Chapter 37 Bai Yueguang, loving you is my only secret
Chu Hanfei held the mobile phone that An Ruo handed back to him in his hand, his heart was sour, and the corners of his lips hooked up a wry smile. She always seems to show in front of him, intentionally or unintentionally, that the intimacy and affection between her and Gu Chu are inseparable, why bother? He cared about her like this, how could he not know this, just pretending not to know.
For a while, I didn't have any thoughts about any friendship or lunch, and it turned out that just silently being a guardian was so tormenting...
Some people are happy and some are worried, here Chu Hanfei is drooping his head like a defeated rooster, and the other two Gu are full of spring breeze, talking very happily, and they have already made an appointment to go to climb the mountain together after dinner.
An Ruo's temperament likes to be quiet and does not like to move, and he immediately expressed his gratitude and insensitivity to the proposal to climb the mountain. Because Fa Xiaoxiangxiang and Jiayi didn't force her, they turned their heads and asked Chu Hanfei to send An Ruo home safely.
Chu Hanfei, who was not angry, responded with pity.
Out of the café, An Ruo and Chu Hanfei walked on the road one after the other, maintaining a distance not far away. Approaching the end of the year, the merchants on the street began to put up lanterns, hung red lanterns, and pasted Spring Festival couplets, and a strong New Year's flavor was brought out.
An Ruo walked on the road, taking a deep breath and feeling the fragrance of plum blossoms proudly blooming on the side of the road. The plum blossom is really a magical plant, unwilling to bloom in the warm and warm spring, and blooms in the winter season, when the flowers wither, only it blooms against the snow, proud of the group. I finally heard about the cold winter, but I left in the spring breeze, the flowers bloomed silently, the flowers fell without a trace, who didn't fall for it?
Chu Hanfei looked at An Ruo, who looked up slightly in front of him, and closed his eyes shallowly. The breeze, the warm sun, the plum, and Anruo are blended in this way, and this scene is very beautiful.
Even if it was many years later, he would still think of An Ruo that day, taking off the casual clothes of skateboard shoes and jeans, and wearing a long skirt, with the delicate beauty of a girl, as well as her unique cold temperament, left behind and independent, everything attracted him to fall into it.
Xu was infected by the fragrance of flowers, An Ruo's heart also softened, and he turned around and said softly to Chu Hanfei in the back; "I still want to thank you for this friendship today, Xiangxiang and they always shout to find it, but they never act. I know they're looking forward to the fraternity and they're happy with the results. Thank you for being so enthusiastic about helping Zhang Luo. ”
"It's okay, my two friends are also novices, and they don't have much experience." In his memory, An Ruo had never spoken to him for such a long time, he was really fascinated, and he faintly hoped that she could always talk to him like this. The corners of his mouth hooked up a shallow smile, and there was a tendency to expand.
"What about you?"
"Me? I prefer love at first sight, but this kind of is often hard to find, so I can't wait for it, but I have been waiting for it, but I was going to light the moon in my heart, but the bright moon shines on the ditch...
didn't ask again, everyone is a beginner in terms of feelings, and they are all learning to grow by crawling, and many things need time for him to let go slowly.
After that, Chu Hanfei was talking, An Ruo listened, and sometimes smiled as a response, but there was no more topic about feelings in their topic, not because he didn't want to, but because he couldn't, he pierced this layer of window paper, and he had to be a stranger to her again, which was too unbearable for him.
Saying goodbye at the street entrance, An Ruo's footsteps seemed a little urgent. I hung up on him just now, and I don't know if he will be angry. When I entered the door, I bumped into An's mother, who was just about to go out.
"You kid, what are you doing in such a hurry? Slow down, don't you know what your body looks like? He reprimanded.
Slowed down, slowly paced two steps in front of An's mother, and returned to the bedroom. I rummaged through my phone and finally found its traces under a pile of books. I took a slight breath and plugged it in and turned it on.
has been turned on, An Ruo's mobile phone has not been heard, there are children in the dormitory to send words to ensure safety, more Gu Chu calls or text messages.
-----Don't be very close to boys.
-----Why don't you answer my phone, what are you doing?"
-----I'm going to be angry, you haven't heard anything from you for three days.
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An Ruo didn't have the courage to continue pulling down the next words, it was obvious that he was very angry and very angry these days, and he just hung up his phone...
An Ruo shuddered unconsciously, and looked up at the glimmer of light coming in through the window, how could it be cold this day?
Flip to the first position of the call book and press it. After waiting for a few seconds to be answered, An Ruo was a little nervous. This kind of nervousness can only occur when the scores are checked after the college entrance examination, and now it is even more so.
Fortunately, after ringing three times, the phone was picked up, but fortunately he was not angry enough not to answer her call.
"Hey" His voice was already clear and nice, but now the tone was as cold as an ice sculpture.
"Uhhh It's me" An Ruo swallowed, a little apprehensive.
"I know"
"Just hung up on you, sorry. I came out with my friend, and when I went out, I realized that it was for their friendship, and the initiator of this friendship was Chu Hanfei. Don't mind, I'll just stay a while and go home. ”
Gu Chu sat on the sofa, flipping through the Dream of Red Mansions that An Ruo often read, and most of the places were densely packed with notes. Smiled slightly, she was so serious no matter what she did, and it was the same when it came to explaining to him, Gu Chu could hear her nervousness and uneasiness, this kind of care was not obvious enough? If you think about it, the curvature of the corners of your lips is getting bigger and bigger.
couldn't wait for a response from the other end of the phone, An Ruo's hand holding the phone tightened, and he spoke again, a little apprehensive; "You... Is it still there? ”
"yes, I see. I'm sure you'll know how to do it. After a pause, he said; What about lunch? Have you eaten it? ”
An Ruo breathed a sigh of relief, "Well, I ate it." What about you? You promised me that I would take care of myself during my absence. ”
"Yes, it's just that I don't know the taste of the marrow."
"How so?"
The other side of the phone sighed, "How can you have the heart to taste it when you're not around." I really want to have the same home as you, so that I can go to you without any scruples. "The voice was soft, as if whispering in the ear.
An Ruo held the mobile phone, and her ears were slightly feverish.
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In the Gu family's compound, Liao Hanrong, Gu's mother, who was fifty-two years old at the time, walked down from the upper floor with a tray, and saw Gu Chu sitting on the sofa talking to someone on the phone, looking down and flipping through the book, with a gentle smile between his eyebrows. He surprised her a little, she hadn't seen him like this for years, and she almost forgot that he could laugh too.
It's not as cold and alienated as usual, with a warmth, and his expression is full of indulgence and pampering.
Putting the tray on the coffee table, it happened that Gu Chu had just finished talking on the phone and looked at the untouched milk. I looked up and asked, "Daddy still doesn't eat?"
"It's not that you don't know him, and once you concentrate on it, you won't pay attention to other things."
Gu Chu's father, Gu Congming, is sixty-one years old this year, after retiring with the rank of second-class sergeant, he has been idle at home, he became obsessed with fishing last month, and he would go out early with fishing gear every day, and only returned in the evening for a month of poor harvest, and now he is obsessed with playing Tai Chi, and he will practice with the video every day, which is really leisurely and elegant.
Liao Hanrong's eyes rolled around and moved to Gu Chu's side, "Son, were you talking to your girlfriend on the phone just now?" ”
"Hmm" Gu Chu took a sip of water, hooked the corners of his lips, and replied very refreshingly. "I'll bring her to see you next time, you'll love it."
"Really? What kind of girl can still get into my son's eyes, how old is she? Tell your mom about it. The first time I heard from Gu Chu's mouth that he had a girlfriend, Liao Hanrong's heart was very excited, and he chased Gu Chu and asked a lot for a while.
Unable to stand the woman's curiosity, Gu Chu took the book back to the room, "Mom, what about the household registration?" I'll bring her to you later, so let's wait. ”
In the hall downstairs, Liao Hanrong smiled unusually happily, his hands clasped into fists, and he breathed a sigh of relief. It's good, my son doesn't like men, I have to hurry up and worship the gods, thank you for your protection.
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That night, An Ruo unexpectedly had a dream related to Gu Chu, and the two of them went from the prime of life to the age of gray hair, and found a secluded place to enjoy their old age. There are loquat trees planted outside the courtyard, raising these flowers and plants, and the backyard is dedicated to planting vegetables and fruits. "There are only three things I like in this world: the sun, the moon and you. The sun is day, the moon is night, and you are forever. ”
Once I woke up from my dream, I sat up. It is said that the person who dreams of meeting is because he is thinking about you, will you also be unable to sleep at night because you miss me? An Ruo looked out the window at the watery night and thought.