Chapter 117: A Beautiful Man (2)

"Be specific." Mr. X looked at the man in front of him with his chin in his hands.

"My name is Ye Luan, and I'm a writer," he suddenly laughed, "I shouldn't say it's a writer, I can only be regarded as an Internet writer." ”

Mr. X didn't speak, Ye Luan paused, put away his self-deprecating expression and continued: "I can't sleep, whether it's night or day, it's been a while. At first, I felt so anxious and depressed that I wanted to swallow a whole bottle of sleeping pills......"

"How long has this been going on?" Mr. X asked.

Ye Luan lowered his head and snapped his fingers: "One, two, three...... I don't know how long," he said, looking up, "but I'm used to it." Even if you are troubled by insomnia all the time, you can calm down. Think about it, the time spent awake every day has become longer, isn't it? ”

"Then why did you take your own life?" Mr. X looked at the scars on Ye Luan's wrists.

"I always feel like I'm being controlled," his face finally showed pain, "and every day when I look in the mirror, I can see a devil standing inside!" ”

Mr. X asked, "Can you describe it?" ”

"Can you give me a piece of paper and a pen?" Ye Luan said, "Use words...... It seems hard to describe, so I'll draw it. ”

Mr. X took a pen and paper and placed it on the table in front of him.

Ye Luan was trembling slightly when he held the pen, and the moment he dropped the pen, he began to draw frantically, and the outline on the paper that he drew more and more black showed a human-like appearance.

"That's what it looks like." Ye Luan put down the pen and pushed the drawing paper in front of Mr. X, but he didn't dare to take another look.

Mr. X took a closer look and asked, "Does 'he' appear anywhere else other than when he's looking in the mirror?" ”

Ye Luan replied: "I have seen 'him' hiding in the closet, under the bed, even if there is someone around me, 'he' will appear...... It's really everywhere. ”

"Mr. Ye, do you live alone, or do you ......" Mr. X asked.

Ye Luan's eyes flashed: "At present, he is living alone." ”

Mr. X asked, "In this situation, hypnotherapy should be the best solution." ”

Ye Luan hesitated for a moment and asked, "In the hypnotic state, will I answer truthfully whatever you ask?" ”

Mr. X said: "Hypnosis is not the same as being completely manipulated by others, but it is used to eliminate the bad cues in the subconscious, so as to relieve psychological stress. ”

Ye Luan nodded lightly and said, "I am willing to accept treatment." ”

Mr. X said, "But before you undergo hypnosis, I need to know some of your personal circumstances and past experiences. ”

Ye Luan asked, "Like what?" ”

"Social Relations, Family Background...... And so on"

"Need to know more?" Ye Luan seemed to be deliberately trying to hide something.

Mr. X said, "Don't be pressured, just tell me what you want to say." However, I need your full trust. ”

Ye Luan looked at the snowflakes fluttering outside the window, and began to try to recall the past: "I was born in a family with very good conditions, and I have no worries about food and clothing since I was a child, but I ...... My father was always strict with me. When he mentioned the word "father," there was fear in his eyes.

"I followed the path he paved step by step, and suddenly one day, I didn't want to be controlled by him anymore, and I ran away from that house." After saying a paragraph, Ye Luan let out a sigh.

"What will it cost to leave home?" Mr. X asked.

Ye Luan replied: "The price is to be cut off from economic resources. My father probably didn't expect me to put my deep rebellion into action. At that time, I was so obsessed with doing what I loved that I dropped out of college before I finished college. ”

"What do you like? Do you mean writing? ”

"That's right," Ye Luan's eyes suddenly brightened, "The major in college was chosen for me by my family, and it wasn't my intention." When I find something I like, I naturally focus on it. ”

"Do you regret it?" Mr. X asked.

Ye Luan shook his head: "There is nothing to regret, except for ......" He suddenly paused, his pupils constricted, his expression was like a fish thorn in his throat, and the whole person was tense.

Mr. X coughed lightly: "Mr. Ye, if you feel pressure, don't talk about it yet." He got up and walked over to the couch and said; Please sit here and try to relax. ”

Ye Luan looked up at Mr. X, although this person had a cold temperament, he unexpectedly made people feel reliable, he thought so and lay down on the sofa and closed his eyes.

"You are very relaxed now, you can feel the light in the room, you can hear the sounds around you, these will also make you more relaxed......" Mr. X's deep voice echoed in the room, Ye Luan's whole person finally relaxed, and gradually fell asleep.

The laziness and warmth of the room blended in so comfortably that even Star Swirl, who was lying on the windowsill, dozed off.

"Star Swirl, don't be lazy, it's time to do something." Mr. X laughed.

Star Swirl reluctantly stood up, shook the fluff off her body, and jumped onto the couch, "He's so good-looking." ”

Mr. X said, "Maybe that's the curse." ”

Star Swirl smiled, "You can't be jealous of other people's beauty, right?" ”

Mr. X said flatly: "He is just sleeping lightly, and he should wake up in a while." ”

Star Swirl nodded, turned on the energy lock sharing function, and attached it to Ye Luan.

Twenty minutes later, with a crisp sound of snapping his fingers, Ye Luan opened his misty eyes: "Did I really fall asleep just now?" ”

Mr. X nodded: "I was very relaxed today, and you should experience that you can fall asleep naturally." This proves that you have the ability to help yourself fall asleep, right? ”

A hint of relief crossed Ye Luan's eyes, and he asked again, "In the hypnotic state, did I say anything?" ”

"You just told me that you longed to live in a room facing the sea and watch the spring blossoms." Listening to Mr. X talk about it in a serious way, Star Swirl finds it funny.

"The ...... of the sea," Ye Luan said blankly, "Is there anything else?" ”

Mr. X shook his head and said, "That's all for today, I'll prescribe some soothing medicine for you, and I'll come back for a follow-up in three days." ”

Ye Luan nodded gratefully: "I really didn't expect that I would be able to fall asleep naturally, although it was only twenty minutes, it felt like I slept for two or three hours." ”

Mr. X said, "If you have any questions when you go back, feel free to call me." ”

Ye Luan took the medicine bottle, carefully put it in his bag, and left the clinic after saying goodbye to Mr. X.

Depressed? Seemingly losing faith in life, Star Swirl decides to observe Ye Luan's daily life first.