Chapter 643: Manifesting Hearts
Chu Shijia smiled bitterly, why, it was because Yan Qingruo didn't have a place for him in her heart, so even if he said these words jokingly, did she still have to be in such a hurry to clear up her relationship with her?
For fear that what he said would be heard by others and misunderstood by unknown people, didn't she have a relationship with Chu Mu, what are you worried about here, is he really so unbearable, and he is not worthy of Yan Qingruo's love?
Obviously, he has been so careful about this relationship, knowing that it is fake, but he is still looking forward to this relationship becoming real like a fool, and he takes care of her carefully every day, he hopes that one day Yan Qingruo will see his efforts and forget the person in her heart.
So every day he is persevering and enduring it, since Yan Qingruo said that this is a fake marriage, it is just that the two of them take what they need, so he also followed her and said, I know, so I didn't do anything excessive with Ben, didn't we.
But it was his own willingness to do this, it had nothing to do with anyone else, it was his own unilateral will, and there was no need for her to emphasize these things again and again.
Chu Shijia looked at Yan Qingruo and got angry just because of what he said, of course he felt uncomfortable, as a man, it was good to be able to endure this thing all along, watching Yan Qingruo anxiously clear up the relationship between the two of them, Chu Shijia felt a fire in his heart.
This chattering little mouth, at this time he really wanted to block her, so that she didn't have to emphasize this, he knew it, he Chu Shijia knew that these were all fake, and the relationship between them was also fake, but there was another voice in his heart calling, he didn't want to do this, he wanted to be Yan Qingruo's rightful husband, what a nominal husband and wife, it was all nonsense!
When this thought crept into his heart, instead of subsiding, there was a tendency to intensify, and eventually, this tendency broke through the shackles and ran to his lips, and finally, the words buried in his heart were spoken by him.
"But I don't want to do this, you say this is a fake marriage, but I haven't treated it as a fake, I've been working hard to manage this marriage, you heard clearly, Yan Qingruo, what I want is to be able to take care of you for a lifetime!"
After Chu Shijia finished shouting this sentence, the surroundings immediately fell silent, Yan Qingruo's eyes widened, her expression was shocked, and she was incredible, and stayed by the side for a long time, as if she was moved by his words, how is this possible?
Yan Qingruo never expected this result, could it be that she had been emphasizing the relationship between the two of them, so Chu Shijia couldn't help it and said this sentence directly.
Chu Shijia looked at Yan Qingruo like this, and there was a moment of regret in his heart, didn't he say that he wanted to put this matter in his heart, and he had to wait for Yan Qingruo to accept him completely, it seemed that he still couldn't hold back, so he said it like this.
However, the water that was spilled out of the words was spilled, and Chu Shijia felt a lot more comfortable after saying what was in his heart.
I saw that Yan Qingruo felt a moment of pain in her heart.
After a long time, Yan Qingruo reacted, and the words came out with a trembling tone: "Are you ...... When did you come up with such ........ ideas? ”
Yan Qingruo originally wanted to say the intention, but she felt that it was not good to say it this way, so she directly changed her idea.
"I don't know, since you and I made an agreement, I have a thought in my heart that I will take care of you for the rest of my life, as a husband, and nothing else."
Yan Qingruo heard what he said, and after hearing what he said, five thunders thundered, daring to love him This is by herself Dig a pit and bury herself, she knocked her head with her hand in annoyance, why is she so unlucky, there are some "rotten" peach blossoms around her.
Yan Qingruo didn't know how to accept the news for a while, she had to say: "I don't know why you have this idea, first of all, I didn't think about this aspect with Ben, so I felt very surprised when you said this, and secondly, you know, my current goal is not in this aspect, you know, I married you because of ......."
"I know," Chu Shijia hurriedly interrupted her, "I know what your original intention was, if you don't want to, just don't say this, although I know that what I said is a little unacceptable to you, but I still hope you can think about it from the bottom of my heart." ”
Chu Shijia was still angry, so when he said this, he also had a straight face and a cold tone.
Yan Qingruo was helpless, she knew that she didn't think about these tricks, looking at Chu Shijia's sincere eyes looking at her, she really couldn't accept it for a while, and hurriedly turned her head and said: "Chu Shijia, you don't want to be like this, I'm a terrible person, I don't deserve your way, I would have embarrassed you very much in this matter, so I ask you, don't look like this." ”
"So the reason why you don't accept me is because there is someone in your heart, is it because of Chu Mu, even if he does something sorry for you, you can't let him go, even if you find someone to agree to marry, you don't want to accept another person?"
This is obviously a matter between the two of them, okay, when did it come to others, Yan Qingruo felt a little funny: "This is my own idea, it has nothing to do with others, and besides, I don't want to hear the word Chu Mu from you, and there is nothing between us." ”
Yan Qingruo was a little angry, she regarded Chu Shijia as a very good friend, but this friend didn't understand her at all Yan Qingruo felt that there was no one else who could do this as a person.
Yan Qingruo felt that she had done all this by herself, and she couldn't complain about others, but her tone was still full of disappointment with Chu Shijia.
Chu Shijia looked at Yan Qingruo like this, he was anxious, and hurriedly said: "It's okay, I did this voluntarily, besides, my mother likes you very much, my mother is very happy when she sees you, and her condition has improved a lot, these are all related to you, so you must not be like this, between us, just like you said, isn't it the relationship between the agreement." ”
Speaking of this, Chu Shijia smiled bitterly, no one can escape his fate, because Yan Qingruo doesn't like him, so no matter how much he does, it doesn't make any sense? Because he likes Yan Qingruo, he can't see her a little angry.
He likes Yan Qingruo, and he doesn't want Yan Qingruo to stop all these mistakes on himself, so he hurriedly denied what she said, and took all the mistakes on himself, such a man is very good, but this is fate, she and Chu Shijia have no fate, if she didn't know Chu Mu, or if she knew Chu Shijia from the beginning, all this would have changed at all.
But at that time, God loves to play tricks on people, and God is not beautiful.
If Yan Qingruo wants to make this relationship clear to him, it is not easy for Yan Qingruo to be so unclear, and if Chu Shijia really insists on this, maybe she will really leave Chu Shijia.
"Chu Shijia, although I don't know what you think in your heart, and I don't know why I give you such an illusion, but I really don't have any feelings for you, if I really like you, then I won't give you an agreement or anything, so if you feel that this agreement binds you, then we can lift it now." Yan Qingruo said with a straight face, unambiguously.
And Yan Qingruo's words seemed to pierce Chu Shijia's heart like a needle prick, he suddenly sobered up, it seems that there are too many things to say today, sometimes he disregards the obstruction of others and says what he wants to say, sometimes it backfires, just like now, he is annoyed.
Yan Qingruo looked at Chu Shijia and knew that she had taken her words seriously, but there was really no way to say otherwise, she wanted to stop talking, should she apologize or something.
But after thinking about it again, it wasn't her fault, she just made it clear, that is, the tone of her words was a bit heavy.
Chu Shijia also reacted quickly, and said with a look of annoyance: "I'm sorry, I was too excited just now and didn't make it clear to you, if you mind, we can continue to be friends, after all, if we cancel the agreement, my mother will not be able to explain it." ”
Yan Qingruo thought for a while and said: "If you are worried that your aunt will find it difficult to accept this news when she hears this, then even if we don't fulfill this agreement, then I will definitely take care of my aunt, after all, my aunt is so good to me, I really can't bear to tell her the news." ”
When Chu Shijia heard Yan Qingruo's resolute attitude, he became even more anxious, and hurriedly apologized to Yan Qingruo again: "Qingruo, I'm sorry, you can forgive me this time, this time I didn't grasp which is more important, and I said everything, I should consider your feelings, and I shouldn't be wishful thinking." ”
"Actually, it's not wrong for you to do this, it's me who is wrong, it's me who is too demanding." Yan Qingruo also hurriedly said, Chu Shijia didn't make any mistakes in such a thing, who can say anything like love.
She just sighed lightly, and she didn't know how to deal with such a thing, so she could just go with her heart.
"Shijia, take 10,000 steps back, even if I like you, I still want to have my own independent life, the two of us are independent personalities, I don't want my life to pass like this, but I hope that I can support myself even if I don't rely on others, now that the times have changed, there are many examples of strong women, I want to be one of them." If Yan Qing appropriately changed the topic, there would be no result if the discussion continued like this.