Chapter 1058: Prayer
I returned to my instinctive space, in front of me, a ghostly light, lit up, gradually, turned into a human form, it is my cousin, I have seen, felt, heard, cousin's heart, that ardent thought, and the determination to save Sun Tian everything, in my mind, constantly echoed.
At this time, my cousin, in front of me, still looked sluggish, he had no eyes, and where his eyes were, were two big black holes.
"Cousin......"
I choked up, standing in front of my cousin, I couldn't cry, in my heart, I was very sad, I have seen such a cousin many times, however, this time, he is no longer like before, he likes to have fun, as a man, as a father, standing here.
"Why, you won't tell me, cousin, obviously what you said to me, now I am different from before, I can help you, cousin, if you hear my voice, answer me, cousin......"
I shouted, constantly shaking my cousin's body, he still stood motionless, I had a lot of words, I wanted to tell my cousin, we used to talk all night, I used to talk all night, I would tell my cousin anything, and he would tell me, the only difference was that my cousin would tell me how to do it, but this time, I would like to, cousin, tell me how to help him.
Failed, I hope to use the power of desire to break the darkness in my cousin's heart, but there is no effect, no matter how desperately I scream, this voice cannot be conveyed to my cousin's heart, his heart, I don't know where it has disappeared.
"Cousin, tell me, answer me, how can I help you, cousin......."
I kept shouting and shaking my cousin, and he was all the same, cold, standing in front of me, motionless.
I grabbed my cousin's collar weakly, and in my heart, it was very uncomfortable, I must not watch this happen, and I wanted to bring my cousin back.
"Pray, Zhang Qingyuan."
At this moment, my shadow stood behind me, and I turned my head, let go of my cousin, and looked at him in a daze.
"With your strength, you can't wake up Zhang Hao, he was originally a person who belonged to the Buddhist family, and you, now a ghost, clearly understand, Zhang Qingyuan, the fact that you are a ghost, and, in this cognition, understand that you can't turn back, pray like a god and Buddha, Zhang Qingyuan."
I quietly looked around, this was my instinctive space, there was a deeper darkness in it, in my body, as my power, I seemed to understand that with my dark power, I could not wake up my cousin.
"Does it really exist? Gods and Buddhas? ”
I asked, word for word, my shadow shaking its head.
"I don't know."
"Qingyuan, faith is not something that can be built overnight, and now you can only be a temporary Buddha, but it is worth a try, since the king of Jizo can find you, and you can hear him, pray, put all your thoughts, what you want to tell, what you want to achieve, all pour into your consciousness, and pray sincerely."
I didn't think much about it, I sat quietly on the ground, slowly closed my eyes, my instinct began to work, I was very calm in my heart, like a stream of water, and at this time, what I thought of the most, that night, in the Putian Temple, Master Mingde, and my conversation, it was that conversation, so that I had a lot of things in my heart, all unraveled.
If you think about it carefully, before, I have never had any prayer for these things, not once, since I was a child, my parents, because of the relationship between my eldest uncle, still go to the temple during the New Year's holidays, burn incense and worship the Buddha, and go to that kind of place, I feel uncomfortable.
A lot of the time, I didn't go in, I just went outside, waiting, and my cousin didn't believe in these things, and after all, what are these things?
I opened my eyes and quietly felt everything in the instinctive space, and in my heart, began to pray, hoping to make my cousin wake up.
Besides, just like what Zhu Tang said, is it really useful for me to do this, cramming Buddha feet temporarily? My prayers.
"Eliminate distracting thoughts, clear the source, hurry up, time is running out, our strength, there is not much time to maintain, you have to show everything you have in this short period of time, your faith, in the prayer, feel those things, otherwise, Zhang Hao will not be able to wake up."
"Another point, Qingyuan, Zhang Hao's body has the image of the Buddha, if you do this on weekdays, there may not be any results, but now, give it a try."
I nodded, stopped thinking about the clutter, and prayed.
Nothing, nothing, in my constant prayers, nothing was felt, the feeling of emptiness filled my heart.
And it was only when I remembered what Master Mingde had said to me that I felt something strange in my heart.
"Do you know the suffering of bitterness and the enjoyment of pleasure?"
I opened my eyes, and at this time, the anxiety and impatience in my heart disappeared completely, and I smiled, and I should have clearly known that everything here is hell for me now.
And in this hell, I am powerless to struggle, it doesn't seem to have any effect, on the contrary, the more I struggle, the more painful it becomes, the rock and the water.
I slowly stood up, and floated upward, still praying in my heart, hoping to bring my cousin back to his senses.
The Buddha is treated equally, there is no difference, everyone can become a Buddha, as long as you believe, to hope, to pray, all this, will appear, in the heart, the so-called faith.
The mood was extremely soothing, and gradually, I felt a trace of warmth, although it was very weak, at first, I thought it was an illusion, but now, I really feel it, this heat flow, in my instinctive space, is flawless and holy.
"Ah, I heard a little, is this the sound of the Buddha?"
I said, with my eyes closed, my hands open, constantly perceiving, I wanted to touch, and in my heart, the most ardent desire was to touch and embrace all this.
To believe, to pray, to hope, whether it is God or Buddha, I only hope that I can save my cousin, no matter what.
Gradually, I remembered, and then glanced at my cousin below, who was motionless.
"Cousin, at that time, what you hoped for was to save all of us, so the Buddha responded to you and gave you the power to save."
When I was in Rakshasa City, it was my cousin's deep desire in my heart, as well as my belief in prayer for these unknown, so-called gods and Buddhas, that awakened the image of the Buddha, defeated the ghost Rakshasas, and liberated the female ghosts who had been trapped for thousands of years.
"Great power is often born out of vanity."
I said quietly, now I can finally appreciate the deep meaning of this sentence, it is not false, but something that has a heart, a person's emotion, whether it is a person or a ghost, in my heart, this sincere and enthusiastic belief, the thing awakened, is a miracle, is a god and Buddha.
Gradually, the whole instinctive space was filled with a stream of heat, which felt very comfortable, just like the sun in early winter, shining on my body, warm, warm, warming everything to me.
I held the pendant in my hand, which was faintly hot, and held it tightly.
"Ruoxi, you at that time, the miracle you caused, that's it, want to save me, please, bless me, Ruoxi, bless me for being able to help my cousin solve all this ........"
I slowly stretched out my hand and held the pendant in my hand, and gradually, in my instinctive space, there was an uninvited guest, and the originally dark place began to become brighter, and little by little, light and darkness began to intertwine in my instinctive space.
Streams of black and white air, staggered, I continued to pray, kept praying, in my heart, the feeling of wanting to save my cousin, the faith, full of my consciousness.
I began to float slowly towards my cousin, and came to my cousin's face, holding the pendant in my hand that faintly emitted purple brilliance.
"Cousin, wake up, I once promised my cousin-in-law that no matter what, as long as you live, you will have hope, and as long as you can survive, this hope will be in front of you......."
Gradually, those white air currents began to move closer to us, and my cousin's body began to emit a stream of light, and I raised my fist and aimed it at my cousin.
There was a click, and cracks appeared on the surface of my cousin's body, the cold and unforgiving surface, and the cracks became more and more, and I raised my fist, and the purple light flowed on my fist.
"Cousin......."
I shouted in a low voice, then raised my fist high.
"Let's go back, we're going back, cousin........"
With a bang, I punched the surface of my cousin's body, and with a click, my cousin's body cracked, and then a stream of golden light came out of it.
I saw it, in a pure white air flow, my cousin's smile, gradually, this air flow disappeared, I tilted my head, yelled, tightly squeezed the purple pendant in my hand, in my heart, extremely sad, I yelled.
"Ruoxi, thank you, thank you........"
Suddenly, I came to my senses, and in the distance, everything in the instinctive space, only a moment passed, and the ghost insect monk rushed towards this side.
"Cousin......."
I choked up and shouted, and my cousin in front of me regained his senses, and tears overflowed from his bright and clear eyes.