Chapter 14: Expressing Affection and Commitment to Sirius
After the rain, the sky was clear, a colorful bridge was erected on the horizon in the distance, and the rising sun in the east slowly emerged, sprinkling the brilliance of a room, the sunlight was a little dazzling, An Ruo subconsciously reached out to block it, and the light warmed An Ruo's eyebrows. Knowing that sitting down like this would not help, he got up.
The most striking thing in the living room is a whole side of bookshelves embedded in the wall, which are filled with a dazzling array of all kinds of books, although he told himself not to be allowed to enter the study, but there are so many books that he will not be bored, climb the bookshelf by the book ladder, and see a beautifully packaged "Dream of Red Mansions" in the thick original book of law, it looks like some years, but the owner of the book is very precious to it, there is no damage and creases at all.
An Ruo took it down the book ladder, opened the title page, and someone wrote some of it with a pen, the font was beautiful, and it was seen that it was from the hand of a girl, because of the long time, the handwriting was a little dim, but it could still be seen - Gu Qinchai on March 15, 2004.
Zero four years? It is really rare to keep a book that I bought ten years ago and have it now. But who is Gu Qin? She is also surnamed Gu, is she a family member? Why haven't you heard of it before? But I think I've heard of this name somewhere...... An Ruo planted a seed of doubt in her heart.
I made a pot of flower tea for myself, sat on the tatami mat, and began to look through it. The sun shines on the body, quiet and serene, and the occasional breeze blows in the ears when the window is open, with the fragrance of rainy flowers, fresh and good. For a moment, there was only the sound of the pages turning.
An Ruo was extremely focused on reading, as if she hadn't finished reading a book, and the sky had nothing to do with her. In this way, An Ruo sat from morning to noon and from noon to early dusk, and the room was a little dim without turning on the lights, so An Ruo got up and turned on the lights for himself, and sat back again.
When Gu Chu came back from outside, he saw such a scene - the girl sat sideways on the tatami mat, looked down at the book in her hand, let the broken hair fall from her forehead, and didn't care about it, her eyes stared at the book quietly, and when she saw the funny place, the corners of her mouth were curved into a beautiful arc, her side face was clear, her smile was shallow, and she was as beautiful as a painting.
Probably because he looked at it too seriously, even the sound of him opening the door and walking in didn't alarm her, and Gu Chu didn't plan to call her, just sat on the sofa next to him, his eyes shining. As if sensing that someone was looking at her, An Ruo raised her head without warning, facing Gu Chu's deep eyes.
An Ruo put down the book and coughed a little unnaturally, "When did you come back?" Sitting there for a long time, why didn't she remind her, frowning slightly, a little annoyed that she hadn't discovered his existence earlier.
Looking at the change in the expression on An Ruo's face, Gu Chu's eyes were slightly deep, he didn't answer her question, and said with a light smile, "Are you hungry?" ”
After he asked, An Ruo realized that he hadn't eaten anything since the morning, and touched his stomach, as if he was really a little hungry. Looking up, he answered, "Well, sort of." ”
"What about the medicine, have you ever taken it?" The tone is light.
"No... Yes"
"Where's lunch, what's the meal?"
“.......”
"What did you do all day?" Gu Chu frowned, she didn't know how to take care of herself so much, and there was implied blame in her eyes.
"Look...... The book "An Ruo has a little weak heart, almost unheard.
Sighing slightly, some resignation to the kitchen, his kitchen has not been on fire since it was renovated, yesterday was the first time, worried that this little girl was malnourished, fortunately, the nurse at home is quite responsible, although the kitchen is not used, the ingredients in the refrigerator are changed once a week, and they are not afraid of no ingredients.
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On the sofa, Gu Chu stared at An Ruo after taking the medicine and handed her a bag of things, "I don't have any ladies here, I'm worried that you will be inconvenient, so I asked your roommate to clean up your change of clothes,"
"Roommates? Which one? An Ruo was a little worried that if it was Su Su, it was estimated that her affairs in Gu Chu's house would be rendered into various versions.
"It's the one with a round face, and the one I remember seems to be called Su Su."
Finish! Egg! Finish!
An Ruo was discouraged, and there was a feeling of wanting to jump into the river.
"What? Don't dare let them know you're with me? Gu Chu's tone was light, and his eyes were dark.
"It's not" Although An Ruo doesn't care what others think, and he doesn't have a taboo about what happens when a teacher-student relationship, but is this a love now? What if she misunderstood......
An Ruo lowered his eyes, raised his head again and asked solemnly, "What is our relationship now?" "It's not like a teacher, a student, it's not like a couple.
Hearing this, Gu Chu's eyes lit up like waves, and he said lightly, "What do you think we look like?" Playing with An Ruo's hair in his hand, he circled little by little, and got close to smell the light fragrance of her hair.
"I don't know" An Ruo lowered her head and whispered, a little nervous about someone's approach, her fingers kept stirring together, didn't he know how ambiguous his action was?
Putting down the hair in his hand, he reached out and put his hand around An Ruo's shoulder, and whispered in her ear, "Do you know this?" ”
Feeling his breath spray on her neck, An Ruo's ears were red, her breathing was disordered, and she couldn't think normally.
"I... It's not very clear. ”
Pulling her away, her thin lips slowly approached and gently took her lips, and her mouth exuded a faint scent of grass, which made people confused and intoxicated. At this moment, it was as if everything in heaven and earth had disappeared, leaving only the two of them.
The thin lips left in just a moment, and Gu Chu smiled lightly, "Don't you understand this?" ”
An Ruo touched the lips that had been kissed by her, it was extremely hot, and her heartbeat had long since lost its rhythm. "Understood... Got it. His face turned into a ball in an instant, his hands clutched the clothes on his chest tightly, and he hurriedly took out a few pills from his trouser pocket and swallowed them quickly. Gu Chu was a little stunned when he saw this situation for the first time, and after a few minutes, An Ruo's heartbeat gradually calmed down, but he didn't dare to look at him, for fear that what he would see was Gu Chu's disgusted eyes.
After a long time, when she thought that she would be disgusted by Gu Chu from now on, his voice with a little concern came from above her head, "It seems that I can't irritate you too much in the future, my girlfriend." ”
Looking up at him in disbelief, "Aren't you afraid?" ”
"Since I love you, I will naturally tolerate everything about you, including your illness. In my opinion, only the loss of you will scare me, and nothing else" The tone was as calm and light as usual.
An understatement, but like a boulder thrown into An Ruo's heart, it set off stormy waves. He said that he loved her, that he couldn't lose her, that he didn't care about his illness, which may not be a big deal in the eyes of others, but for An Ruo, it weighed a thousand pounds. An Ruo has had a heart attack since she was a child, she has never been in physical education class, she has ever exercised, in other classmates, when she is playing and playing, she can only watch from the side, she can't do anything, every time she changes grades, the teacher will tell the whole class again, be careful of her body. Over time, she naturally didn't have any friends around her, no one was born so indifferent, and everything was affected. So he won't understand how inferior he is, and he won't understand how much this sentence means to her.
An Ruo wouldn't know how much this sentence would affect her now, and how much it would hurt her in the future.
And at this moment, An Ruo looked at him with moist eyes, Gu Chu looked down at her and said, "So are you willing to be my girlfriend?" Although I can't guarantee how romantic and grand we will be, it will be a long time. You told me before that you like to watch Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban because you like Sirius, and I can promise you that in the future, I will also give you a home like Sirius, and I will not let your heart be displaced again, so you can put your heart with me, and I will protect her. Meaning is pointed, his voice is slightly hoarse, and his eyes are soft. After finishing speaking, he didn't urge her to give an answer quickly, just looked at her quietly and stroked his head lovingly.
Harry potter? She didn't seem to have told him that....... An Ruo thought about it, yes, she had said that when they first met, she only mentioned it lightly, but she didn't expect him to remember it. It turns out that he has already recognized her, but he has kept silent, what a villain!
An Ruo smiled, smiled brightly, and reached out to hug him. Need to say more, she didn't want much in the first place, and he was just one from beginning to end, and he was already deep in the mud from the first time he saw him, and then he just fell deeper and deeper. Since you can't hide from it, then accept it head-on.
Gu Chuhui hugged her waist, kissed her hair, and gradually let go of the heart she was carrying, although she didn't move her face just now, her heart was still nervous, and she would be worried about what would happen if she refused to accept him, but fortunately, the result was good.