It's uncomfortable for my brother's abnormality, will he just give up on him like this, and never go back to the past, when they were tacit and intimate.

Chen Xiaohao didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't dare to assume it.

But it was very clear in their hearts that they couldn't go back, and they couldn't go back.

"Brother!" Chen Xiaohao shouted quietly, but he was thinking in his heart that even one word of denial was enough. He still has a chance to be the child who is disciplined everywhere.

Facing Chen Xiaohao's sad pupils, Chen Ziqian suddenly felt as if he was beginning to understand something. The pain and sorrow that ruthlessness brings to others is sometimes really necessary, and Xiao Hao is very smart.

Just now he vaguely sensed his intentions, and in turn threw the problem back to himself, so now his choice is very important.

But if the choice has been made at the beginning, when Chen Ziqian finds out what kind of thing to say but can't say it. It's really uncomfortable, but he has to press on step by step, and he can't turn back.

"I see, it looks like you've grown up." Chen Ziqian said as if he didn't care at all. If he can't make a decision, then he will make it.

Chen Xiaohao lowered his head after hearing this, "Brother, are you trying to force me to admit it?" ”

"You can think so."

"Brother...... I don't know why you're doing this all of a sudden, don't play it. Aren't we moving? Let's go, how strange it is here. Chen Xiaohao's eyes avoided Chen Ziqian's gaze.

This expression Chen Ziqian couldn't be more familiar, and he grabbed his wrist, he really ...... persecuted Chen Xiaohao.

"Xiao Hao, I'm not kidding you. I've been looking for time to tell you about my mother's affairs, our family's affairs, and now is the right time. Chen Ziqian didn't plan to let go.

"What is the right time? What do you want to tell me? Chen Xiaohao turned his head to look at Chen Ziqian, and his trembling was conveyed to Chen Ziqian.

Chen Ziqian lowered his eyelids, "You are more acceptable than I imagined after experiencing Han Xiao, so no matter what you think, if you don't want to know or want to know, I will definitely tell you today." ”

"So what do you want to tell me?" Chen Xiaohao shook off the hand on his arm.

"Tell me my dad isn't dead, is he?"

"Calm down." Chen Ziqian frowned, he was right. The old man is not dead, but he doesn't plan to tell Chen Xiaohao about this fact, and he doesn't plan to say it.

"Calm down, how do you calm me down. No matter how you look at it, it looks like you want to leave us behind, doesn't it? What is the difference between what you say like this and what will happen after you explain it? Chen Xiaohao's eyes first roared red.

"You can think the same way." In the past, Chen Ziqian would want to calm Chen Xiaohao's anger first, but now he won't.

"No one can say what accidents will happen in the future, and don't forget that I also survived with you alone at the age of eighteen."

"Survive with us alone, brother......" Chen Xiaohao's mind is far more delicate than others know, "Do you regret it?" You want me to be adopted, don't you? ”

"It's not." Chen Ziqian frowned, "I never thought so, I can take care of you." ”

"And what are you doing now?" Chen Xiaohao felt that he was going crazy, and he was about to go crazy by Chen Ziqian.

"I said that I was talking about family affairs, do you remember your mother's affairs? I probably didn't tell you what happened to your mother, did I? ”

Mom! Chen Xiaohao felt as if a bucket of cold water had been poured from head to toe.

"Mommy's business? Didn't you say that my mother was insane and jumped into the water and drowned? What's the matter with her? In the past, Chen Ziqian never told him what happened, but only told him that his mother had not abandoned them, and he couldn't ask if he wanted to, for fear that his brother would be sad and he would be sad.

Chen Ziqian looked at Chen Xiaohao and felt sorry, he knew better than anyone that Chen Xiaohao wanted to know more about what happened, and thought more about his father and mother, and he was hit and almost lost all his memories.

However, after the stress trauma, he subconsciously forgot about what happened to his parents. All he knew was what Chen Ziqian dictated, his father died in the police, and the reason why he followed Chen Ziqian and hated the police was because he was afraid.

I was afraid that Chen Ziqian would be the same as my father, so I hated it.

Chen Ziqian patted Chen Xiaohao's head and said, "That's what I told you is not wrong, but I am not talking about this matter." Do you remember what you saw in the hospital? ”

I don't remember him, but he asked.

"What you saw in the hospital?" Chen Xiaohao didn't know what he was referring to.

"You really forgot."

"What did I forget?" As soon as he heard that he had forgotten, Chen Xiaohao panicked in his heart.

"You've forgotten how inhuman your mother was before she died." Chen Ziqian used the most unacceptable word.

"Inhuman torture?" Chen Xiaohao's eyes widened.

"Those are no longer the most important, the most important thing is that there was a problem with things back then, why did my mother become an experiment, what is the truth? We need to find out. Chen Ziqian said in a calm and unusual tone.

"Brother, I don't want to hear that, you know. I don't want to, you promised me, you'll always take care of our ......"

Chen Xiaohao listened to his incoherent defense, and put his grievances to the maximum. There was always a feeling that they were saying goodbye, and that feeling made him feel scared, scared.

"All the time, Xiao Hao, you are so smart, do you believe this sentence? Did they do what they promised us? After the old man left that day, all he came back was a faded garment.

My mother ended her life in front of me, and I felt that the pain was unbearable for a lifetime. At that moment, one of them remembered that sentence and took care of us all the time.

Didn't they all leave us, or did you want to hear me say that? ”

Every word of these words was full of blood, and even when Chen Ziqian faced it, he couldn't be calm without any fluctuations. The long-standing forbearance on his neck turned into a jumping vein.

Ten years of inner torture and torment, little by little, almost made him unbearable.

The two brothers had red eyes in the staring posture, and that kind of red-eyed expression Chen Xiaohao saw it for the first time. Trembling in fright, he retreated, and his mouth was still stubbornly propped up.

"No, you promised us, didn't you?" It's just that his body is shaking.

The dusty memory was torn apart in blood, and Dad never came back after he went to the police that day, and there were a lot of people from the police station.

He didn't know how many people there were, but they were just holding a set of neatly fallen clothes, a shining nameplate with their name on their chest, and a torn hat in the center. The hats are all mottled with blood, they say.

Dad died, he was shot in the head by a gangster and died on the spot. It's a pity that they couldn't bring my dad back, and his body just turned into a pile of powder without temperature.

My brother went crazy, frantically took his clothes and threw them on the ground and stepped on them. The pushers used all their strength to kick the death-like people out of our homes, shouting, 'Get out, get out of here.' He had a neck like this at that time.

The muscles flare, and the eyes are red. Like a beast, and then hold him hard. His shoulders were trembling, Chen Xiaohao was young, but he seemed to understand something.

began to cry, and my mother sat on the ground with blank eyes for a while, crying silently, and the five-year-old Shui Er in the room not far away was sleeping very deeply.

She didn't know anything, there were clothes on the ground like that, and their house was in ruins.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Chen Xiaohao blamed everything on himself, he still disobediently reported to the police academy, his brother must have been disappointed, he thought so in his heart.

Suddenly apologizing, Chen Ziqian felt his throat choked.

"You don't have to apologize to me, you don't need it here." Chen Ziqian's voice became even lower.

He has grown up, and he is still the kind that Chen Ziqian hated the most.

"Brother." Chen Xiaohao's lowered head was raised.

"Well, I'll be when you grow up. Even if it's the last time, I want to tell you something. Chen Ziqian looked at Chen Xiaohao seriously and said.

The expression of being too serious was said to Chen Xiaohao, whose emotional sensitivity had reached its peak. Any word in his heart was fear, he didn't want to listen, the feeling of running away, running away filled his heart.

In the end, he overcame reason and turned around and stumbled away. It's been a long time since I've experienced that feeling like crying. His eyes blurred, and a white figure in front of him made him fall into memory.

Somehow stopped, stared at her and slowly shouted, the name that I had often shouted in my dreams ten years ago.

"Mom ......" "Mom ......" ...... Chen Xiaohao remembers that his mother also likes to wear white skirts, and there will be a faint scent of lavender on her body. Even though he smiled softly, he wiped his tears with a pair of soft hands.

She can sing to him, and she will take her sister to take him to the park for an afternoon. Until the evening when my brother got out of school, he went back to prepare a warm and delicious meal for them.

At that time, his sister was asleep, he was lying on the sofa in the living room watching cartoons, and his brother was listening to his favorite music with headphones plugged in on the side, and his fingers were slowly getting faster and faster.

My brother's piano is very powerful, and it was when he was recommended by the school to prepare for the competition, all this was so beautiful, it existed in Chen Xiaohao's mind.

His home should be like this, Chen Xiaohao is crying alone at the crosswalk, staring at her in a daze.

Ren Xueying never expected to see him, and his expression made her very worried. Chen Xiaohao has always been very stable on weekdays, and this appearance makes her even more afraid.

What's even more dangerous is that a car is just about to roar past, Chen Xiaohao's mind is all on Ren Xueying's body, as if he didn't hear anything, his body moved and he was about to come over.

Ren Xueying was so frightened that she raised her throat and shouted, "Don't move, Xiao Hao." Her heels almost broke and she continued to run forward.

Chen Xiaohao didn't hear it at all, he just wanted to get closer.

Don't move, please. Ren Xueying's tears forced out in an instant, she was too far away, there was a road between them, and the car couldn't run faster than her.

A sense of desperation filled her heart, but what happened later made her break down directly. Lose......

Surprised, I saw Chen Ziqian standing in front of the car alone. With a burst of braking, it's over. She sat down on the ground, almost crawling past.

The scene once made her collapse directly, and Chen Xiaohao lay on the curb alone and fell unconscious. Chen Ziqian was directly involved in a car accident, he was lying in a pool of blood, and there were blood stains on his head.

Ren Xueying picked up his head and cried, "Help! ”

"Help, who's going to save me."

"Who's going to help me, who's going to help me, who's going to help me."

"I beg you to ......"......