186. Ending
Lu Yao moved out of the house where she and Lu Han lived.
She was afraid that if she thought about it a little longer, she would hesitate for a while and let her hard-earned determination slip away, so it was almost lightning fast.
She lived in the bachelor apartment before Yi Hanzhi - he left the key to Lu Yao before leaving, and Lu Yao has been cherishing the key for so many years - subconsciously she has always kept what Yi Hanzhi left her.
Maybe something is really destined.
No matter how much Lu Yao deceived himself and ignored his thoughts about Yi Hanzhi, he finally lost to his heart. Her heart tells her to be selfish, to pursue your lover, to pursue your own happiness.
So she ran away, and even moved out of that house, not daring to see Lu Han again. She was afraid that as soon as she saw Lu Han's sad eyes, she would forget everything.
......
Time passed day by day, Lu Yao took a long leave from B University and embarked on a journey around the world to find people - she asked the two old men of the Yi family, and found that Yi Hanzhi really played so hard this time, and he didn't let anyone know where he was!
In fact, if the forces of the Yi family were mobilized to search for Yi Hanzhi's whereabouts with all their might, they would find it sooner or later. But Lu Yao felt that since the male god deliberately concealed his whereabouts, he wanted to let himself go to him in person. So she declined the help of Yi Tian and Yi Qingcang, and embarked on the journey alone.
He'd been waiting for him for so many years, so what did it matter if she went looking for him?
......
Here, Wen Zitao also got some news and came to Lu Yi's office. It's lunch break, and Lu didn't rest, but took a book to read. He watched intently, and he didn't even notice Wen Zitao coming in.
Wen Zitao feels that this is one of the advantages of his brother Lu - he has been alone for a long time, he always knows what he should do, and he will not be lonely and bored, and he will be empty.
He crept up to him, looked at his side face, and thought wildly. Now I look handsome, quiet like a painting, so what about in the future, what to do when I get old.
Wen Zitao sketched a little, a seventy or eighty-year-old arrogant old man, full of gray hair, and he didn't have anything to say when he opened his mouth, but because he had achieved high achievements when he was young, the people around him dared to be angry and didn't dare to speak......
It seems kind of scary. The perverted old man murderer in European and American movies is like this.
Wen Zitao broke away from his imagination and said softly, "Brother Lu."
Lu Yi only then realized his existence, raised his eyebrows and said lightly: "What?" Come to me at this time, what's going on?"
Wen Zitao hesitated, but still told him about the dynamics of Lu Yao and Lu Han's seemingly "breakup", as well as Lu Yao's going abroad.
Lu Yi listened faintly, his eyes as deep as ink. Seeing that he didn't speak, Wen Zitao was curious: "Brother Lu, don't you have any ideas?" Don't you want to go to Lu Yao"--She and Lu Han finally separated, what a good opportunity to take advantage of the void!
Lu Yi pursed his lips, his eyes were cold, as if he was looking into the distance, and it seemed to be nothingness.
It's not that I don't want to look for you, but I don't dare to look for you. I am afraid to know your pain and I am afraid to know your joy. Because all of this has nothing to do with me.
Since Lu Han came back, Lu Yi has not contacted Lu Yao once. He was afraid that he would see the two of them love each other...... It will be unbearable.
When Lu Yao and Yi Hanzhi were together before, he had already been injured once, and now he will do it again...... He couldn't take it. So simply out of sight is pure.
The person you really love wants to have even if you look at it again.
Even if they are not together in the end, the people who have loved with their lives cannot be forgotten. That's the person who has been thinking about it countless days and nights, accompanying you through spring, summer, autumn and winter one after another.
There is no one like you again, and I can't ask for it, let alone give it up.
Wen Zitao saw that Lu Ye was in a bad mood, and knew that he seemed to have said something that he shouldn't have said again, so he hurriedly changed the topic: "By the way, Brother Lu, you are going to the evening drinking party, right?" It is said that a lot of novelties have been prepared for this drinking party, and many young ladies will go there, so let's go and have a good time~ Brother Lu, what do you like and what do you want to do?"
Lu Yi was silent, his expressionless face was still so cool.
What do you like to do? It doesn't seem to matter.
Whether he inherits the Lu clan or is alone, it is not bad for him now. Ability and ambition, both of which he used to have, but since reuniting with Lu Yao, the latter seems to have disappeared completely.
In the end, Lu Yi said an unbelievable thing:
"What I want is not Lu for a long time."
Wen Zitao was stunned, and suddenly felt that his nose was a little sour.
Everyone says that you deserve to be alone and desolate, but in fact, no one understands your affection.
He cheered up, clenched his fists and said, "Brother Lu, you are also a big boss, tell me about your mate selection criteria, I promise to find you a satisfactory partner!"
Lu Yi originally wanted to refuse, but thinking that if he refused, Wen Zitao would definitely keep dwelling on this issue, so he said casually: "170 tall, long legs, white skin, big waves, good-looking, enchanting, explosive temper, high force value, rich and capricious, probably that's all."
Wen Zitao: "......" He was silent for a while, and then hesitated, "Brother Lu, how come you seem to be more and more like a person the more you hear it......
Lu Yi was also stunned. He just said a bunch of conditions completely subconsciously, but now that he thinks about it carefully, it seems that he is looking for it according to Lu Yao's standards...... Damn it!
Some people can't say what's good, but no one can replace them. If it weren't for her, everyone would be compromised, and he would never have compromised.
Lu Yi has long been dead. He had long understood that it was impossible for Lu Yao and himself - he had always understood. It's just that......
It's just that a thousand can't be worth one, and I'm willing.
Later, as I thought about it more and more, even the deepest wounds became scabs, and the whole heart, which was blurred with flesh and blood, became hard stones. Occasionally, I felt a bitter coldness in my chest, but I never felt pain again.
At that time, I didn't understand the road, who is good to recklessly in this life, there can only be one time, this time is the purest and most complete, who loves, does not mean that who is inferior.
He was no longer afraid of twilight, for Lu Yao had casually comforted him by saying that before arriving at each morning, it would take a long night. As long as you survive the darkness, you will usher in the light.
"I'm only afraid, at the end of the night, without you."
Wen Zitao didn't speak again, and Lu Yi just looked out of the glass window in a daze. His fingers were cold and unwarm, like his heart.
...... You are the person I have struggled with, given up and regretted, but still loves and loves you very much.
......
Time flies and flies.
Lu Yao, who has been wandering abroad for nearly half a year, suddenly received news from Yingxi one day - the two of them are very Buddhist, they can not contact each other for a year, or they can chat until the middle of the night after contacting, and they are very satisfied with this kind of Buddhist friendship.
Suddenly, Lu Yao was quite surprised to receive news from Yingxi. She took out her mobile phone and saw that Lu Yao sent a photo.
Lu Yao's eyes widened.
The photo is a small shop with exquisite decoration, and on the flower stand swing at the entrance of the store sits a stunning young man with cold eyebrows, and his temperament is indifferent and noble. He drank a cup of milk tea, and there was another cup on the high vine trellis next to him.
The boy looked at the lavender fields in the distance, calm and serene. So familiar eyebrows...... Lu Yao's eyes suddenly moistened.
On the other side, looking at the slightly lonely figure in the sunset, Ying Xi was both happy and a little sad. Happily, she happened to meet the boy Lu Yao had been looking for, and the sad thing was that this person seemed to be a white flame......
Yi Hanzhi will eventually wait for Lu Yao, and Bai Yan ...... But I'll never be able to wait for her.
I'm sorry.
......
The highest state of love is not taking, but waiting silently. If you put all the time into waiting, then the whole world is lonely.
Yi Han has been here for a long time, and the years seem to pass slowly and fleetingly. His mood has changed from the expectation at the beginning, to the loss and anger later, and then to the complete indifference now, and he has become accustomed to it.
It doesn't matter if you're by my side or on the horizon. Thinking of you in the corner of the world, the world has become gentle and stable.
The name of this bubble tea shop is "only you" - as long as you - as long as - away. Yi Hanzhi fulfilled Lu Yao's casual proposal and opened such a milk tea shop in the romantic lavender field - everything in the store was made by him, and only 10 cups of milk tea were provided every day, which was prepared by Yi Hanzhi himself.
Lavender's Words: Waiting for Love. Yi Hanzhi is also waiting for his love.
It is worth mentioning that Xiaomei, who was brought over by Yi Hanzhi at the beginning, was the pot of black plants, which was still in its original state a few years ago, but in the last two days, it has begun to grow and bloom, and it has not been completely transformed until today. The black fades, and the whole flower shines with incredible beauty.
Yi Hanzhi looked at Xiaomei, who had suddenly bloomed after so many years, and had a faint premonition in his heart. But this hunch was quickly extinguished by him - after all, he had been waiting for it for too long, and he didn't want to experience the feeling of disappointment to despair again.
Let it be. After all, life still has to go on~
Then--
"Jingle Bell"
The wind chimes hanging at the door ring, heralding the arrival of guests. Yi Hanzhi, who was drinking milk tea by himself in the booth, casually raised his head and looked over, and then saw the person he had been thinking about for a long time.
The girl dragged her suitcase in the dust, but she looked at him with a smile and tenderness. It seems that he laughed too hard, and there were tears in his eyes. She opened her mouth:
"I'm sorry I'm late."
The corners of Yi Hanzhi's mouth hooked, and his eyes were infinitely gentle. He heard himself say:
"It's okay."
The setting sun gilds the delicate cottage, and the afterglow of the setting sun shines on the boys and girls who have been reunited after a long absence. The distance between them didn't look close, but it felt as if they were gone.
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