I remember when I first met, a beautiful young man who didn't know anything about the world, handsome and gentle like jade.

The slender fingers hold a flute, and the other hand holds a jade fan, and the bamboo shadow is breezy, like a bright moon.

Every time the boy smiled and called her sister, he could clearly see her reflection in his smiling dark eyes.

She thought it was her admiration for her sister.

Until that day, the drunken young man's eyes were crimson, and he seemed to be smiling but not laughing, and he seemed to be crying instead of crying.

"Sister, you never knew"

The ink pupils squinted half-drunk and half-awake, and the cheeks were dyed with a little rouge-like color, sultry, and the thin lips were crimson, like the blooming of flowers on the other side.

"I love you"

The little whisper made her suddenly speechless like thunder on the ground.

The calm mind has always been stunned for a moment at this time, this is, this is the person she has always regarded as a younger brother.

Unexpectedly, what she had been most worried about all along, still happened.

It turns out that the young man's movements and demeanor are always a little charming on weekdays, and it has never been her illusion.

Staring at the half-lying person in front of her, she had a complicated expression.

With a flick of her wide sleeves, the jade pot on the table fell to the ground, and it shattered with a "snap".

Hearing the sound, the drunken young man tilted his head, as if to identify who she was.

"Sister, sister" He seemed to be a little sober, and laughed softly, with a little vulnerability.

She frowned, picked up the glass on the table and threw it at the boy's face.

"You sober me up, Rongqing." She snorted coldly.

There were a few strands of hair stuck to the young man's wine-stained face, and he stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick the wine stains at the corners of his mouth, and the mood was strange.

"Sister, actually you know right, you know"

He staggered to his feet, and saw that he was dressed in a different red robe, with a loose collar, revealing a large white chest.

She looked away and said coldly: "Rong Qing, you also know, we have no way." ”

Yes, she may have found out a long time ago, but she just didn't want to admit it, or subconsciously avoided this thought.

But now that she has made it clear, she can't let him be wrong again and again, thinking like this, her eyes crossed a trace of determination.

"I'll send you to the national teacher tomorrow, you're also old, and it doesn't make sense for me to be here."

Looking at the young man's incredulous eyes, she didn't even frown.

But she knew it was the first time she had spoken to him in that tone.

But after all, he is still a child

Thinking like this, she softened her tone: "Ah Qing, I'm for your good." ”

She paused, "And I don't want to, and I can't bear to hurt you." ”

Looking at the unresponsive teenager, the hands in her sleeves were slightly clenched, and she strode out of the room.

I didn't see the young man behind him, desperate and dead eyes.

That's what she thought as she walked away

Since it is impossible, then don't give him any hope, otherwise he will inevitably despair in the future.

Behind him, a young man dressed in red, the light in his eyes seemed to be shattered.

He sneered, can't bear it?

You can't bear it to me

Twilight falls, and there is silence.

She had thought countless times about what happened next, and what she would do if she had to do it all over again.

But the answer is invariant, she will do it anyway.

Because, not to love is not to love.

Reluctant to be together, it will only hurt others and hurt yourself

And she has never been a person who will force herself, he can only be a younger brother.

It's okay to say that she is cold or cold.

The kindness to the young man was nothing but the pity in her heart, and the rare indulgence of him in front of her was her limit.

She wanted to draw a line with him, but she never thought that Rong Qing would be so crazy

When she went to see Rong Qing on the second day, she found that the building was empty, and there was no young man in the room.

She had a vague feeling that something was wrong, this was not the boy's style at all.

This shows that Rong Qing is afraid of what he is planning.

It's just that I didn't expect that day to come so quickly. 21