Xu Yi looked at Xu Yi and was still unmoved, took Xu Yi's hand and came to the study, Xu Yi stood at the door, Xu Yi squatted under the desk, dragged out a box from under the desk, and took a lot of effort to move it to the table, took out the diary in the box in order, and placed it on the table.

"Brother, come and see, you'll know after you see it."

Xu Yi was pulled by Wishing to sit at the desk, Wishing opened the diary and put it in Xu Yi's hand: "Brother, look." ”

Xu Yi knew that this was Xu's mother's diary, and subconsciously didn't overdo it, he didn't have the habit of looking at other people's privacy.

Wishing put the diary on the table, took another chair on the side, stood on the chair, held it in front of Xu Yi, Xu Yi just didn't look at it, Wishing had no way to hold the diary himself, read aloud beside Xu Yi, but unfortunately it was all Chinese, Xu's mother used more esoteric words, Wishing didn't know a few words, the meaning of the whole text was not understood, and the broken sentences were always broken in strange places.

Xu Yi covered his ears and could hear the sound of wishing to read the diary, Xu's father was listening at the door and was amused by the pronunciation of the wish from time to time, Xu Yi heard the sound and looked out of the door, Xu's father immediately put away his smile, entered the door and took away the wish: "I took him away, you look at it slowly here." ”

Xu Yi looked at the diary written by Xu's mother over the years in the study alone, there was a lot of content about him, so much so that Xu Yi didn't want to read it page by page, word by word, there was her sadness, pain, helplessness, regret, and his suffering over the years, these years of difficulty, he didn't want to think about it anymore, just looked at her diary in recent months, some places in the diary in the last few days were blurred by tears, and some parts of the paper were also crumpled.

He can feel Xu's mother's apology, but he still can't get over the difficulties in his heart, he can be relieved of everything in the past, but forgive her and live with her, he still needs time, maybe a year, maybe three years, five years, ten years, twenty years..., the only thing that is certain is that it will not be now.

Xu Yi finished reading the diary, sorted out the diary, put it back in its place, closed the door of the study, and returned to the room prepared for him by Xu's mother, where Xu's father and Xu Yuan waited for him to come back.

"Are you still going back?" , Father Xu looked at Xu Yi's face that couldn't see his face clearly.

"Hmm."

Wishing ran to Xu Yi's side, looked up at Xu Yi and asked, "Brother, have you read the diary?" ”

Xu Yi held the hand that made a wish: "I watched it, but my brother still has to go back, don't worry, I will come back to see you when my brother is on vacation." ”

"However, I want to see you every day and live with you, or you will take me away." , made a wish and cried.

"I promise you, I'll come back to see you often, but I can't stay here and give me some time to relax, okay? You can video with me every day, send me messages often, I won't take you back, you're here with them. ”

Make a wish: "I... Can I refuse? ”

"No, make a wish, if you do this again, I will be angry", Xu Yi looked at the pouting wish, shook his head, and his tone was a little hard.

Xu Yuan had to nod, Xu Father knew that Xu Yi had already made concessions, and it might be counterproductive for him to force Xu Yi again: "It's Sunday night over there, when will you go back?" I'll book you a ticket. ”

"Tomorrow morning, when I get home, it should be early in the morning, sleep and just get up to school, and in the afternoon I will go out for a walk and buy some Christmas gifts for He Chuan and them."

Wishing heard that Xu Yi was going out for a walk, "Brother, can you take me with you?" I'm afraid you're lost in Amsterdam. ”