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Li Yeqi wanted to say something, opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word, he looked at the woman's sad and desperate expression, thinking that even if he hugged her, but at the moment he was in turmoil, he couldn't care about comforting her at all.

He clenched his fists and turned away abruptly.

Yan Luoxi looked at his back striding away in a daze, tears poured up layer by layer, and a wave of grief swept over, she covered her eyelids with both hands, and suddenly couldn't cry.

She knew very well in her heart that she was afraid and refused to tell him the truth, but in fact, what she was most worried about was that after he knew the truth, he would resent her because of Li's mother's affairs.

She sat down on the bench, the air conditioning in the hospital was turned on very much, and the cold air kept blowing over, and she only felt that the cold air was blowing into her bones, which made her heart feel a chill.

Finally came to this point, she should be relieved, but why does her heart hurt so much?

"Are Yan Ling's relatives there? Are Yan Zero's relatives there? Yan Luoxi was in a trance, and suddenly heard the nurse shouting anxiously, Yan Luoxi stood up suddenly, got up too quickly, her eyes were dark, and she almost fell to the ground.

A powerful big hand stretched out from the oblique thorn to hold her arm, and she looked up in surprise, the man in front of her was as warm as jade, but it was not a sharp night prayer that turned back, and her bright eyes suddenly dimmed.

Bai Xiao saw the loss in her eyes, and he didn't care, "I saw the news that Xiao Ling was in the hospital, and he happened to be doing something nearby, so I came over to take a look, Luo Xi, your face is very bad." ”

Yan Luoxi withdrew her arm, she wiped her face, and heard the nurse calling her again, she walked over quickly, "Miss Nurse, I'm Yan Ling's mother, what's wrong with him?" ”

"He's awake and wants to see his family, so come in with me." The nurse looked at her, then turned and walked towards the intensive care unit.

Yan Luoxi's heart fell back into place, she glanced back at Bai Xiao, Bai Xiao nodded lightly, "Go in, I'll wait for you outside." ”

Yan Luoxi turned around, she strode into the intensive care unit, changed into a sterile gown, she came to the bedside, closed her eyes without saying anything, and only then did he open his eyes when he heard a slight footstep.

His pupils were a little dilated, and he couldn't focus on Yan Luoxi's face for a while, and his uninjured hand had already stretched out, "Mommy, it's so cold here, I want to go home." ”

Yan Luoxi's tears welled up in an instant, she quickly blinked her eyes, tried to calm down, gently held his hand, looked at the neck sleeve used to fix his neck, she said, "Well, when your injury is healed, we will go home." ”

Yan Ling's eyes wandered around the intensive care unit, "But I'm so scared, there's nothing here, it's cold like hell, Mommy, I don't want to stay here." ”

Yan Luoxi was so distressed that she reached out and gently brushed his forehead away, her voice suppressed the pain, "Obedient, Xiao Ling, this is the ward, when you are well, we can go home." ”

The light in Yan Ling's eyes gradually faded, and he grabbed Yan Luoxi's little finger tightly, "Mommy, will you not want me?" ”

Yan Luoxi's heart ached, tears came up again, and tears flowed down her face in an instant, she choked up: "Little fool, you are Mommy's son, how could Mommy not want you?" ”

"I'm not your son, I'm just your adoption, I remember, you adopted me from the welfare home." Yan Ling's tone was so pale that it didn't look like a five-year-old child should have.

Yan Luoxi looked at him in shock, she had always felt that Yan Ling was not as sensible as a child of the same age, but she didn't expect that he would remember what happened before he was three years old. Also, for her, she may not remember what happened before she was three years old, but for Yan Ling, he was only five years old, so he naturally remembered what happened before she was three years old.

What's more, that year is still the worst memory for him.

Memories of happiness tend to fade easily, but memories of pain last a lifetime.

Thinking of this, Yan Luoxi was in pain and blamed herself, she leaned over and wanted to hug him, but he was full of tubes, she was even more afraid of touching his injury, her tears rolled down, leaned over and kissed his forehead, "Xiao Ling, you are my son, I didn't protect you well, let you be snatched away and sent to the welfare home, I'm sorry, I was very sick at the time." ”

Yan Ling looked at her in disbelief, and after a while, he said: "Mommy, don't coax me, I know that I am a child abandoned by my mother, I am grateful to you for adopting me back, don't worry, I will get better, and I will work hard to make money, can you not want me?" ”

The pain of ten thousand arrows piercing the heart is nothing more than that.

Yan Luoxi's tears kept rolling down, what did she do to this child? In the past three years, she has had too many opportunities to tell him that she is his biological mother and let him rest assured that he can rely on her, but because of the abuse he had treated back then, she herself could not look back, and she couldn't explain to Xiao Ling why he was taken away and sent to a welfare home.

So she selfishly didn't tell him, and now she wanted to explain it to him, but he didn't believe her anymore.

She covered her eyelids helplessly, her palms wet with tears, she cried hoarsely, and was overwhelmed with grief, "Xiao Ling, you are really my son, I conceived and gave birth to you in October, even if I don't want myself, I will never want you." ”

Yan Ling looked at her suspiciously, still doubting the authenticity of her words, "Mommy, are you comforting me because I'm hurt?" ”

Yan Luoxi raised his hand, and gently stroked his tender little face with his soft fingertips, "No, what I'm saying is the truth, Xiao Zero, if you want to know what happened, when you're ready, I'll tell you in detail." Don't be cranky now, take care of your injuries. ”

"You really won't want me?" Yan Ling's eyes stared at her unblinkingly, as if he was getting her promise.

Yan Luoxi nodded vigorously, "No, never." ”

Yan Ling's expression was relieved, his eyes were a little sloppy, he raised his hand with difficulty, and said weakly: "Mommy, then let's pull the hook." ”

Yan Luoxi endured her grief, raised her hand to hook his little finger, and before she could pull the hook, Yan Luoxi's little hand slipped down from mid-air, and she looked at his little hand that hung weakly on the bed, and when she raised her head to look at him, he was already unconscious.

Yan Luoxi was shocked, and shouted in a hurry: "Doctor, nurse, Xiao Ling fainted, come on, woo woo, Xiao Ling, don't scare Mommy, Xiao Ling ......"

The doctor and nurse rushed into the intensive care unit, Yan Luoxi was squeezed out, she covered her mouth with her hands, and watched helplessly as the doctor examined Yan Ling, tears falling more urgently.

Xiao Ling, you must not have anything to do, otherwise I will be left alone, how will I live?

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