The wind of early summer is tinged with a hint of heat.

The man in white sat alone under the eaves, looking through the scrolls.

A few days later, his body had largely healed.

Just want to get a woman, but she never wants to give in.

The little guy came over to report in a tangled manner, "Childe, Miss Su hasn't eaten for three days, and she only drinks some water every day, will she damage her body?" ”

Accept the scroll.

He raised his hand and flicked his wide sleeves at the sun.

On his wrist, he wears a string of red bean bracelets, which are like carmine, lining the skin with a cool white tone.

"In the past, when I was happy with Xuanyin, I thought that letting her go free was love. Later, as I grew older, I realized that the so-called fulfillment turned out to be self-deception that I could not love. Imprisoning her by your side is the real liking. I can't ask for it, but I can't think about it...... I don't want to taste the pain I can't ask for anymore. ”

He got up and stepped into the study again.

The study is dim.

Su Jiutuan was in the corner, and his body and mind were on the verge of collapse.

For three days, from day to night, from dusk to dawn, she listened to the maids read the letters over and over again for three days!

She hated that she had never written about it!

Rong Zheng crouched down in front of her.

He took her hand over her ear.

Su Jiu raised his eyes and looked at him slowly.

The voice of the maid reading the letter has stopped.

But her ears were ringing, and the words on the letterhead were still echoing repeatedly in her ears.

Can't stop......

Rong Zheng handed over a bowl of fish fillet porridge.

Su Jiu took it, looked at him hesitantly, and couldn't help but hold the bowl and swallow it quickly.

"The fish fillet porridge I cooked in the kitchen myself, the taste is not much different from what you boiled." Rong Zheng smiled and gently wiped the soup from her lips, "Sister Su, do you like me?" ”

Su Jiu drank the last mouthful of porridge and subconsciously shrank into the corner.

Rong Zheng put the bowl aside and combed her forehead, "The books you love to read, I also love to read." You are a great cook, and I am willing to wash your hands and make soup for you. I used to paint 100 pictures for Jin Xuanyin, and in the future, I am willing to spend the rest of my life painting 10,000 pictures for you. Sister Su, in the world, there is no one more worthy of you than me. ”

Su Jiu's brows were tightly locked, and his little face was pale, "Rong Zheng, I don't understand." ”

"Don't understand what?"

"I don't understand your obsession."

The man chuckled, "I've tasted loss, that pain, and I don't want to try it again in this life." ”

Therefore, even if you use extraordinary means, you have to leave her behind.

Su Jiu stared at his eyes seriously, "However, I was left behind, and it was very painful. ”

In the past three days, she almost lost control of her emotions several times.

She didn't dare to imagine that once she got out of control, she would become a madman without reason.

Rong Zheng looked at her in a daze.

A clean girl, with moist and reddened eyes, she was overly serious.

She told him plainly that she was in pain.

Su Jiu whispered: "Rong Zheng, I want to go home." ”

The man in white was silent.

Su Jiu got up bravely, glanced at him, and walked cautiously to the door.

When she stepped out of the threshold, she turned around, Rong Zheng still maintained the position she had just held, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

She didn't hesitate any longer, and staggered to the outside of the Rong Mansion.

In the study, Rong Zheng slowly sat in the corner.

This is where she had been for three days, and the tip of his nose still lingered with her scent.

He touched the red bean bracelet, and his delicate sword eyebrows couldn't help but wrinkle.

The little guy hurriedly came in, "Childe, Miss Su, she's gone!" ”

Seeing Rong Zheng's depressed appearance, the little guy was stunned, "Childe? ”

Rong Zheng's voice was faint: "What should I do if I fall in love with a green lotus that grows in the water?" ”

"Where does Childe take a fancy to Qinglian? The small one will be picked up for you! ”

"Take it back, she'll die......"

Rong Zheng's face was shrouded in shadows, so that the little girl couldn't understand it.

But he felt that his son-in-law was like a lost dog at the moment.

Alone,

Look pitiful.

……

Su Jiu walked through the street in embarrassment.

For three whole days, she only drank the bowl of fish fillet porridge just now.

I was so hungry that even the scene in front of me gradually blurred.

She gradually lost her mind, but her steps did not stop, and she kept following her heart and walked in a certain direction of Yanxing Street.

Going there......

There are her trees planted,

The people who still live there......

That person is bad and ruthless, and he always bullies her on weekdays, but for some reason, she misses him a little......

The girl who was completely out of strength, with only one obsession, walked to the end of Yanxing Street.

The small courtyard at the end of the street is quiet and quiet, a big locust tree is planted outside the courtyard gate, and a string of snow-white locust trees is hung in early summer.

Her camphor tree protrudes from the yard, and its branches are lush and verdant, showing that it is extremely well cared for.

She shook her body and finally fainted outside the courtyard gate.

……

When he woke up again, Su Jiu was very hungry.

When I opened my eyes, I saw myself lying in a pale blue bed.

There was a faint scent of cypress in the tent, which was the smell of that person.

She barely sat up, and heard Gu Yu's voice outside the screen:

"Fifth girl, you're finally awake! The little one found you fainting at the gate of the courtyard and got you into the house. The female doctor has seen it and said that you are hungry and frightened. Stunned boiled egg drop porridge, the taste is average, you pad your stomach first. White Dew and Frostfall received the news and were already on their way. ”

Su Jiu put on his coat and asked him to bring in the egg drop porridge.

After drinking two large bowls of egg drop porridge one after another, her strength regained a little.

Frostfall lay beside her and cried profusely, telling her worries that she would not be found for days.

Su Jiu touched her head, and learned from Bai Lu that her mother was fine, and she couldn't help but feel relieved.

Frost dropped a handful of snot and tears, "Miss, where have you been these days, look at what you have become so thin!" That's right, the slave bought your favorite flower cake on the way here, eat it while it's hot! ”

Su Jiu couldn't resist her enthusiasm, so he had to eat two pieces of flower cake.

She didn't plan to tell them about the Rong family, she just made up a few excuses to prevaricate in the past.

Bai Lu smiled: "Miss's body is still very weak and can't do much. You rest in this small courtyard first, and Madame and Frostfall will take care of you. ”

Su Jiu nodded obediently.

They didn't disturb her rest and quickly withdrew.

Su Jiu had time to look around.

This is Xiao Tingchen's bedroom.

The furnishings are simple, and there are all kinds of small yellow books hidden in the depths of the green bamboo bed as always, but the bookshelves are full of subsets of scriptures and histories like dogs.

She got out of bed and walked to Xiao Tingchen's bookcase.

On the bookcase, a sandalwood paperweight pressed a thick pile of rice paper.

Su Jiu was surprised, Xiao Tingchen's house, there was still an elegant time for dancing and writing?

When I got closer, I realized that the pile of rice paper was full of portraits.

The girl in the painting is either laughing or angry, happy or angry, lifelike......

It's all her.

That dog man is not the same as Rong Zheng.

For him, she Su wine is not a substitute for any woman.

From beginning to end, she is the only woman in his pen......

Su Jiu subconsciously touched his eyes, only to realize that he was already in tears.

，

Xiao Jiu'er: I decided to eat Huijiao.