Chapter 23 is a little touching
Drinking the eagerly steaming egg soup, Tong Rui's mood calmed down a little for a while. Man Jia looked at her face for a while, smiled and said, "It's really rare to see you look so ugly now." ”
Tong Rui casually combed the hair next to her ear and said, "Yes, but I can't compare to you when I'm dressing." ”
"You don't have to be like me." Man Jia leaned back on the sofa and said, "Tong Rui, after this time, you can change your mind." Stop chasing those illusory things. Think practically, not better. ”
Tong Rui took the spoon and stared at the egg soup in front of him, and after a while then said softly: "Actually, I never knew what I wanted. Do you remember the ** who used to work with me? He pursued mine. ”
"Yes, yes." Man Jia thought for a while and said, "People are married now." ”
"Yes, yes." Tong Rui said with some frustration: "Actually, he is really a good man, but it's a pity that he is poor." At that time, he was really obedient to me, and he said that as long as I married him, he was willing to pick the stars in the sky for me. But on the same day, I received a star that another woman loved even more. A large diamond. I chose diamonds. ”
"I advised you at that time." Man Jia said softly: "But you said that the other party can't give you what you want." "yes, he really can't give me what I want. But what I want, I don't really know. Do I really want a big house, diamonds, or all kinds of jewelry? I don't know myself, I haven't been unhappy for three years with Fu Ruigang, but I spend most of my time in sadness. Waiting for him every day, hoping that he would come, but he would only come on weekends. If he answered the phone, I would not be able to speak. It's like a stolen pleasure from an unsightly thing. ”
Man Jia blinked, nodded approvingly and said, "In this way, you yourself are clearly aware in your heart, so why, are you still unwilling to leave him?" ”
Tong Rui shook his head: "I don't know either. Perhaps, it's really just getting used to it. I'm used to waiting, I'm used to swiping my card, even if I'm lonely, you see, what I'm wearing and using now, it's all very good. However, women are really restless animals. Sometimes I say to myself, I can buy a lot of things now, what more could I ask for, why should I force the last thing I get, feelings? ”
Manjia's lips moved, but in the end he didn't say anything. In fact, since becoming friends with Tong Rui, she has always felt sorry for Tong Rui and is angry. However, everyone's choices are different, and she has no right to interfere with other people's choices. It's just that she has never recognized Tong Rui's emotional outlook.
"Man Jia, you know what, I really envy you. In fact, our families are almost the same, ordinary working families. You're prettier than I am. When I was with you, do you know how many men came to me to inquire about your situation, but your attitude has always been very good, and you have done a good job with every man. I really admire you. Maybe you're more of a strong woman. And me, I just want to be a little woman. Love fantasy, fantasize about the appearance of my real Prince Charming, give me a beautiful castle. Just spoil me and love me. In this way, I also missed a lot of men who were not princes, and even if I had regrets in my heart, I would still abandon them if I was given another chance. I am such a woman. ”
Man Jia couldn't help but say, "You have seen it very thoroughly. ”
Tong Rui glanced at Man Jia before saying, "That's because my time is spent thinking." I don't have a job, my daily entertainment is thinking. Thinking about life, thinking about my life, about my future. ”
"Oh?" Man Jia raised her eyebrows, this look was a little ridiculous, but Tong Rui didn't mind: "What did you think about?" What is the conclusion? ”
Tong Rui sighed faintly and said, "Maybe I should really find an ordinary person to marry." Man Jia smiled and said, "That's a good idea. Like me and Zimo, we don't listen to it now, and we are not rich and expensive, but we also have houses and cars. When repaying the loan, even if it is very hard, but when I think that it is two people working together, even if it is bitter, it is sweet. ”
Tong Rui pursed his mouth and said: "Actually, Man Jia, to be honest, I think you and Chen Zimo, the two of you may not be very happy." ”
"What do you mean? When you are jealous, you start to say nothing? Man Jia said with a straight face.
"It's not that I said, I think your Chen Zimo is too unpursued. You're almost the man of your family now, you're raising a family, and you're almost all paying back the loans. You are under pressure many times more than he doesn't know. Aren't you sad? ”
Man Jia was stunned for a moment, and there seemed to be some soreness in his heart. Looking at Tong Rui's eyes, she couldn't answer quickly, she wanted to say, no, I don't care, even if it's hard, I feel happy. But why, I feel that I still have a self in my heart that wants to cry, she is protesting to herself, no, I am really tired, I am not happy.
"Man Jia, I know my love life is a mess." Tong Rui sighed, then looked at Man Jia and said, "But I think you should also be careful." If you continue like this, there will be problems in your love life. ”
"But I didn't dislike ······" Man Jia said halfway through and covered his mouth, disgusted? She actually used this word to describe her attitude towards Chen Zimo.
Tong Rui looked at Man Jia clearly, and then sighed a little blankly: "Man Jia, why are our sisters' feelings so entangled." I can't find my white horse, and for you, Chen Zimo, can't stop you at all. As the ancestors said, the door is right, and it is a good match. Sure enough, that's the truth. I should find a man who is now unemployed, poor, and will weave a grassroots fairy tale for me. ”
"Okay, Tong Rui, don't say it." Man Jia stood up suddenly, and then said lightly: "Tong Rui, you can take a good rest, I still have something to do." Forget what should be forgotten, and live a good life, horses can't meet, you can meet a mule, even if you really can't, you can meet a donkey, similar, but more real. I'll go first, and I'll come over tomorrow to get you to the hospital. ”
The door was closed, Tong Rui was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing, this Manjia, really, what kind of mule, donkey, people obviously want a white horse. But thinking about it, the circles under my eyes were red, and I was a little moved······