Ziqian raised his eyes, probably thinking of something. It won't be... I felt unwell. Chen Ziqian thought about going up to the tower, the sound of the chain, his fingers touching the lock on the chain, and the sign of wishing. Ignoring those things, they stood together listening to the sound of the waves.
The wind felt cold and biting, and Ren Xueying opened the lid. Hands grabbed the powder poplar in mid-air, and the wind blew away in an instant.
"Xiao Ran, Aunt Zhao Mei. We're here to see you off, and I hope you can be together when you're in heaven, and the family will be together, and I'm here to help you pray. ”
Dissipated, man from the time of birth to the end of nothing left. lamenting the shortness of life, these people gave up on themselves and the world so easily, and redefined and imprinted new traces in Chen Xiaohao's heart.
Chen Ziqian raised his eyes and looked at the sky, his heart was surprisingly calm...
"Dawn! You open the door and let me in. Lian Yingying didn't know how many times she knocked on the door, all she knew was that he stayed in his room after he went out and came back.
When I went to school in the morning, I thought he left first and didn't care, his room was really empty, but I didn't expect him to go to school. This made her panic and she searched everywhere they knew, and this was the last place. If you can't find her anymore, you will contact her, and the phone screen will light up with a string of phone numbers.
Han Yi's phone number, his door couldn't be opened, which made her breathe a sigh of relief and feel scared at the same time, unprecedented. Knocking on the door again and again, even if he rushes out angrily and slaps her, it is enough for her to see that he is doing well...
"Dawn... You open the door..."
"Dawn..."......
She felt that her eye sockets were astringent and sour, and it was very uncomfortable to blur her eyes. Rub the back of your hand casually and keep knocking. I don't know how long it took, but her hands were numb and numb, and she was numb... Is this sound a can?
Lian Yingying's eyes widened, what was he doing? Just hit it with your shoulder, not once, twice. In the process, her hand flung to the doorknob, and a scar was made on the back of her hand, and the stinging pain caused her to stop for a moment. continued, and with the last hit on the door, Lian Yingying felt that her shoulder was about to fall off and hurt to the bone.
The smell of alcohol rushed into her nose, and the sight she saw in front of her made her sad. It also made her smile sadly, not laughing at others but laughing at herself.
Xu Chenxi was lying on the ground drunk with a box, cigarette butts and empty cans of beer all over the ground, just thinking about getting up and continuing to drink. His eyes were red, and he was completely drunk. In this way, he didn't say a word to her, his body was very painful, and Lian Yingying dragged his injured body to slowly approach Xu Chenxi with tears.
I crouched down and felt my fingertips tremble.
"Dawn...", the hoarse voice seemed to be stuck in the sand.
She was greeted by a fluttering word, "Get out..."Xu Chenxi didn't even look at her, completely ignoring her existence.
What else can I do at this time, Lian Yingying shook her head and pounced on Xu Chenxi, holding him tightly in her arms, what was her idea at this moment, and why did she hate why they appeared in his world.
"Stop torturing yourself, please."
"Torture, what does it have to do with you. Let go, don't forget what I said, Lian Yingying. ”
Lian Yingying was angry, and she felt that the anger of the grievance made her angry, this was not the morning light she liked. This shouldn't be the way Chenxi looks, and he let go of his anger and said, "So what? ”
"How's that, get out of here."
"Why, I am obedient to you, you let me transfer to me, you let me accompany me, let me get out of the morning at this time, why are you so cruel to me."
Even Yingying cried loudly, no one here really thinks about her wholeheartedly, and everyone else has it, only she can't get it no matter how careful she is.
Xu Chenxi had never seen Lian Yingying like this, and asked. Between wiping her tears, she saw the red marks on her hands, grabbed her wrist and pushed it all over Lian Yingying. He couldn't give what she wanted, and he couldn't give it, so he directly pressed Lian Yingying's body.
Gagged her mouth, biting like a beast, and could feel the smell of blood. Even Yingying accepted it all obediently, it was because of this that he could hurt this girl unscrupulously, she was originally just an outsider and a girl who had nothing to do with her.
Lian Yingying didn't want much, only Xu Chenxi, who wanted to continue...
As a result, Xu Chenxi just let go of her after chewing like venting, her face expressionless, "Is it enough?" Get out. ”
One sentence stuffed Lian Yingying's whole person into an ice hole, it turned out that he meant this, the uncontrollable trembling of her body was not fear, it was the shame that made her embarrassed, she still misplaced herself...
I don't know how she dragged the back of her injured hand and shoulder out after that, and I don't know what happened after that, the illness and fever made her unable to pursue Xu Chenxi's affairs, and she hid in the room alone.
Xu Chenxi didn't react or express during the whole process, but stared at the box with dead eyes, and the anger in his heart made him unable to vent. Lying on the ground, his right arm covered his eyes, and between the gritted teeth, tears fell down his cheeks and fell to the ground, smearing a cloud of water stains, and a low cry echoed in the room.
In the hospital, Da Miao was also worried, Haoyue woke up in the morning, sat on the hospital bed and didn't speak, just lowered his head and looked at the notebook in his hand, and touched the lines on it for a while. I don't know what I'm thinking, he doesn't pay attention to what he says, and there is another terrible thing, how to tell him about Zhao Mei.
(End of chapter)