It's been a bumpy ride, and we finally reach the finish line.

From a distance, I saw a poster of tonight's performance standing at the door of the bar, and the photos of He Jiacheng and his few people who were cool and couldn't see their faces clearly were enlarged and printed on it, and there were eye-catching big letters that read: Goodbye Beijing Orange Juice Band Farewell to the performance.

When I saw the four big characters of the orange juice band on the poster, I couldn't help but jump twice in my heart. Orange Juice Band...... Are they really serious?

Back then, when they were with their band, one of the topics they had to discuss almost every day was what the band was going to name.

However, it is difficult to unify the ideas of many people, and everyone has been entangled in various names for a long time.

What a rainbow, countercurrent, zero degree, rhythm, anyway, I even thought about the names of all kinds of dirt and scum, but I still couldn't settle down.

Later, some people suggested that if it couldn't be settled, it would simply be called "I don't know what the band is called". In the end, it seems that it is impossible to say what it will be called. Fortunately, the name of the song did not affect their enthusiasm for rehearsals and singing. As long as they have a guitar and a microphone, they feel like they're ready to step on stage.

At that time, He Jiacheng once asked me: "Xiaomeizi, you are a cultural person, you write so well, you are always used as a model by the teacher, you give an idea, come up with a good name for our band." ”

However, I also knew that several of them had been arguing for a long time about the name, and they didn't want to wade into this troubled water, so I just didn't go through my brain at the time, and said casually: "Your little Chengzi's band, what else can it be called, it's called orange juice." Orange juice is delicious, nutritious, rich in vitamin C, enhances immunity, and makes people who listen to music more healthy and comfortable the more they listen, then it will be good. ”

I still remember that after listening to what I said at the time, He Jiacheng didn't dislike me for not being serious, and he smiled crookedly. However, he still shook his head and said repeatedly: "It's not appropriate, it's not appropriate." The band belongs to everyone, and it's not me, so I still have to be tall, keep thinking, keep thinking. ”

Later, I naturally didn't take the name seriously. Looking at this propaganda poster now, He Jiacheng's crooked expression with smiling eyes emerges. In a trance, as if in a different world, his smile was so clear in my mind, laughing, laughing, laughing my heart hurt.

The waiter at the door enthusiastically helped everyone scan the QR code ticket to enter, and I deliberately lingered around for a long time, just to wait for the show to start before entering, so that everyone's focus would be on the stage, and the students would not make a fuss and shout my name.

I was far away from the window outside the store, and I saw the familiar face of He Jiacheng on the window seat in the store. Before the performance, a few of them were still sitting in the window seats eating dinner, and Chen Yang was sitting next to He Jiacheng, full of birds, looking at the picture very beautifully. And my heart at that time was like an old mother.

I shook my head and smiled to myself.

As I remembered the first sound of the performance, I managed to blend in and not attract anyone's attention. After entering, I found that there were really a lot of audiences for this performance, and the seats in the front row, as I wished, were already crowded.

I squeezed my way through the crowd to a corner where I could barely hear the sounds and barely see the faces of the band members, and casually ordered two beers from the waiter. Unexpectedly, the waiter actually sent two bottles of Yanjing. It's good that this wine is more down-to-earth.

This night, for me, was originally a night to face reality, drink some Yanjing, and accompany Xiao Chengzi to say goodbye to Beijing from afar. Very good.

Those familiar melodies still sounded in his ears, and He Jiacheng's beautiful voice echoed in his ears.

Actually, for me, this show really doesn't matter if you can see it or not. The band played the most proficient songs of the year. And I am already familiar with each of them when they perform. Listening to the singing, you can imagine He Jiacheng's expression.

Maybe it was a bit too hot and the air conditioning in the small bar was like it wasn't on. I just feel a little thirsty after all this journey.

Unconsciously, the two bottles of Yanjing ordered had actually bottomed out. And there are probably more than a dozen songs sung on the stage, the melody from the beginning of the quiet, began to become more and more manic, look at the time, the performance is already halfway through, and the climax is about to be ushered in, and the people in the audience are excited to leave their seats, dance their bodies, and dance and sing.

I suddenly felt a little drunk, and the layers of figures in front of me became in a trance, and I was really drunk and everyone was drunk, just two bottles of beer, it shouldn't be so vigorous.

I quickly got up, thinking about going to the bathroom, going to the toilet to wash my face, and make up my makeup, I guess this wine can wake up halfway. He should be a good man again.

Who knows, when I still came out of the toilet door drunk, I saw a familiar figure standing in front of the sink, and the smell of a perfume that I was once familiar with came to my face.

Chen Yang turned around and looked at me meaningfully: "Mei Ke, you are still here after all." ”

I could see at a glance that she was not here to wash her hands, but to wait for me here.

The scene seemed a little embarrassing, my throat was still a little panicked, and my reply was a little hoarse: "Hmm." I still want to come and see, I'll take a look, and after a while, I'll be ready to go back. ”

"He Jiacheng has been waiting for you." The light in the toilet was a little dim, and I couldn't see Chen Yang's face clearly, nor could I see her expression, but I just felt that she spoke lightly. And I don't know what's going on with the wine I drank tonight, and suddenly I hit my head.

"He? Wait for me? How could it be. Don't think about it, Chen Yang. I, didn't tell him I would come. You, you'll tell him you don't have to wait for me later. ”

After drinking, my brain was really not very good, and under Chen Yang's hints, I felt as if I was in a hurry to explain something.

"Well, good. The performance will end in a while, and there will be a group photo session. "Chen Yang seems to continue to hint at me something.

"Well, don't worry, I, I will never wait until the end of the show, I will really come and see and leave. It's good to see you. You guys...... Have a nice trip to Australia. ”

He Jiacheng said that if you don't come to the show today, he will ask you to come to the airport to see you off...... Our flight is ...... Sunday afternoon," Chen Yang still didn't seem satisfied with what I said, and she continued to talk to me at her characteristic fast speed.

I had to interrupt her: "You, you don't need to tell me the flight time, I'll go back to Tianjin tonight, don't worry, I won't go to the airport tomorrow." ”

Seeing that Chen Yang was still silent and continued to stare at me, I had no choice but to continue to explain.

"And, and don't worry, I won't have any special contact with He Jiacheng anymore. You can go to Australia with confidence. And I, too, will ...... from his life Fade out. ”

These words rushed out of my mouth, and the sentence gradually faded out, but it made me feel so painful in my heart. I don't know if it was because I was drunk or what, I just felt a little burning in my stomach and the wine turned up a little. I tried hard to suppress the uncomfortable feeling in my stomach, and I also tried hard to suppress the sadness and tears that welled up in my heart.

There are some things that must be said clearly, even if you feel uncomfortable, you must say them clearly.

Chen Yang seemed to finally feel very satisfied, she walked over, smiled on her face, and took my hand warmly. "Meco. You'll remember what you said tonight, right? ”

This time I finally saw her face clearly, that delicate, good-looking, impeccable face, even girls think she is beautiful, but a pair of eyes, but such a good-looking face, looking at me aggressively, I feel more and more trance in front of me.

"Well, of course. You guys...... Be good. "When the alcohol came up, the whole person seemed to be a little out of control, and I always felt like I didn't know what I would do in the next second. I suppressed it hard, trying to squeeze out a little laugh, and then trying to hold back my tears.

I told myself, Chen Yang, she is actually not easy. She did this nothing more than to protect herself. There was nothing wrong with what she did, but it was just a little more direct.

Chen Yang finally put down the hand that had just grabbed me, his eyes began to soften, and he smiled at me with a big smile: "Don't worry, we will be fine." ”

Then she turned around and walked out in style.

I quickly grabbed the sink sink and controlled the dizziness at the last moment. It's over, it's over, probably really, a little too much.

What the hell did I just say? Why does my heart hurt so much?