Heartbeat! Chapter 120: Growth
Mo Zi knew what his father meant, and always felt that Leng Tianyu had no use value, so he didn't need her to maintain the relationship with the Leng family.
What's more, the Leng family can be said to be gone, before her father beat her was not so serious, and then without the Leng family, he couldn't find a more suitable candidate for a while, so people became more irritable, maybe they didn't like Mozi, or they could be too stressed.
For this matter, Mo Zi must endure it. Otherwise, she would be homeless, her mouth would be open, and she would not be able to continue.
Xu Huang could see that Mo Zi didn't say anything clearly, and explained, "I will protect you, just say it." ”
Mo Zi shook his head, "You can only be temporary, you can't solve our company's affairs, and you can't follow me all the time, so don't say these things that can't be done."
I've checked that minors need guardians, and if something happens to my father, I really don't have a place for me. ”
"You know a lot, so do you know what the role of a student is?"
Mo Zi turned his head and didn't look at Xu Huang, it was a fact that she hadn't been to school during the time Tianyu had an accident, but she didn't care about that.
"If you know what I mean, why don't you go back to school?"
"I ...... Don't want to go. ”
"Why? Because of the cold jade. Xu Huang said tentatively. In the end, it was determined that she came here to find him, probably because of that girl.
Xu Huang felt that something was wrong at this time, and recalled what he saw in the monitoring room before. The conversation between Mo Zi and Chen Ziqian, he has been hinting at something.
And this matter has a lot to do with Mo Zi's extremism, for example, the ignorant likes of adolescence, and thinks that you have to be. They all came over during that period, Xu Huang understood what it was, and he liked girls when he was in school.
Since this is the case, he must solve Mozi's problem first, after all, students still focus on their studies.
"You like her?"
Mo Zi's body stiffened, "You also think it shouldn't be, it's disgusting, right?" If it were you, it didn't go away, the moon had already said everything that shouldn't be said and what should be said. ”
"yes, I'm not going to say you're wrong."
"Why?" Mo Zi looked at Xu Huang in disbelief. Including herself, sometimes she feels disgusted by this matter, and girls like girls who are sick in the first place.
So she just liked Leng Tianyu carefully and didn't dare to let her notice it, and she also checked a lot on the Internet. It's like a taboo, a taboo that is not recognized.
Xu Huang would admit it so bluntly, this was really unexpected for her.
Again, he confirmed, "You really don't think there's anything?" ”
"I don't think so." Xu Huang shook his head.
"There's nothing wrong with liking someone, you're still young, I'm telling you that. Your likes are only temporary, and you will forget them later. ”
"What do you mean? Look down on me? ”
"It's not." Xu Huang shook his head, thinking about how to say it. However, the question of Mozi's sexual orientation was confirmed, and his guess was true, she didn't like boys, she liked girls.
That is, homosexuality, commonly known as lesbianism. Thinking about it like this, Xu Huang really couldn't think of a reason to say it all, and he wasn't more or less different even if his mood was different.
Chen Ziqian originally planned to deal with Xu Huang together, but he didn't expect the conversation to be endless. I had to go in and answer.
"What he means is that you decide your own affairs, and you have the final say on what is right or wrong."
Mo Zi's eyes reddened, "You can decide for yourself." ”
If she could, she wouldn't be here. If you go out like before, in front of the police station or in front of the hospital, you will be arrested and sent home.
Dad's meaning is even more obvious, he wants to get rid of Leng Tianyu, and he doesn't want to cause some trouble. In the end, they can only drag their own ideas into their stomachs, and what is the use of people who can't solve it telling them.
Chen Ziqian has long been accustomed to this kind of thing, and he is not worthy of being unconditionally believed by others. And those who believe in him, he has always thought that he would rather lack than abuse, not to mention that Mo Zi just passed by him, and no one will have the slightest involvement in the future.
Chen Ziqian glanced at Mo Zi, "That's your business and it has nothing to do with me, but I advise you." Did you think about anything else when you said this? Or what does the cold jade in your mouth mean? ”
"What do you want to say?" Mo Zi became vigilant. She didn't understand why she was nervous when she saw Chen Ziqian, because it was Leng Tianyu or something else, she didn't know at all, she just didn't want to see him.
To put it bluntly, she hates Chen Ziqian, and it is his appearance that they will become what they are now, and they have all become unlucky.
"You know what? You're the least qualified person to preach to me, isn't that what you want to see? ”
Chen Ziqian raised his eyes, "I want to see it, I will really make excuses for myself if I look at it this way." ”
"I'm not making excuses, you dare to say it's not because of you. It's that after you appeared, Tianyu's situation became very bad, even if you appeared Xiao Ran, it was also sha, yes.
We have done things that we shouldn't have done, but according to what you said, should you also be responsible for Xiao Ran. ”
Mo Zi sat up from the bed with red eyes, why did she come here. What's the use, without waiting for Chen Ziqian to speak, he forgot to wear his shoes, and began to walk out.
Xu Huang hurriedly stopped Mo Zi, "You wait......"
Before the words were finished, Chen Ziqian interrupted it and turned his back to Mo Zizhao.
"Isn't Xiao Ran's matter a fact? Looks like you haven't had much so far, have you?
Is it humble? Or is it repentance? Does her death really have nothing to do with you? Do you know a word, cold violence, is it right to just look at it?
One by one, you think that she is inferior to you, and you use her to fulfill yourself. But do you know what you did? Xu Huang! ”
was suddenly named, and Xu Huang was almost shivering. also recalled the story between Zhao Mei's mother and daughter, and the mood she felt when she died was despair.
And the girl in front of her is part of the unconsciousness that contributed to all this, even if they didn't kill Xiao Ran, they really couldn't find any excuse to say that it had nothing to do with them.
It was not the people of Gaodai who forced them to a dead end, but these people who solved their urgent needs, these children under the age of eighteen. yima belongs to yima, what should be said, it must be said at this time.
Xu Huang lowered his arm and looked at Mo Zi's gradually pale face to stop the speech. And Mo Zi is also recalling that the fear of Xiao Ran's death that appeared from his heart slowly went from the soles of his feet to his head, and he didn't know if it was because the floor was too cold.
"You can't write it off just because you're underage, Zhao Mei should have seen it, right?"
Mo Zi looked at Xu Huang and recalled the gray-haired woman, although she was very poor, she had also been to Xiao Ran's house once.
Zhao Mei is very good to Xiao Ran, and even very spoiled. She couldn't experience this at all in her family, her mother would have such a loving expression, and she would only look at her younger brother.
Her brother, who is four years younger than herself, is smart but also a devil. will always find something to pour dirty water on her, compared to their family, their family is very rich, but what is lacking is something she feels she has never had in this life.
Xiao Ran's mother is what Mo Zi hopes to be, she will love her and give her a warm hug. And these have nothing to do with their family affairs or anything.
Mo Zi sat down on the ground all of a sudden, and she finally figured out why Leng Tianyu hated Xiao Ran so much. Maybe she didn't understand it in the past, but now she does.
What they are missing is the same, something they were born with. Tianyu was jealous, jealous that Xiao Ran could have what she dreamed of so easily.
I remember what she said when she helped her. Xiao Ran was forced by Gaodai's debt collection and almost went out to sell, and Zhao Mei knelt down and cried bitterly to protect her daughter. In that desperate situation, Tianyu was infected, and she helped Xiao Ran.
But there is no debt problem, Xiao Ran is much happier than she imagined. The family is much warmer, and she doesn't get anything.
The more Mo Zi recalled, the more helpless she became, what was she doing, what did she want to do, her eyes were like walking corpses, "See, is she dead too?" ”
This was the first thing she learned, caring for someone who had nothing to do with her, Zhao Mei.
Xu Huang nodded, "She snard herself, Xiao Ran died and she couldn't live alone, Sha's died of gas poisoning." Mozi, do you understand why she did that? ”
Understand? Mo Zi knew better than anyone else and covered his face.
"Sometimes it doesn't seem to be a person, but she is a person. No matter how many people are around, her heart is still lonely. I am, in front of outsiders, I have a good family, a happy family.
I don't lack anything, but I know what I lack is something that most people have. Looks like you, you two are friends, right?
I didn't, it's like Chen Xiaohao and Chen Ziqian are brothers, they will try their best to protect each other, I don't. It's like Chen Ziqian and Ren, the fair and honest love between them, I don't have it, and I can't have it.
Officer Xu, tell me what I have left? ”
In Mo Zi's hollow pupils, there was endless sadness that had never been revealed.
"I'll admit, I'm jealous. Why can a girl like her, who can't do anything, have anything, and I'm so much better than her.
It's so hard to think of something that everyone has, I just ...... I just want them to give it to me, even a little bit of love. Don't make me feel sad that I have a home but I feel like a child without a home. ”
"So do you think you can pass without apologizing and doing nothing?" Chen Ziqian's words suppressed his anger. Baidu's latest chapter of "Half of the Detective Literature" is free to read for the first time.