Chapter 40: What You Love Is Me (2nd Watch)

"Okay, don't say any more, let's go around the garden first, and then go to the third young master later."

Gu Zheng was inexplicably upset and 'messy' by the spoon, and he felt uncomfortable because he always met Xiao Yurou in Liang Jingxian's study, and those strange and involuntary feelings made Gu Zheng very annoyed, not only did he not have any intention of appreciating the 'flowers' along the way, but also subconsciously pulled a few leaves to vent the unhappiness in his heart.

Let's not mention how Gu Zheng is, but said that Xiao Yurou was very unwilling to be hit by Gu Zheng that day, and even thought that Gu Zheng could not be more important than the heirs of the Liang family, so since then she has increased the frequency of 'appearance' in front of Liang Jingxian, and her care for Liang Jingxian is even more meticulous——— not today I made Liang Jingxian's favorite pastries and sent them to the study; It was Ming'er who thoughtfully made a supper and sent it to Liang Jingxian, who stayed up late to read.

In addition, Xiao Yurou always tried her best to meet Liang Jingxian by chance, either by chance she met Liang Jingxian in the garden and invited Liang Jingxian to enjoy the 'flowers' together, or when she saw Liang Jingxian staying in the study, she found an excuse to walk around the study......

It's a pity that no matter how hard Xiao Yurou tried her best to dress herself up and create opportunities to be alone with Liang Jingxian, Liang Jingxian didn't look at her much, and she was always distant and polite.

Liang Jingxian's attitude made Xiao Yurou a little unbreathable, but he couldn't get used to Xiao Yurou's spoons and chopsticks, and often deliberately 'intersected' loudly in front of Xiao Yurou, picking out some sweet things that happened between Liang Jingxian and Gu Zheng, and tirelessly hinting at how much Xiao Yurou Liang Jingxian doted on Gu Zheng......

Xiao Yurou seemed to be 'very' calm at first, never took care of the spoon and the two, didn't care about what the two of them said, and would not lose her temper in front of them.

But slowly, Xiao Yurou heard too much about how much Liang Jingxian doted on Gu Zheng, and she was inevitably anxious and irritable, and finally couldn't hold it back, and decided to find an opportunity to confess to Liang Jingxian and make it clear——— just now when Gu Zheng went to the study, it happened to be the time when Xiao Yurou was determined to confess.

It's just that Xiao Yurou didn't know how to speak for a while, and kept talking a lot of gossip about Gu Zheng, until Gu Zheng walked around the garden and turned back to the study, Xiao Yurou just made up her mind to speak, so that Gu Zheng had the opportunity to listen to all her confessions......

I saw Xiao Yurou first pull Liang Jingxian in a tactful tone to reminisce, trying to evoke his memories: "Third cousin, do you remember those things that happened when we were children? ”

Liang Jingxian didn't even raise his head, his eyes were focused on writing, and his tone was light: "I don't remember." ”

Xiao Yurou remembers everything clearly, and wants to hope that her memories can arouse Liang Jingxian's affection for her, only to see her eyes looking at Liang Jingxian's angular facial features, and her face is full of sweet memories of every detail of getting along with Liang Jingxian when she was a child: "I remember that when I was just taken to the house, I was only a little over five years old......"

"At that time, I was new to the school, shy and shy, very childish, not good at words, I didn't know how to get along with people, so that the sisters and sisters in the house despised me, and several cousins always loved to bully me, laughing at me for being a native bun in the countryside......" Xiao Yurou said and paused, looking at Liang Jingxian's gaze with a little more tenderness and emotion: "Only the third cousin, you didn't despise me, you really regarded me as a sister." ”

Liang Jingxian, as the heir of the third room, actually lived a very depressed time when he was young, and Xiao Yurou was always by his side at that time, enlightening him and comforting him. It is precisely because of this that Liang Jingxian treats Xiao Yurou's sister differently...... But no matter how she treats her differently, she is just a "sister" in Liang Jingxian's heart.

Liang Jingxian always had a feeling of 'excitement' for Xiao Yurou in her heart, so her words of recalling the past finally made Liang Jingxian stop writing, looked up at her, and sighed: "You are my sister, don't think nonsense, as long as you are confident and strong, no one will despise you in the future." ”

Liang Jingxian's words made Xiao Yurou's eyes wet instantly, stared at Liang Jingxian fixedly, and recalled to herself: "I remember when I was six years old, my eldest cousin prankfully pulled my braids and made me cry......

"When I was eight years old, my second cousin threw me with a stone and scolded me for being a wild seed, but you helped me fight back, and after catching my second cousin, I gave him a hard lesson, and asked him to apologize to me. It was also from that time that others didn't dare to bully me at will because of you......"

"And when I was ten years old, you praised me for the first poem I made, saying that I was more talented than the other sisters in the family, and let me learn from my husband well, and become a good wife and mother who read poetry and books in the future......"

"When I was twelve years old, I embroidered the first Momofuku screen, and you praised me, saying that my needlework 'girl' was far more 'colorful' than my sisters, and laughed and joked with me, saying that the little girl who often followed you had grown into a big girl, and that I could start embroidering dowries for myself......"

Those memories of the past made Xiao Yurou's heart sour, and her gaze when she looked at Liang Jingxian suddenly became hot and affectionate: "Third cousin, do you know that I was happy after listening to your words? I take it as a promise you made to me, as a subtle expression of your heart to me......"

"From that day on, I have been waiting for you to marry me openly, until I am fourteen years old and you are sixteen years old, you do not hesitate to disobey the elders and be punished by the elders for my family affairs——— from that moment on, I have identified you, I have decided to be with you for the rest of my life, and I have begun to embroider a dowry for myself wholeheartedly."

"I didn't expect that I would wait for two years, and what I was waiting for was the news that you were going to marry Cen Qiniang——— do you know how much my heart hurt at that time? I can't eat or sleep day and night, and I always hope that this is just a rumor, but what I look forward to is that I was sent to Lingyun Temple under house arrest, and you married Cen Qiniang in a beautiful way! ”

Liang Jingxian heard Xiao Yurou say these words for the first time, these words made him feel surprised, and he subconsciously wanted to explain: "I didn't know I made you have such a deep misunderstanding, I ......"

Gu Zheng, who was unconsciously standing outside the study and eavesdropping, also wanted to know how Liang Jingxian would respond at this moment, but unfortunately Liang Jingxian was interrupted by Xiao Yurou after only the first half of the sentence, so that Gu Zheng couldn't know what his attitude towards Xiao Yurou was......

"No, cousin, don't say it yet, listen to me first, will you listen to what is in my heart first?" After Xiao Yurou finished speaking, she continued to say without waiting for Liang Jingxian to agree, for fear that Liang Jingxian would stop her from finishing what was in her heart: "During my time in Lingyun Temple, whether it was copying scriptures to pray for blessings, or knocking on wooden fish to recite scriptures, I didn't complain about you all the time, blamed you for not keeping the agreement of the year, and abandoning me......

"But gradually, I figured out everything, I want to understand that you and I have different identities, for the sake of the family, even if you love me, it is impossible for me to marry a lonely 'girl' like me, I can only marry Cen Qiniang, who is the right 'door'. Countless days and nights of copying scriptures have made me slowly understand your hardships, and understand that you were forced to make such a decision under the pressure of your family......"

Xiao Yurou said and wiped the tears from her face with the back of her hand, looked at Liang Jingxian with a serious face, and said magnanimously: "I don't blame you, really, not only did I forgive you, but I even made a decision in order not to embarrass you——— cousin, I can ignore my reputation, I can bow my head to Cen Qiniang, I am even willing to grovel to be your concubine, as long as I can be with you, I am willing to suffer any grievances!" ”

Xiao Yurou's words made Gu Zheng's heart tighten, and the hand holding the fan also subconsciously tightened——— this moment is finally here! Xiao Yurou was finally willing to leave her identity behind for Liang Jingxian and bow her head to be his concubine.

This should be Liang Jingxian's dream, right?

He hadn't mentioned it before, probably because Xiao Yurou had always been reluctant to be a concubine and had been messing with him, right?

Now that Xiao Yurou has finally relented, will Liang Jingxian come to her next and talk to her about Xiao Yurou as a concubine?

Gu Zheng was suddenly very nervous about Liang Jingxian's answer, and unconsciously pricked up his ears high, wanting to hear Liang Jingxian's answer clearly......

And Liang Jingxian in the study suddenly felt a big head when he heard that Xiao Yurou took the initiative to be his concubine, and refused without thinking: "Things are not what you think, you don't have to be so wronged......

Xiao Yurou is very self-righteous, confident that Liang Jingxian must love her in his heart: "Cousin, you don't have to say more, I have always understood your intentions!" We have been together for so many years, I believe that you have always had me in your heart, otherwise you would not have made a disobedient move against your elders in order to prevent me from getting married. ”

Just when the conversation was at its most critical, Gu Zheng heard a really clear footsteps from a distance, so that she who was standing outside the 'door' was a 'excited' spirit, and immediately took a spoon to avoid it——— Gu Zheng didn't want people to know that she was standing outside eavesdropping, so she could only leave the study in a hurry, so that she couldn't hear the next thing about, let alone Liang Jingxian's merciless rejection of Xiao Yurou.

said that after Liang Jingxian heard Xiao Yurou say so many things in his heart, he realized that Xiao Yurou not only loved him all along, but also misunderstood that he also loved her deeply, and even she remembered his unintentional words back then, and wishful thinking regarded it as his promise to her!

Things have developed to this point, no matter how dull Liang Jingxian is, he knows that he must make it clear to Xiao Yurou, so as not to deepen the misunderstanding and finally delay Xiao Yurou's own happiness......

So Liang Jingxian quickly calmly and ruthlessly exposed the facts, and mercilessly gave Xiao Yurou a dose of fierce 'medicine', hoping that she would wake up immediately: "You have been amorous all these years, I have always treated you as a sister, in my heart you are no different from Jingxiu and Jingxian, wake up, don't be obsessed with 'obsession' anymore." ”

Liang Jingxian's words made Xiao Yurou shake her head again and again, covering her ears and stealing the bell: "I don't believe it!" If you don't have me in your heart, why did you disobey your elders in the first place to prevent me from getting married?! You lied to me! ”

Liang Jing explained expressionlessly: "I did it out of the love of brother and sister, not the love of men and women, it was the elders who misunderstood my actions, I never said that I protected you from letting the elders marry you hastily, because I have a male and 'female' feelings for you," In order to let Xiao Yurou soberly recognize the facts as soon as possible, Liang Jingxian could only continue to hit her ruthlessly: "What I love is Wanwan, it was before, and it will be in the future." ”

Xiao Yurou felt that she knew Liang Jingxian earlier than Gu Zheng, and it was impossible for Liang Jingxian to love Gu Zheng and not love her: "No! How long have you known her? You can't love her! ”

As soon as Gu Zheng was mentioned, Liang Jingxian's eyes had a faint tenderness: "The person I have loved since I was twelve years old is her, and I have been waiting for her to grow up, not for you to grow up." ”

Liang Jingxian had already said it so clearly, but Xiao Yurou shook her head and refused to accept the facts, and the whole person fell into a hysterical state as if she was stunned: "No, I don't believe that the person you love is Cen Qi Niang!" You were just 'confused' and 'confused' by Cen Qiniang's 'female' person for a while, so you couldn't see your true ...... clearly."

Xiao Yurou finally couldn't say anything in the end, covered her face and ran out, and when she ran to the 'door', she suddenly stopped, turned her back to Liang Jingxian and said: "I won't give up, I will definitely let you see your sincerity clearly, you love my ......" After speaking, Xiao Yurou ran out crying without looking back, unwilling to listen to Liang Jingxian say those cruel facts, and only believed the facts he believed.

After Xiao Yurou left, Liang Jingxian sat alone in the study for a long time before accepting this somewhat ridiculous fact, but after accepting it, he suddenly felt very worried——— Liang Jingxian began to reflect on his words and deeds on weekdays, seriously pondering his every move, thinking about whether he was really not good at expressing emotions, and easy to make misleading actions, otherwise Gu Zheng, who should have understood his sincerity, failed to comprehend it for a long time, but Xiao Yurou, who should not have understood, frequently made mistakes, and for many years he had thought that the person he liked was her.

**The second more is offered, and soon the line will be closed to usher in the big high 'tide'**

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