My name is Kwan Darling.

Nicknamed Sister Darling.

He was an orphan who was sold to Tianxianglou by traffickers when he was a child.

Since then, I have become a sweeper in Tianxiang Building.

Growing up in a green building since I was a child, I was surrounded by all kinds of coquettish women, so that my personality was feminine, that is, what people call her mother.

The women in Tianxiang Building are all dressed up in fancy clothes, they think I am dirty, look down on me, often beat me and scold me, saying that I am a dog and can be cheap at will.

So I have lived with low self-esteem since I was a child, and I have always lowered my head and silently served as someone else's punching bag.

Gradually, as I grew up, I was very good, and some of the good male guests would look at me strangely.

Once, I heard a customer asking the bustard for my price, and I was so scared that I hid in the corner of the kitchen and didn't dare to come out.

I was scared, the bustard was a man with an eye for money, and I was afraid that she would sell me for money.

And she did.

I refused to die, and the bustard was very angry, and beat and scolded me, and I was covered in blood.

I curled up on the ground and begged for help from the onlookers in Tianxianglou, but they just looked at me with disdain, saying that I didn't know what to do, and that it was my blessing that someone had taken a fancy to me.

And said that it is better to accompany the guests than to be a cleaning brother.

I was scared and desperate.

Although I have a very girly personality, I am also a man, and what a humiliation it is for me to accompany another man.

However, these women don't understand, they are Qinglou women, and they live by their servile appearances, so they naturally think that I should do the same.

Eventually, I was beaten by the bustard, and she had me arrested and tried to forcibly give it to the guest.

I was really desperate and thought about dying.

As long as you die, you are liberated.

That's when she appeared.

Her name is Mei Wei, and she is the Oiran of Tianxiang Building.

If in Tianxianglou, I am the dust in the ground, humble to the soil, then she is the moon in the sky, and the stars hold the moon.

It's an existence that I don't even have the qualifications to look up to.

And now, just when I was at my worst and most desperate, she appeared, and walked slowly down the stairs, like an angel, glowing.

It was she who saved me, saved me from the pain of flesh and skin, and changed my servile fate.

From that day on, I continued to sweep the floor in Tianxianglou, the difference is that everyone thought I was covered by her, so they didn't dare to bully me anymore.

I am grateful to her, very, very grateful.

She will never know that that day was just a handy rescue for her, but for me, it was a life-saving grace.

Because I was already thinking about dying.

If it weren't for her, I would have been a corpse.

I'm very grateful to her, but I'm humble, and I'm not even qualified to say thank you.

Because I am so lowly, and she is so high that she cannot be blasphemed.

I wasn't even qualified to stand in front of her and say a word to her.

The old bustard will not let a person with a lowly status like me appear in front of her, after all, she is an oiran and the cash cow of Tianxianglou.

What am I, I'm just a stinky rat licking the floor in Tianxiang Building.

In the eyes of the people of Tianxianglou, even if I stand in front of her, it is an insult to her.

I also knew who I was, so I never dared to talk to her.

A word of thanks buried deep in my heart is destined to be impossible to say in this life.

(End of chapter)