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Post-traumatic stress disorder (TSD) is a disordered sequelae of a person's psychological state after encountering or confronting a major stress. These experiences include threats to life, serious physical injury, and physical or mental coercion. It is sometimes referred to as osttrauaticstress reaction to emphasize that this phenomenon is a reasonable consequence of experiencing trauma rather than an inherent problem with the patient's psychological state.

Many post-traumatic survivors do not take long to return to their normal lives, but some are unable to return to their normal selves due to stress reactions, or even worsen over time, and these individuals may develop the point that patients often experience such as nightmares and flashbacks of memories in their minds, as well as difficulty sleeping, feeling separated from others, and alienated. These symptoms, if severe enough and lasting long enough, can significantly impair an individual's daily life.

"Reproducible reactions" of psychotraumatic situations repeatedly and involuntarily emerge in the patient's thinking and memory, intruding into consciousness and often appearing in dreams. Sometimes there are "re-enacted" seizures, which are once again in danger, with delusions, hallucinations, and dissociative disorders of consciousness. Sometimes there is a "touching the scene" type of mental anguish.

In contrast, the "avoidance response" refers to the psychogenic amnesia of the traumatic situation in which the individual patient experiences the event is excluded from memory and denied even after being reminded.

"If that's the case, then Yao Yao won't be so miserable" On the way to the hospital, Lu Han told everyone about Lu Yao's illness. "Haruka happens to be the first, reproducible reaction, and it's been for years, not only do I not forget, but I often have nightmares when I think about it."

Yes, what can make Lu Yao touch the scene is to sing in front of others.

That had happened when she was very young, but she still remembers all the details of that day vividly. It is precisely because I can't forget that I am so painful.

It was when Lu Yao was three years old, and she was still living with her mother, Bai Ci. At that time, although Bai Ci's physical and mental state was not very good, he was still able to live a normal life.

Until one day, Bai Ci took Lu Yao to the auditorium in the community to watch the performance of the elderly, and then Xiao Lu Yao was coaxed by those uncles and aunts to sing a song on stage.

Lu Yao sang a children's song, a little boy, although his immature voice is still very young, but his voice and tone are undoubtedly very good, and those uncles and aunts applauded and cheered.

Lu Yao sang very well, but the more Bai Ci listened, the paler his face became, as if he remembered something painful, and his whole body trembled.

Lu Yao didn't know that her mother's heart was undergoing the baptism of the storm, she returned to her mother under everyone's praise, but she was suddenly grabbed by the wrist: "Who taught you to sing"

"Ah" Lu Yao looked confused, and his wrist was scratched painfully. But she didn't try to break free, just replied to Bai Ci with tears in her eyes: "No one taught me, I would have done it myself"

A storm was brewing in Bai Ci's eyes, and his face was unpredictable. At this time, there were unaware uncles and aunts beside him: "Oh, this girl sings so well, will."

You can be a singer in the future" "That's it, Xiao Lu Yao is still so beautiful, and he will definitely be very popular with boys in the future."

Then Xiao Lu Yao saw that her mother, who was trembling with excitement, stared at her with an almost vicious look, and then suddenly fainted without saying a word, and fell to the ground convulsing and foaming at the mouth.

The adults panicked all of a sudden, and some hurriedly called an ambulance and some checked Bai Ci's condition. Lu Yao was the only one standing aside with a pale little face, trembling at Bai Ci's tragic condition.

Why, why did my mother become the terrible way she is now, is it because I am harmed by singing?

Later, Lu Yao also knew why Bai Ci reacted so much when she saw herself performing and singing on stage, because her husband and Lu Yao's father Lu Qingyun, his lover Ji Lan was born as a little singer, and he once performed and sang in front of Bai Ci, and then mocked her with Lu Qingyun for her incomplete pentatonic sound.

Maybe everyone will really feel inferior in front of their lovers, Bai Ci's singing is indeed incomplete, and every song sung by her is as if it was original, so she is not willing to sing in front of everyone.

And Ji Lan mocked her in front of so many people or in front of Lu Qingyun, which made Bai Ci accept incompetence. That's why she was so out of control when she saw Xiao Lu Yao, who sang so well.

Although Bai Ci apologized to Lu Yao at that time, the psychological damage that had been caused could not be recovered.

Lu Yao didn't tell Bai Ci that from that day on, she would not be able to sing in front of others, otherwise she would have difficulty breathing, dizziness and vomiting.

And this symptom has lasted for more than ten years and has not gotten better. Although there are no serious consequences in ordinary times, it is the result of Lu Yao's own efforts to adjust or the result of getting used to it, as long as she sings in front of everyone, she will still get sick.

"Oh my God" Liu Zhiyan covered his mouth, his eyes moistened, "Lu Yao is too pitiful."

"Since you know why you want her to go on stage with you" Lu Ye heard about these past events, half angry and half distressed and asked Lu Han.

Lu Han didn't care, he quietly looked at the unconscious Lu Yao, and reached out to caress her face, "Because I think it's too unfair for other people's mistakes to be borne by innocent her." ”

When the word "others" was spoken, Lu Han glanced at Lu Yi with cool eyes, gloomy.

Lu Yi was stunned for a moment, and suddenly reacted, in the final analysis, the cause was actually his mother Ji Lan, and he was speechless.

Yi Hanzhi looked at Lu Yao silently and asked a question: "She was fine before stepping down, does it mean that her condition has actually improved this time?"

Lu Han nodded: "Well, Yaoyao is trying to overcome this demon that has plagued her for more than ten years. Although she is now unconscious, there is no doubt that she has succeeded. ”

Wen Zitao frowned slightly: "Do you mean that as long as Lu Yao wakes up, it won't be a big deal?"

Lu Han nodded: "Hmm."

Everyone was speechless for a while, and Jin Zhengcai sighed for a while: "You are really willing."

Lu Han was stunned for a moment, and then replied in a voice that only he could hear: "I feel more distressed than you."

Lu Yao seemed to have had a very long dream.

In her dreams, she was still the same carefree little child with both parents. Her mother was healthy and gentle, and her father, though cold, was there for her.

But then, those days were gone. His father is gone, his mother is sick, and Xiao Lu Yao is alone. The road is very dark, and she will actually be afraid.

Until the end, even her mother was gone, and she walked the path completely, and she thought, what is the reason why she has been stumbling and living alone for so long, and what is it that she can persevere

"Yaoyao"

In a daze, it seemed as if a familiar gentle voice was calling her. In the light at the end of the darkness, a voice kept calling out to her.

Lu Yao slowly walked towards the light source. In the darkness, a translucent hand reached out to her. The bright smiling face in my memory sparkled.

"Haruka, live for me, persevere for me"

It's Lu Han. It's her path

Lu Yao burst into tears instantly.

The day the two of them first met, Lu Han always regarded that day as a turning point that changed his life. What he didn't know was that that day was also the day that changed the trajectory of Lu Yao's life.

When he heard Lu Qingyun say the words "Lu Yao, your mother is dead" in an unusually indifferent tone, Lu Yao actually had no motivation to persevere.

Her heart is tyrannical and roaring, wanting to destroy herself and destroy society, but she is such a person, where can she destroy the world, so she can only destroy herself.

But before putting it into action, Lu Yao met Lu Han.

The poor child who was beaten so badly but had no intention of fighting back, the child who had no will to survive like himself, Lu Yao, didn't know why, and suddenly had the idea of finding a family for himself.

Since her parents don't want her anymore, she will find herself a family member who loves her wholeheartedly

So from that day on, Lu Yao almost lived for Lu Han. It's just that Lu Han doesn't know it.

"Yaoyao, come with me."

Lu Han's voice in the dream was still so gentle that Lu Yao was reluctant to refuse. She slowly reached out her hand

The moment the two hands touched, Lu Yao's tears flowed down, and she said in a hoarse voice

"Okay."

Lu Yao opened his eyes suddenly, and then met a pair of familiar eyes full of affection. Lu Han looked at her with a smile and said softly, "Welcome back, Yaoyao."

Lu Yao took a deep breath. She knew that from now on, that nightmare would never bother her again, and that she was about to become the queen of the road who was no longer fearless.

The injuries inflicted on her by others in the past will all disappear in Lu Han's gentle but firm comfort and encouragement.

Lu Han stretched out his hand to hug Lu Yao, and said tightly: "Yaoyao, it's okay, it's all over."

Lu Yao was stunned, exhaled a long breath, and said in a dumb voice: "Well, it's all over."

You've already gambled with your heart, how can I be willing to let you lose

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