Chapter XXXVI Decisions
When Li Yun woke up again. It was already seven o'clock in the afternoon.
The sunset has all set, and the darkness of the night is gradually enveloping the whole world.
Li Yun slowly opened his eyes, and the first thing that caught his eye was the familiar room chandelier. I looked around in confusion.
Am I not on the couch? How did you come to the room?
When his gaze turned to the head of the bed, Li Yun was slightly positive.
Lin indifference...... How is it here?
Li Yun looked at Lin Indifference, who was leaning on the head of the bed with his eyes closed, and fell asleep with his eyes closed.
She suddenly wanted to reach out to touch Lin Moran, but when she raised her hand, she found that her hand was being held.
Li Yun's gaze slowly looked down. I saw Lin Moran's hand holding her tightly.
Because Li Yun's action of raising his hand just now involved Lin Moran. So Lin Moran, who was already sleeping very lightly, also woke up quietly.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he collided with Li Yun's gaze as he sat up.
"Ah Yun, you're awake, how are you" Lin Moran suddenly became agitated, and held Li Yun's shoulders nervously and worriedly.
"Don't worry, I'm fine," Li Yun said to Lin Moran with a light smile.
But what she didn't know was that her face was as pale as paper now, and even her smile seemed very weak. Such a delicate appearance is not okay in anyone's eyes.
"Why are you okay, you are now written all over your body that you are very troubled" Lin Innoran scolded Li Yun with a gloomy face.
He looked at Li Yun's indifferent appearance, and a nameless anger rose for no reason. Burning with all the internal organs and the only sanity left.
Li Yun was stunned by Lin Moran's appearance, and then after coming back to his senses, he felt that Lin Moran, who was so childish now, was inexplicably a little cute.
"Poof" Li Yun chuckled.
At this moment, Li Yun, because she is in a very poor state, has reduced the chill that usually emanates from her bones a lot, but when she laughs, she has a little more sickly gentleness. provoked Lin Indifference to be stunned. Forget that you're angry.
Li Yun's eyebrows and eyes were gentle, and the corners of his mouth were smiling. Looking at Lin Insan, who was blushing and stunned in front of him, his mood became even brighter.
"I'm really fine"
Li Yun's wrist moved slightly, and he held Lin Moran's hand for the opposite guest, and inserted his fingers into Lin Moran's fingers one by one. changed the posture that Lin Inran held just now to the appearance of interlocking his fingers.
"When did you come over," Li Yun looked at Lin Inran with a smile. The voice was as gentle as water, and it crossed Lin Inlan's hot heart.
"I'll come over after hanging up the phone" Lin Moran lowered his eyes, and his voice was low and hoarse.
"I fell asleep on the couch when you came," Li Yun asked softly.
"Hmm," Lin responded indifferently.
"So you carried me to the bedroom?" Li Yun asked
"Hmm"
"Are you just here all the time?" finally fell asleep on the head of the bed when he was too tired.
"Hmm," Lin Moran still only responded lightly.
"Then why don't you wake me up!" Li Yun said distressedly and clenched Lin Moran's hand.
"......" Lin Inran was silent for a moment when he heard this, then he raised his head and looked directly at Li Yun's eyes full of distress without shying away, and said extremely firmly, "You are usually too tired, I think you can rest well"
Li Yun was stunned again.
"Fool" Li Yun's eyes lowered the tears that were instantly gushing out.
"Ah Yun, you, don't cry, don't cry, I'll be distressed" Lin indifferently coaxed Li Yun in a hurry. Looking at him like this, it was as if he was about to cry.
"Lin Moran," Li Yun suddenly called out to him.
"Huh?"
"I'm hungry" Li Yun raised a gentle smile on her face, but the tears in her eyes were still flowing out.
"......" Lin Moran looked at Li Yun laughing and crying, and his heart was so distressed that he was in a ball.
"Okay, I'll cook for you" Lin indifferently let go of Li Yun's hand, then raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and said softly, "You must tell me something." This is what you taught me."
Lin Moran finally kissed her on the forehead and then turned around and walked out of the room.
The moment the door closed, Li Yun cried as if he had been released.
Lin stood indifferently outside the door, his slightly trembling hand gradually tightening the doorknob. After a moment in the doorway, he turned and headed for the kitchen.
He still has to cook for Ah Yun.
……
When Li Yun came out of the room again. I have sorted out my emotions and returned to my previous indifferent appearance.
If it weren't for her slightly red and swollen eyes, Lin Moran would have thought that the person who was smiling and crying just now was his hallucination.
"Ah Yun, come over for dinner" Lin Moran naturally beckoned to Li Yun and motioned for her to come over for dinner.
"Hmm," Li Yun replied indifferently. Methodically walked to the table and sat down.
The dishes on the table are very simple, three dishes and one soup, all of which are home-cooked dishes.
Lin Moran saw that Li Yun had been staring at the dishes on the table but had no intention of moving chopsticks, so he thought that Li Yun didn't like to eat these things.
"That Ah Yun, if you don't like to eat these, I'll give you a takeout," Lin Inseran said nervously and cautiously to Li Yun.
"No, that's good" Li Yun looked directly into Lin Moran's eyes, his eyes were full of seriousness.
Lin Inran was shocked by the seriousness in Li Yun's eyes.
"Cough" He turned his eyes away with a dry cough, and said to Li Yun awkwardly, "Then let's eat."
"Hmm," Li Yun responded and picked up the bowl that was filled with rice by Lin Moran.
On the other side, Lin Moran also picked up the bowl and began to eat like her.
At the dinner table, the two of them had a tacit understanding and did not mention what happened today, but just ate silently. The living room is unusually quiet, only the dishes and chopsticks collide, and the gentle "dangdang" is emitted
When Lin Moran was cleaning up the table after eating, Li Yun suddenly opened his mouth, but it was not the incident in the morning.
"I just had a dream" Li Yun lowered his eyes, and his tone was flat without a trace of emotion.
Lin indifferently cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks.
"Hmm," Lin indifferently replied lightly and continued to clean up.
"I dreamed of my parents," Li Yun's voice was still indifferent and emotionless. But Lin Moran, who was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks next to him, was stiff. However, Li Yun continued to speak as if he had not noticed.
"I dreamed of Mom and Dad. I dreamed that they were holding each other's hands, with a happy smile on their faces, and they stepped into heaven together" Li Yun said indifferently, but his eyes were full of happiness.
In the dream, Mom and Dad said that they were living well there, without pain or sadness.
In the dream, Mom and Dad said that they hoped she wouldn't tie herself up for them. Hopefully she won't be bound by hatred and lose herself. Hope she's ...... Forget their deaths, forget hatred.
But......
Li Yun smiled bitterly.
How could you forget!
Three years ago, when she saw her parents covered in blood being slowly covered with a blinding white cloth by the doctor, it was impossible for her to forget!
Invisibly, Li Yun secretly made a decision that she hated the most.
Lin indifferently looked at Li Yun's suddenly happy and lonely expression, and felt uncomfortable.
After all......
After Lin Moran cleaned up the dining table, he silently walked to Li Yun's side and held her hand.
Li Yun suddenly raised his eyes and looked at him with a complicated look.
"Ah Yun, no matter what happens, I will always be with you" Lin Moran's tone was extremely serious, and his eyes were even more determined.
He wants to make up for his sins, and he also wants to be by Li Yun's side all the time. This is her promise to Li Yun and to herself.
Li Yun was slightly stunned when he heard Lin Moran's words.
"Okay," Li Yun nodded with a light smile.
No matter what ups and downs lie ahead, as long as you have the people you love by your side, you will definitely get through it safely.
"Hmm" Lin indifferently held Li Yun's hand and tightened silently.
"By the way, did you suddenly call me today" Li Yun only remembered now that it was Lin Moran who called her first in the morning, but ......
"Oh, it's fine. It's that I originally wanted to take you to a place today," Lin Inran said that he was a little disappointed here, but he was not depressed for long, and soon said to Li Yun, "However, that place has always been there, and you can ...... whenever you go."
"I'm sorry"
Li Yun's sudden apology made Lin Innoran stunned.
"Fool" Lin Ingran stretched out his hand and stroked her still pale cheek, looked at her helplessly, and said, "What are you sorry for, you will always be the most important thing to me, nothing is as good as you," Lin Ingran said, and put the hand of Li Yun who was holding him on his heart.
"Here, it's beating for you" Lin Insanity looked at Li Yun's pale pupils, and said sensual words seriously.
Li Yun was recruited, and the beating sensation coming from the palm of her hand made her cheeks flush slightly.
...... for me And beating?
Li Yun suddenly felt that someone pushed her in the dark, allowing her to step into the world of light completely. The dazzling light dispelled the darkness in her heart. Baptizing her dark soul. Let her feel the warmth of the light. It will never be in the dark.
Suddenly, a string of loud mobile phone ringtones suddenly remembered in the silent living room, breaking the secret and ambiguous atmosphere of the living room.
"I, I'm going to answer the phone," Li Yun said before suddenly pulling out his hand and hurriedly walking in the direction of the bell.
Lin indifferently looked down at his chest in a trance, the hand that was originally placed on it was gone, and only the sound of an empty heart beating on his chest remained.
Li Yun Xunsheng found his mobile phone on the sofa. Caller ID, Xiaoxiao.
Li Yun pressed the answer button without hesitation.
"Hey, Xiaoxiao"
"Hey sister, it's me" Li Xiaoxiao's voice on the other end of the phone was very noisy, obviously on the street.
"Hmm," Li Yun replied lightly.
"Sister, Yingying and I are now eating barbecue in the small food street not far from our house, do you want to come and eat together" Li Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, and said the purpose of her call.
"Hmm......" Li Yun silently glanced back at Lin Moran behind him, obviously asking him if he wanted to go again.
Because Li Yun turned on the speakerphone, Lin Moran behind him listened to their conversation clearly.
Lin nodded indifferently. Indicates to go.
Ah Yun didn't eat much just now. What if you get hungry at night?
"Well, you send me a location, I'll come right away" Li Yun turned his head and said to Li Xiaoxiao on the other end of the phone after getting Lin Moran's consent.
"Well, then I'll hang up first"
"Hmm"
After hanging up the phone, Li Xiaoxiao quickly sent the location.
Li Yun clicked on it and nodded.
"But it's not far away"
"Then let's go," Lin indifferently naturally stretched out his hand to Li Yun.
"Hmm," Li Yun naturally put his hand on.
The two clasped each other's hands and walked out of the Li house hand in hand.
Lin Moran didn't ask Li Yun why she was crying.
Li Yun didn't take the initiative to speak.
This is a tacit understanding between the two that there are no words.
But the two are still as natural as ever, nothing has changed.