Panyu 131 is difficult to compromise

Life does not have much waves, it seems to pass extraordinarily fast, in the blink of an eye it is New Year's Day, because Chinese New Year's Eve is busy until more than two o'clock in the morning, all employees have a holiday at two o'clock at noon from ** to the second day.

All the colleagues who are nearby have gone home, Xiaolei went to find Brother Melancholy for a date, and only Xiaotu and Xiaobei in the bedroom made up for sleep first, and after eating something casually at noon, they read books separately.

In the evening, Xu Gongzi came to invite Xiaotu and Xiaobei out for dinner, but they refused to go out, so he had to order takeout to invite all the female employees who stayed in the dormitory.

Xu Gongzi often comes to find Xiaotu, which annoys Xiaotu at the same time, it is also a little beneficial, because of his care, Xiaotu's interpersonal relationship is much better.

Sometimes, people get along with each other according to an unreasonable strange logic, if a person does not have a few friends with higher status, the social circle will shrink and narrow; On the contrary, if you can connect with the nobles, the social circle will be bigger and better, as if the evaluation of a person is not based on his own character, but on what circle he is in.

The takeaway food always seems to be missing something, and the rabbit doesn't like to eat it very much, but it's really hungry, so I don't care so much, holding a hamburger and nibbling it is fragrant.

"The rabbit is holding something and nibbling like a little hamster." Xu Gongzi said with a smile.

It was not the first time someone had described the little rabbit in this way, so she quickly put down her left hand and held it with only her right hand.

Seeing that she lowered her head and was not very happy, Xu Gongzi said gently: "Don't be angry, I'm not laughing at you, I think you're quite cute." ”

"It's not lifeless, the habit of holding things in your hands is not good." Bunny smiled reluctantly.

After dinner, Xu Gongzi asked Xiaotu to walk around the garden, and she was about to talk to Xu Gongzi about something, so she agreed.

Due to the holiday, there are very few people coming and going in the manor, and the little rabbit has been working here for almost three months, and it is the first time to see the panoramic view of the garden.

The rockery and flowing water, the weeping willows on the side of the seven-curved arch bridge, and the garden is in Chinese style; The building is a reinforced concrete body, with a combination of Chinese and Western styles with cornices and corners; The golden waves of the artificial lake in the sunset flash, and the koi fish in the water swim leisurely and swing their tails to and fro.

Sitting down in the small pavilion at the head of the seven-curved arch bridge, the little rabbit looked around curiously, usually only going back and forth between the dormitory and the hall, and because he was afraid of affecting the customer's enjoyment of the scenery, the little rabbit never came to the artificial lake.

"We can try to get along, you are a kind girl, I am not a person without conscience, maybe we will love each other after getting along slowly." Xu Gongzi frowned and whispered.

Kindness? It is possible to move others by kindness, and it is simply nonsense to make people who do not love each other to love each other by kindness.

There are too many good people, and there is no major conflict of interest, so who wants to be evil? Except for a very small number of natural breeds, they are all quite kind.

Little Rabbit doesn't feel how bad anyone is, it's not that it's forced to a certain extent, and no one likes to hurt others.

And no matter how bad a person is, he has always done something good, and there are always people who will remember that little bit of goodness.

Xiaotu took out a gift box and handed it to Xu Gongzi, and said solemnly: "Thank you for treating me so kindly, this is a fountain pen, I will give it back to you." In the future, please don't bring any more gifts, even in the name of sharing them with your colleagues, I can't afford it. There's no way I'm going to agree to those conditions, please don't waste your time with me. ”

"It's because you can't forget the third mountain that you refuse?" Xu Gongzi took the gift and asked.

"No, it has nothing to do with him." The reason for the refusal really has nothing to do with the boar, and it will not be agreed to whether there is a period of past or not.

Xu Gongzi's eyes were full of frustration, and he asked her, "Why?" I'm not in bad condition. ”

Xiaotu replied seriously: "I obviously feel that your current inner state is - you won't love anyone anymore anyway, then marry a virtuous woman to guard the family and work hard for your career."

You shut your heart and seem to be living a normal life, but I think it's not normal.

And I don't expect you to let me forget her, in my concept, using the name of my wife to make the other party forget the idea of loving her lover is as immoral as destroying the other party's family. ”

Hearing Xiaotu's reason, Xu Gongzi looked at her in surprise, and then with red eyes, he choked up and said, "It's impossible for me to be with her...... She had an affair with a famous director, and I don't know if it's true or not...... Alas, you don't have to worry about me rekindling my old relationship with the person I will never forget...... I won't secretly miss her anymore......"

Perhaps, Xu Gongzi is sincere enough, and compared with Xiaotu's family background, it seems that he can try to date.

But the little rabbit still shook his head: "A love hides the freedom of thinking in the bottom of my heart, and I won't even deprive you of this freedom." If you even want to occupy other people's hearts and want to force you to share your love, such a person seems to be virtuous and infatuated, but in fact he is the most greedy, so greedy that he doesn't leave a little self-space for others. ”

Xu Gongzi smiled bitterly and muttered the words of the little rabbit: "Even the freedom of thinking is deprived...... Even other people's hearts want to occupy ...... Want to force the sharing of love ...... Such people are actually the most greedy, so greedy that they don't leave a little self-space for others? You resent those women because they wanted the heart of the third child, so you made such strange arguments, right? ”

Is this a strange argument? Perhaps, most people think that it is infatuation to love a person who is impossible to respond without regrets, and the little rabbit actually thinks that it is greed, which is indeed different from the public opinion.

Xiaotu also disagreed with Xu Gongzi's speculation, "I came up with this point of view." I don't care what the boar's former girlfriend thinks, but Ah Ling is different...... Alas, ha...... But Ah Ling doesn't fit the situation I said, she doesn't want the heart of a boar, her spiritual needs haven't reached that level, she just wants a man who doesn't beat and scold her, and can help her solve real problems. ”

It has reached the coldest time of winter, but the climate of Shuchuan is warm, and there is a slanting sun and evening sunshine, and the surrounding scenery is still bright and beautiful as early spring.

After Xu Gongzi squinted slightly and looked at the scenery, he said quietly: "What you said is quite reasonable, but I have compromised with life, and I can only think according to the popular opinion, and I dare not have my own thoughts......"

Seeing that he was depressed, Little Rabbit slowed down his tone and explained: "I just showed my attitude, and I didn't mean to talk to anyone."

But I really don't think you should find someone to marry, if you are brave and affectionate enough, you should find the girl you love so much, and do everything you can to get your parents to agree to your relationship.

Of course, if you only want to realize your ideals and need someone to be a cover for you, then you can find someone else and don't waste time with me. ”

After the little rabbit finished speaking, he hurried back to the dormitory. She knows very well in her heart that she is just very emotionally sharpened, and she wants to stick to a pure love, but her heart is not like a stone, if she is tempted by Xu Gongzi with more contact, I am afraid it will be another disaster.

If Xu Gongzi has not expressed the idea of taking her as a marriage partner, he can try to become friends, since marriage and love are involved, it must be made clear that she can't withstand the toss of emotional problems.

Little Rabbit tries his best to avoid accidents due to emotions, but who knows that there are still constant turmoil, and he can't get peace, so he can only envy other people's down-to-earth and stable life.

On the morning of the second day, Xiaolei returned to the dormitory, her eyes were full of peach blossoms, and she said that her relationship with Brother Melancholy had progressed, and Brother Melancholy also promised to carefully consider their relationship.

She raised her eyebrows and asked Xiaotu with a smile: "How are you doing with Xu Gongzi?" Still lukewarm and dry-dragging? ”