Chapter 41: Love is deep and righteous
The star fruit blushed all the way, and it was a little better when it arrived in Xia Mansion.
When I saw Xana again, she still kept the same way they left, but the clothes on her body had changed, and she thought she was vomiting blood again.
The maid cautiously walked over and called her, "Hasn't Miss had lunch yet?" Today there is your favorite red ginseng pigeon soup, would you like to take a sip? ”
She went to warm the pigeon soup on the table, but found that the soup was already cold, and when she looked at the stove, the carbon in it had long since turned to ashes.
"Forget it, don't eat it yet, she looks like this, I guess she doesn't have the interest in eating."
Carambola stopped the busy maid Xiaocui and ordered: "You go to the door and keep guard, don't let others in, I have something to say to your young lady." ”
Xiao Cui also understood that the letter could not be known to others, so she nodded obediently and withdrew.
Carambola closed the doors and windows, sat down next to Xia Na with an embroidered stool, looked at her and said, "If you toss yourself like this, aren't you afraid that Qiao Ping will be distressed?" Even if he wrote the letter with great emotion, you should know that it was not his heart. ”
Xia Na's empty eyes were still out of focus, and she didn't react to star fruit's words.
"I know you're listening, and I know you're looking forward to hearing from Qiao Ping again. I have in my hand his letter to you, and if you want to read it, I will give it to you now. ”
Hearing that there was still a letter coming, her already pale face became more and more gloomy: "You take it, I don't want to look at it, don't look at it again." ”
As he spoke, tears flowed.
She was afraid, afraid of seeing Qiao Ping's ruthlessness again, afraid of seeing her sweetheart again. She didn't have the strength to live anymore, so why force her again, so that she couldn't find an excuse to warm herself until she died?
"It's not what you think, Qiao Ping's letter will never be what you think."
Carambola grabbed her shoulders and handed the letter to her: "You take a look, look at it and you will understand." The last time I wrote to you was in front of my parents, in front of them, what can he say to you? What does he dare to say to you? ”
After not eating for a long time, Xana has no strength at all. She couldn't struggle with the carambola, but shook her head with all her strength. Refused with all his might.
She and Qiao Ping have been engaged for four years, and if he really had her in his heart, he would have married her a long time ago.
Carambola was afraid that she would be excited, so she didn't dare to force her too much. She let go of Xana and sat back on the embroidery stool.
"If you don't want to bother to read it, I'll read it to you. How much presumptuous in the middle, but also look at Haihan. ”
She read the letter as soon as she read it, even if Xana covered her ears.
"Nana, see the letter. When I heard of your suffering, I couldn't sit still, and my heart burned with anxiety. The last reply, the words are not my sincerity, and the family is kind......"
Star fruit watched Xana's expression as she read it, and her hand covering her ears became looser and looser. Hearing the sentence 'I don't regret the gradual widening of the belt, and I will make people haggard for Yi', Shana's tears flowed.
Carambola continued to read, reading the affection between the lines, the helplessness outside the words, and reading 'There are no words and tears, and the bowels are forbearant and reviewed? Her nose was sour; Reading 'all kinds of square inches, only hate, who speaks with the veins', the tears of star fruit also rolled down.
She said: "In every inch, what can he not scruple about?" offended the prefect, what should he do; annoyed the Xia family, what should he do? There are also Qiao's parents, who gave birth to him and raised him, can he have no scruples? ”
"It's just a letter, a letter that had to be written according to the will of others after being bumped into by your parents, are you so serious? You toss yourself so much and belittle yourself, how will Qiao Ping deal with himself after learning about it? ”
Xana burst into tears, she had no strength, and her cry whimpered and pierced people's hearts.
"After four years of getting along, you should have trust in him. If he is the kind of hard-hearted and cold-blooded person, how could he be willing to save you in the first place, how could he promise to marry you? ”
Carambola looked at her distressedly and patted her shoulder gently: "Give yourself a chance, give Qiao Ping a chance." If you really run out of oil and run out of lights, he is worried about a life in his heart, how can he live with peace of mind in the future? ”
Xana cried with all her strength, and she threw herself into the carambola's arms, clutching her neck and crying. She wanted to cry her grievances and cry out her depression.
After a long time, she no longer had the strength to cry, and finally stopped.
"I'll look at this letter!"
She took the letterhead from the carambola, and looked at Qiao Ping's handwriting on it, so she pressed the letter to her chest, and tears poured up again.
"I have no regrets about knowing that he has me in his heart before he dies." She pressed the letter to her chest and pressed it again: "Thank you! ”
Star fruit shook her head: "Your body is not to the extent of deterioration, as long as you are willing to take good supplements and eat well, it won't take long to get better." ”
Xia Na smiled weakly, shook her head lightly and said, "If I provoked that bastard An Zhiyuan, where can I still live?" I couldn't bear to drag him down when Qiao Ping was ruthless, he was affectionate and righteous to me, how could I drag him into the quagmire? ”
"It's powerful to settle down, but it doesn't necessarily mean that there is no way." Carambola took her hand and persuaded her heartily: "As long as Qiao Pingken insists, the Qiao family will not ......"
"You don't understand!"
"I understand!" Carambola interrupted strongly, looked at her eyes seriously and said, "You are afraid that the Qiao family will provoke the Prefect of An, and you are afraid that Qiao Ping will suffer because of you." Therefore, you didn't expect Qiao Ping to save you in the first place, and you wrote to him just to seek a little warmth, but to prove that you also have people who care about someone to maintain. ”
"You don't even dare to die, just die, aren't you afraid that An Zhiyuan will be angry with Qiao Ping? You vomited blood one by one, dragged and dragged to death, and if you said it, it was tuberculosis, and An Zhiyuan couldn't blame the Qiao family if he was not convinced. ”
Xana looked at her in amazement, her face full of horror.
Carambola sighed and clenched her hand: "Don't think about death easily, fight for a while, wait for a while, maybe there will be a turnaround tomorrow." ”
Xia Na still looked at the star fruit, there was a little expectation in her eyes, but more despair and helplessness.
"I know that you don't want to be a concubine, even if you are a concubine, you don't want to serve An Zhiyuan's scoundrel. But even if you want to die, it shouldn't be now. When it's really hopeless, can't you really die when you really have to serve him? If the hairpin is pierced into the heart, you can't live, and you can die at any time? ”
The expectation in her eyes was a little heavier, and she looked at the star fruit timidly and asked hesitantly: "Qiao Ping, does he really have me in his heart?" ”
Star fruit nodded: "Didn't you read the letter he gave you?" You should know the meaning between the lines better than I do. ”
When she said this, star fruit didn't dare to look at Xia Na's eyes, and her heart fluttered and wanted to jump out.
Fortunately, Xana didn't stare at her, and when it came to the letter, she was engrossed in reading the letter in her hand, crying for a while, and laughing sweetly for a while.
When she put the letter down again, Xia Na's eyes lit up frighteningly, and she said, "Star fruit, I listen to you." No matter what the outcome is, I'm going to have to fight for it. If it really doesn't work out in the end, I'll go and serve that beast, as long as I get it, I won't be too embarrassed Qiao Ping. ”
Wait, that brute......
Thinking about the origin of the letter, star fruit's heart also skipped: Qiao Ping, if you fail such a loving woman, you will definitely regret it, you will definitely regret it.
Xia Na called Xiao Cui in: "Heat up the rice, I want to eat." ”
Xiaocui was so happy that tears came down, she glanced at the star fruit gratefully, and went out happily with the food.
After she had eaten, the star fruit carefully checked her pulse: "Keep your mood comfortable, take supplements carefully, and it won't take long to get better." ”
"I don't want to be so fast!" Xia Na looked at the star fruit pleadingly: "Just because I was sick, An Zhiyuan was not busy carrying me into the house." If you know I'm fine, I'm afraid I can't wait. ”
Star fruit thought carefully for a moment, and after considering the recipe, he said: "I understand, when you think about it, your tuberculosis will be better." ”
She whispered in her ear, and then smiled softly at her: "As long as you keep it secret, no one will find out about it." ”
Xia Na's hanging heart relaxed slightly, she glanced at the star fruit gratefully, thought for a moment and then said, "I want to ask you to bring a letter to Qiao Ping, is it okay?" ”
It was almost impossible to bring it to Qiao Ping, but it was okay to let Qiao An help reply first.
Carambola nodded stubbornly: "Okay, you can write." ”
The letter was quickly written, and Xana bowed deeply when she handed it to the star fruit: "Please be sure to bring it, and be sure to let him open it himself." It's my life! ”
The star fruit reached out and pinched it, but it didn't make anything special.
When she handed the letter to Joan and asked Joan to reply as soon as possible, she realized that she had brought over a huge problem.
The letterhead was wrapped in half an old ginkgo leaf, and there was only a simple line on the letterhead: "If you are truly pleased with me, you must have saved the other half of the leaf." If you just pity me and don't want to lose my life, then let it go and don't bother again.
The only thing I can call the shots now is this cheap life. The only thing that can be preserved is what little dignity remains. Don't let me serve that beast in order to spare my life. When the day comes, I won't be able to live, even if I die, I won't be able to die. ”
Joan handed the letter to the star fruit along with the dried leaves, and there was a deep embarrassment between her eyebrows: "I have to reply tomorrow, and the time is too hasty." ”
After reading it, Carambola also sighed: "Miss Xia is also exquisite, your brother ......."
She didn't accuse Qiao Ping again, she knew Qiao An's difficulties, Qiao Ping's difficulties. In one night, it is not certain whether Qiao Ping can be convinced, let alone assess the risk of offending the An and Xia families.
Star fruit looked at Qiao Ann with blank eyes, hoping that he could have a way to do both.
Maybe it's the best way to withdraw now, after all, it's not about Joan, let alone star fruit. But isn't the reason why people are human beings because they have compassion and have a bottom line and principles? If you can indifferently watch others succumb to death, what is the difference between it and animals?
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