Zhang's father arrived home on time in the middle of this month, and Zhang's mother mentioned what her mother-in-law said, and Zhang's father really agreed, and immediately asked Zhang's mother to reply to her sister-in-law's words.

The nephew mentioned by the sister-in-law is last year's Wu Zhuangyuan, and his father is a concubine who holds the position of Sheshulang. Although the position is low, there are many big people who can see and are well-informed. This is really pie-in-the-sky! How can you not say yes! Women are short-sighted. As for all aspects of character, there is no one who knows more than going south and north. Zhang's father is so happy, he is worried about the marriage of his two daughters, the eldest daughter is married well, and the following daughters have to choose when they say that they are married.

When Zhang Qingwei didn't know, her relatives had already been given by her parents. She was also unaware of the peace of her home, the love of her parents, the joyful life of her sisters, and her infinite longing for him. Just know, with her temperament, she won't say anything, she will only follow her parents' decisions, otherwise, what else can she do! The only thing to worry about is whether the new place is as peaceful as here, and whether it is he who has come to propose.

What if it weren't for him?

She waited eagerly, but as soon as possible! Recently, the family is giving her Zhang Luo's family affairs!

On the day when someone came to the door with a wild goose to propose, several younger sisters scurried around her and took a look behind the screen.

She crept her peek in on the side of the screen, and the man spotted her, staring at each other, and she blushed and shyly ran away. He was indeed the one who came to propose marriage, and he did not fail his promise. That's nice! I really want to get married soon, and life doesn't have to be so difficult!

After the two families agreed, her marriage was finally set on the auspicious day of the eighth day of the lunar month. When the time comes, I will enter Kyoto with the eldest cousin of the high house.

During this period, Zhang's mother no longer let her go out, and let her concentrate on embroidering wedding dresses at home. The affairs of the family were handed over to the third sister who acted out of the way. The second sister is about the same age as her, and she really can't find any suitable family, so she was married by her father to an aspiring poor talent. Xiucai is the only one in the family, his mother left last year, the second sister married in the past, there is no in-law or in-laws or anything, and life is comfortable. This is also what Zhang's father decided after thinking about it for a long time, and Aunt Bian's pillow wind, otherwise, it is really possible for Zhang's father to marry his daughter to the official family and make a side room, especially the second daughter's conduct is good in all aspects, and she is the best candidate to be a side room, which is much better than investing in a poor Xiucai who has no future yet.

The two sisters above are to be married, and they are busy with a lot of things, and the younger sisters below are still young, and the big and small things in the family are handed over to the third sister Xin'er. After the third sister was arrested and took care of the family's affairs, she went to Zhang Qingwei's courtyard to vomit bitterness.

"Big sister, don't you want to get married, okay? Now you and your second sister are going out, and I'm the only one left, so pitiful. ”

"Can't the fourth sister, the fifth sister, and the sixth sister accompany you?" Zhang Qingwei embroidered the wedding dress he wanted to wear when he got married, and when he saw the wedding dress he embroidered himself, he didn't know how to praise himself! Let's see what he can boast about this time. Hearing the words of the third sister, she replied without raising her head.

"They're still young, they don't know anything, they can't play together." Xin'er looked at her three five or six-year-old sisters who were running wildly in the eldest sister's yard, and was a little depressed.

Zhang Qingwei put down the embroidery work in her hand and enlightened her sister: "Aren't you very good at cooking things at home!" In the past, with me and your second sister, in front of you, you could learn nothing. But you can't rely on us all your life, and one day, if we're gone, who are you going to rely on? Plan ahead for everything, and this is also to leave a way for yourself. ”

Xin'er bowed her head and was silent, pondering for a long time. "Why does my daughter's family have to learn to take care of the big and small things in the family, I don't like these at all. I just want to study with my eldest brother and second brother, do learning, and browse the world. No matter how bad it is, it's better for me to go to the shop at home to help, than to stay at home all the time. ”

"Women study just to be sensible. You've read so many books, and you don't know these things! Husbands and children, housekeepers, this is our duty as women.

I see you've read too many books, and your brain is confused. Why don't you look at the women who show up outside all the time, what kind of life they are living, their lives are all in the thoughts of others.

Our family has a humble status, so we don't have to worry about food and clothing, and we don't have to run around for a living. How can you be so blessed and not know how to be blessed? Zhang Qingwei disagreed with her sister's words, and said sharply.

"Do you really think so?" In Zhang Qingwei's mind, a sentence suddenly popped up, and she subconsciously asked, "What did you say?" ”

Xin'er responded puzzled: "I didn't speak!" ”

Zhang Qingwei thought that it might be her own hallucination, "What I just said, do you understand?" ”

"Understood." Xin'er replied in a low voice and got up to leave. "I've been here for a while, and if I don't go out, my mother should look for me again."

"What my sister said just now may be a bit heavy, don't take it to heart. It is not easy for women in this world, we can't change this fact, we can only try our best to make our lives more comfortable. Zhang Qingwei took out the booklet of her past accounts and handed it to Xin'er: "This is a little experience that my housekeeper has summed up, you can use it as a reference." ”

"Well, thank you, sister. I know you're doing it for my good, I know that. Just whining. Xin'er took the booklet, thanked her, and left.

Zhang Qingwei was the only one left in the house for a while, and the maids were all doing their own work outside.

I don't know where the third sister's idea came from, it's really whimsical. Zhang Qing shook her head slightly, put aside these distractions, and continued to do the embroidery work in her hands.

"Is it really that important?"

Another sentence sounded in my head. There was no one else in the room this time, and the sound was indeed ringing in my ears, as if there was a person standing next to me. Zhang Qingwei suddenly thought of ghosts and gods, frightened the six gods, and was about to shout in a panic when the voice sounded again.

"Don't look at it, I'm in your head, you can't see me, and I'm not a ghost." The voice was a cold girl's voice, as if she knew what was going on in her heart.

"Is it really that important?"

The voice in her head asked again, Zhang Qingwei was still a little scared, and called a few people to come in to do the work.

There were too many people, and the voice in her head didn't remember anymore, which made her firmly believe that the owner of the voice was an awe-inspiring existence such as ghosts and gods. If someone is popular, this kind of thing will not dare to start.

After this incident, Zhang Qingwei pestered Zhang's mother to go to the Taoist temple once, wanting to ask for a talisman to come back. And he collected many such miraculous words, and came out to see them.

In the Taoist temple, Zhang Qingwei told the Taoist chief in the Taoist temple about this, and the Taoist chief specially made a yellow talisman for her, folded it into a triangle, and asked her to wear it closely, so that she was at ease.

But it still didn't work, and the voice in her head appeared again, on her way to get married.

"Who are you?"

"Who are you? Why do you keep following me? Do you have any unfulfilled wishes? Zhang Qing replied in a low voice, she thought that this was a female ghost, pestering herself, and letting herself fulfill some wish for her. Isn't that what is written in the Strange Spirits!

"You really don't know who you are? How long are you going to indulge in this life? The voice pretended to be stern, but it sounded soft and cute. Should this female ghost be very young, ten years old? Zhang Qingwei actually had the heart to guess the owner of the voice.

"Addicted?" Zhang Qing was slightly puzzled, "Why should I be addicted!" That's my life, isn't it? ”

"Really? I'll show you the truth. The girl finished and pulled out her soul. She was horrified to find that her body could still move, she could communicate with others, and she watched herself like an outsider. So what did this body do when I didn't know it!

Why, why is this happening, no wonder I have always heard people say some strange things before, and the things I have not done are not considered to be things I have done and said.

"Do you see clearly? You'd better remember who you are? Otherwise, no one can save you. "The girl's voice is much weaker.

The voice never appeared again, and everything, as if she was suffering from her own illness, couldn't stop creeping up in her heart.

Zhang Qingwei, no, I'm not Zhang Qingwei, my name is fake, my existence is also fake, who am I? Why can't I remember my name? Is this the source of my long-standing alienation and strangeness?

So is this world real? Are the people here real?

Zhang's mother's care, the laughter between sisters, the sincere love of the future lover, and the harmony of the whole family do not seem to be fake. Such a warm day, such a beautiful day, has nothing to do with itself.

Because of this, I would rather be paralyzed than think about some obvious problems.