The tenderness you've seen is all fake, and the love is all fake

The hugs you witness are fake, and so are the guessed thoughts.

However, it is the fool who does not walk away in the illusion.

It's a particularly niche song. I don't even know who the original singer is, I just remember He Jiacheng once sang. Now that I think about it, this lyric is appropriate, but I never expected that such sadness would appear in him.

The He Jiacheng who picked up the microphone and sang a song would immediately change from a ruffian boy to a dream-chasing boy with clear eyes.

In the eyes of others, He Jiacheng should be regarded as a particularly successful rich second generation. has a good family background, doesn't worry about anything, and even his girlfriend is a top student + goddess in the class. The two little unguessed, childhood sweethearts, and now they are preparing to study abroad together, and I am afraid that they will plan to settle down abroad in the future. It's perfect. If I hadn't been a good friend of his, if I hadn't heard what he had to say last night, I would have been one of those who envied him.

However, now, looking at He Jiacheng in front of him, who would understand the sadness in his eyes.

I thought that love would come naturally. But who knows, it spans thousands of rivers and mountains.

"Wouldn't it be nice to have someone to accompany you to study abroad? I don't have to worry about you going hungry or sleeping on the streets in a foreign country because of the language barrier. "I don't know if I'm comforting Ho or myself. Anyway, when I said this, I just felt my eyes heat up.

He Jiacheng seemed to glance at me with some anger when he heard this. but he was silent.

"Otherwise, what are you going to do?" I tried to find comforting sentences in my head and was ready to comfort him, but I really didn't know where to start. Unexpectedly, he finally took this sentence.

"What to do? What can I do? Since they have already arranged everything and arranged everything properly, how can I not accept it? He looked at me and continued.

"Actually, what I mind most is whether Chen Yang loves me or not. Do you know? Ever since I knew the reason behind this, I could feel from her every look and every movement that she didn't love me. You say, isn't it psychological? He Jiacheng said to himself, as if he didn't need any response from me.

"I'll admit that I've been used to everything my parents have arranged for me since I was a child, and in fact, it's all really good."

"Little Chengzi...... Do you love Chen Yang? I asked tentatively, but I had the answer in my heart, it must be love, so my heart will be troubled, if I don't love, how can I be so sad and care.

"I don't even know who I should love now. Chen Yang, she is not at all bad. We are very close and harmonious. Everything is fine and looks like it will be fine in the future. It's just that I always feel that there is something behind it that I don't know. "He Jiacheng said every word very well, but his eyes were full of sadness that I had never seen before.

"Maybe you're just overthinking. Chen Yang, she also cares about you. If you look at her recent circle of friends, you can see that in addition to posting you, she still shows you. A full screen of sprinkled dog food. I don't have to contact you every day, I know what you're doing. "I tried to make the atmosphere less sad. But when I said these words, I still felt very sad in my heart.

Where have we all gone now, when we used to be so happy together?

I thought you were happy just fine.

You also said that as long as you are happy, it is enough.

I thought that my him would stay with me forever, but he said goodbye without saying goodbye, and the world evaporated.

You think you love you very much, but she hides an ulterior secret.

The good wishes are very full, but the reality is always so skinny.

"Little plum, actually, I know, I don't know what love is. I just feel that being in the most comfortable relationship is the best. It's like, we're like this now, and we feel like this together. So, if I'm gone and you're sick and homeless, won't there be anyone else to take you in? If I'm gone, won't it be inconvenient for you to talk to anyone else? ”

After He Jiacheng said this, he looked out the window with a deep face, I had never heard him speak so seriously, or rather, we both rarely talked so seriously, listening to him say this, my eyes suddenly moistened.

Separation is really a hard thing to accept.

Perhaps, only time will smooth everything out.

The two people who had their hearts in their hearts began to be silent again. Suddenly, He Jiacheng's phone rang, finally interrupting the silence of embarrassment.

I saw He Jiacheng glance at the phone screen, then at my infusion bag, got up and walked out to answer the phone.

Looking at the background as he turned and walked out, I began to continue to be alone again.

Who wouldn't want to have the most comfortable relationship together? Time can always change everything, and what was once the most comfortable relationship may become strangers after a few years.

Thinking of this, Yan Xu's name suddenly jumped out again, why didn't he say goodbye? The feeling of stuffiness and blockage in my heart came back to my heart.

It didn't take long for the He family to finish the call, but they came back with an anxious face.

He felt that the liquid was going very slowly, and then he said that the environment of the hospital was too poor, and his buttocks hurt when he sat on a small stool. However, this way I finally don't have the sadness just now, and I speak and act with a little childish anxiety, which makes me feel that this is the He Jiacheng I know.

"Xiao Chengzi, I just called you...... Isn't it Chen Yang? I asked him tentatively. To put an end to this anxiety in him, it is necessary to let him speak his mind. After all these years, what he thinks, or what secrets he has, is actually easy for me to guess.

"How do you know? Are you a roundworm in my stomach! Or did you just eavesdrop on my call? He Jiacheng, who was guessed in his heart, suddenly lost his anxiety and looked happy, like a child who won the lottery.

"What do I not know about you?"

"Okay, didn't you say that you have some special function?"

Seeing his serious face, I thought it was funny, "Mind reading, it's mind reading!" ”

The atmosphere was finally less awkward.

"Chen Yang called, why are you anxious?"

"Where do I have?" He Jiacheng looked dead as always.

"Well, you don't. Then don't talk about it. You continue. "I always seem to have a way for He Jiacheng.

He Jiacheng lowered his head and sat down, losing his temper. Nor is it hard-mouthed.

"Chen Yang will come in a while."

"Chen Yang? Coming in? ”

"Yes." He Jiacheng responded a little preoccupiedly.

On this day, I saw two kinds of him who were completely different from before, one with sad eyes and the other with heavy hearts.

Although Chen Yang and I are classmates, the two of us are indeed classmates who can't beat each other. The seats are not close, and at most there will be a bit of intersection between handing in and receiving homework. If it weren't for He Jiacheng, I don't think the two of us would have taken the initiative to say a word to each other.

"What is she doing here?"

"She said she wanted to see you."

"Look at me? I think I'm coming to see you......"

I suddenly had a sense of foreboding.