Chapter 110: Small Talk
But no matter what you say, it's too late now, and I just feel that he and her have to make themselves very uncomfortable in front of themselves.
But what can I do? In the end, he can only endure it, he feels happy, how can he interfere with and destroy his happiness! The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt, and it just so happened that Bai Jiang resigned at this time and gently patted him on the shoulder from behind.
Bai Jiangci didn't know anything about his heart, and only thought that he was trapped by the past. Bai Chuzhong turned around and saw that it was Bai Jiangci, the light in his eyes lit up, and he only felt that the person he wanted to see at this moment was by his side at the moment, isn't this a beautiful scenery, a pleasure!
But how could he come out out of nowhere? "Senior brother, why did you come out and not accompany Miss Poria?"
"I see, you should be with you the most at this moment! What's the matter, I didn't look right when I saw you eating, and I left the table in a hurry after eating, I went to your room to look for you, and you weren't there, but you came here alone, why are you sad! Bai Jiangci held his shoulder, and the two of them walked towards the way back.
"I just think of some of the past and feel regretful, and I don't know the specifics, in short, my heart feels like I've lost something." Chu Zhong's tone was slight, and he couldn't help but sigh again and again halfway through speaking.
"Let him pass the past! If we cling to the past and don't let go, how can we have the opportunity to grasp the future! Chu Zhong, you grew up with me, you are not such a sentimental person! Jiang Ci's words also brought a bit of maturity, which was another change since he found his love.
Chu Zhong remembered it very carefully, and was amazed at this small change.
"You're right." But not everyone can let go of it! You have flowers like jade around you, how can you still think of the side by side of the year, you have today's beauty on the side, red sleeves add fragrance, naturally you will not remember to laugh and talk hand in hand, toast elegantly.
Chu Zhong was silent, he didn't understand these truths, but if he understood it, he seemed to be too serious, and if he didn't understand, he would feel ruthless and unrighteous. It's better than the pain now, it's better than the tangled now, that's it, it's all right!
I only heard Jiang Ci's comfort along the way, and every sentence was very reasonable, which made people unbearable to refute, but it always seemed weak, because who doesn't understand the big truth? It's just that the little emotions are difficult to control, in the final analysis, he is the only one who has fallen from beginning to end, and Jiang Ci is just a bystander!
He's so stupid! Chu Zhong looked at Jiang Ci, who was trying hard to comfort him, and thought to himself. But it's good to be stupid, so you don't have to worry about things.
As soon as he walked into the courtyard, Poria was already waiting for Jiang Ci there, Jiang Ci said hello to Chu Zhong and passed, the two of them smiled and smiled, and the other party in their eyes seemed to be coming from the light.
Chu Zhong watched silently, and when he saw this excited and surprised look, he felt that he seemed to be happy, and he didn't have to bother, so he turned around and took his sleeve back to the room. Leave loneliness to yourself.
"Chu Zhong he, it's okay!" Poria asked cautiously with a smile and kindness, Jiang Ci nodded, but he always seemed to feel unhappy in his heart, even if he had comforted him for so long.
He didn't tell Poria about it, he just said it was fine. The two of them went to the stars and the moon as before, and even leisurely counted the stars.
The sound outside the door gradually became quieter, and occasionally one or two dog barks could be heard, and it gradually faded away, and Bai Qingyan fell asleep in such a quiet and hazy night.
The second day was still early in the morning, picked up the cold moon sword that had not been practiced for a long time, and waved it in the bamboo forest, and the cold moon on the side accompanied her to practice the sword intently, watching her fluttering body flying in the bamboo forest, it didn't take long to see the confusion in front of her eyes, and the whole world became blurred, and it didn't take long to fall asleep.
Bai Qingyan was about to go over, but found that Qiao Changfeng had already quickly dragged his head that was about to fall, carried him back to the room, and put him on the floor to see him sleep peacefully before leaving.
At this time, Bai Jiang came over, with a question on his face, Bai Qingyan guessed seven or eight points in his heart, eighty percent, he came for the second senior brother.
"He was always unhappy, but he didn't tell me, and I saw that he was unhappy, and my heart was unhappy. Qingyan, I see that every time he chats with you, he is quite happy. Jiang Ci said depressedly, "Didn't I do something that made him unhappy?" ”
"Senior brother, don't think about it, he may just remember the past and feel depressed, look at you, how can you still think that you have done something!" Bai Qingyan comforted him. But speaking of which, if he hadn't told Jiang Ci, maybe he would have been uncomfortable, but if he told Jiang Ci, he would have been uncomfortable, and now his discomfort may only be temporary.
"Or maybe I don't like Poria cocos, I see that he almost didn't say a few words to Poria Cocos, and every time he saw Poria Cocos, he avoided it."
"How could it be, Poria is gentle, kind, considerate and gentle, how could he not like Poria cocos?" Bai Qingyan said, "Senior brother, don't think about it anymore. "He just doesn't like you being with Poria.
"It's not that I think too much, Qingyan, he really doesn't pay much attention to me." Bai Jiangci said with some grievances, "In the past, he would tell me everything. ”
"Maybe it's the big brother who has changed!" Bai Qingyan sighed, he was so close to him, how could he not know what he was thinking? But then again, if he's so close to him, do you have to know what's going on in his heart?! It doesn't seem to be, Bai Jiangci can sense that Chu Zhong is bitter in his heart, but he doesn't know what he is doing in his heart.
It seems that there is always a layer of obstacles between them, and Bai Qingyan is willing to be the one who can clear the obstacles for them, but he often remembers that he has no identity to help them make decisions.
"Qingyan, I have indeed changed, I can feel it myself." Bai Jiangci sighed softly, "But I feel in my heart that I am always developing in a good way, Qingyan, I'm getting better and better, isn't it?" ”
"Yes, Senior Brother, you're getting better and better." Bai Qingyan nodded in agreement, deeply agreeing. But that's for us, for Chu Zhong, you're no longer the same you used to be. For his part, he doesn't want to see you change in this area.
"In the past, I was young and righteous, but now I have found my love, I just want to be with her, whether it is farming, whether it is practicing medicine or not, I am willing to accompany her, live happily every day, Qingyan, I only want to be stable now. I know that you will avenge Master, and I also know that we are all following you now and will only cause you unnecessary trouble. I don't want to bother you anymore. Jiang's words are heartfelt and touching.
"Senior brother, there's no trouble, you are my senior brother, naturally you are the same as your own brother, between you and me, why do you have to say these things."
"It's just that, senior brother, if you want to pursue your own happiness, I won't stop you, I'm afraid that Chu Zhong will ......" Bai Qingyan obviously had some concerns and didn't continue.
"Qingyan don't worry, I'll take him with me, as long as he doesn't mind, we can live together."
Bai Qingyan thought for a moment, and felt that this was also a good way, now that he had no fixed place to live and was being chased and killed, he had to flee for his life in all directions, and they could only suffer and suffer with him. It's better to listen to the elder brother, "That's not bad, if he wants to." ”
"I now realize what it's like to love someone, and I've gradually learned how to love someone. However, Li Fu has already reminded us to pay attention to the long wind, don't fall too deep and cause bitter fruits! ”
"Don't worry, senior brother!" Bai Qingyan chuckled, Bai Jiangci gently rubbed her hair, as if she was still that shy and timid girl, and now, she has grown so big!
"Senior brother, love is important in my heart now, but beliefs and principles are above love, and I will never give up all this for love." Bai Qingyan said these words with a smile, but the power in the words did not diminish in the slightest.
The two of them chatted for a while, and Bai Jiangci suddenly remembered that he had been talking for too long, and left in a hurry to look for Poria. Bai Qingyan looked at him, shook his head gently, and smiled helplessly. Sure enough, Poria is the most important, nothing can compare to her.
"What's the fun of it, come and share it with me." Qiao Changfeng went out to buy a big sugar gourd and came back, these days are also clean, Li Fu doesn't come to spy on him much, maybe he wants to see the pastoral girl by all means!
"Brother Qiao," looking at the sugar gourd raised in Qiao Changfeng's hand, Bai Qingyan smiled very happily, and took it busily, and couldn't wait to bite one before answering Qiao Changfeng's words, I hadn't eaten it for a long time, I didn't expect it to taste so delicious.
Just like Qiao Changfeng remembers to save a little money to buy something for his sister-in-law every time he goes out, every time he goes out, Qiao Changfeng also remembers that he must buy a sugar gourd for Bai Qingyan, which must be big, otherwise he will have to buy two, so she won't have enough to eat.
"I just talked to the senior brother, and when I saw Poria Cocos, he left in the middle of his words, and chased after Poria Cocos, so I laughed." Bai Qingyan explained, stuffing a slow sugar gourd in his mouth, "Brother Qiao, are you out?" You still remember to buy me a sugar gourd. ”
"I've always remembered that." Qiao Changfeng said, "Today Changyun wrote a letter saying that there have been few things at home recently, so it is better to go to my house!" It's also inconvenient here. ”
"Your home? But I don't know your family well, so wouldn't it be even more troublesome? ”