Chapter 84: Who Really Am I?

Through the reflection of the car window, I saw my own face.

The man reflected on the car window, myself, looks exactly like the man in a suit I met in the square on Ping'an Street!

Why, in less than one night, I grew a thick beard?

Bearded man, bearded man?

I was stunned to see the thin lips, the pointed chin, and the bloodshot eyes full of horror and stunned!

If I remove the area above the nose, below the nose, I will be exactly like the man in the wanted post!

Am I the most wanted criminal?

Wanted? A man with a beard? Wu Qiang?

Wu Qiang! Could it be that I am Wu Qiang?

The female student standing in front of me, she is Wu Qiang's daughter?

But if I am Wu Qiang, then who is the man in a suit I met in the square? Why does he have the exact same face as me?

Could it be that I bumped into myself, another self? This, how is this possible?

Who am I? Who the hell am I?

My mind was messed up again, and I couldn't explain it all at all.

At this time, the faces of little girls suddenly appeared in my mind.

They were all crying and screaming.

"Let go of me!"

"Please, don't kill me!"

"Let me go home!"

"Don't! Help me! ”

These frightened and pitiful faces were soon blurred by the bright red blood. Eventually, they all turned red one by one······

No, it's impossible, I didn't kill anyone! I didn't kill those girls! I'm not a wanted criminal, I, I'm not Wu Qiang, I'm not the schoolgirl's father! This, this must be a mistake!

How could I possibly kill someone? I wouldn't even dare to kill a bird, and I would kill these girls? Why should I kill them?

Could it be that all this is the truth that I am trying to find? No, no, no!

That's right, Mary, Mary! Only Mary, she will prove my innocence! We truly love each other, and she is the one who knows me best! I want to find her, I must find her, I want her to give me a proof: I am innocent, I am wronged!

At that moment, I suddenly felt a little unusual.

I looked up, only to see that the schoolgirl who had called me "Daddy" had walked up to me and looked at me blankly.

She didn't speak, and there was no longer that look of shock and fear in her eyes, but she just stared at me blankly.

I reached out and grabbed the little girl.

Her hands were cold, as warm as a corpse.

This time, though, she didn't run away or scream, but watched me quietly. Her lips moved, as if she wanted to say something to me, but she didn't say it.

"Little girl, what did you just call me?" I made up my mind, "You, are you my daughter?" ”

She still didn't speak, didn't nod, didn't shake her head.

"I'm your dad?" I continued, "How could I be your father?" Are you looking at the wrong person? ”

I took out the photo, pointed to the man who looked like me, and asked, "Who is he?" ”

The schoolgirl looked at the picture and held out her finger and pointed it at me.

When her finger pointed at me, my whole body suddenly became extremely cold.

"So, I, what's my name?" I asked.

But she stopped talking, biting her lip.

"Why don't you answer me? Listen, I'm not your dad, I'm not your dad! I didn't know which nerve was wrong, so I shook the schoolgirl's arms desperately and shouted excitedly.

However, the schoolgirl still had a hollow eye, like a puppet, and no matter how I shook it, she didn't say a word.

"You, why did you run away when you saw me? Since I'm your dad. "Suddenly, I started crying.

At this moment, I seemed to have vaguely touched the depths of my heart, where terrible memories were hidden.

That picture, that family photo, and my face on the car window seemed to tell me a reality that I didn't want to admit at all. That is - I am Wu Qiang, I am the father of this little girl!

In the square, I didn't meet anyone at all. The guy who was running towards me was a hallucination, he didn't exist!

I didn't meet anyone who looked exactly like me, it was all an illusion! Yes, even the man in black, I'm afraid it doesn't exist, it's my hallucination!

Men in Black?

Suddenly, I thought of the face I had seen in that fantasy prison before, the face hidden under the hat, behind the sunglasses! A face that is too familiar to be familiar anymore!

Yes, I, I remembered!

That face, that's the face on the wanted warrant!

He is a fairly handsome man, although he does not have a beard and his chin is cleanly shaved, but those eyes and that smile still make me remember him!

This man in black, he is Wu Qiang, and he is another me!

Wu Qiang, the man in black, I, in fact, are the same person!

"Schizophrenia"? Suddenly, the word came to mind.

"People with schizophrenia imagine themselves as different individuals. For example, imagine yourself as both a killer and a victim at the same time. Some patients have always suspected that they are being hunted and killed, but the person who is chasing and killing them does not actually exist, but is just another self that they have imagined. They play the dual role of victim and pursuer at the same time, and from this they derive a certain kind of satisfaction and desire. Suddenly, a voice rang in my ears.

Who, who's talking to me?

I looked around, but there was no one else in the carriage except me and the girl.

Suddenly, another image invaded my mind.

A little girl, her face was swollen and red, and her eyes were about to bulge. However, the pale and cruel hands on her neck showed no sign of letting go!

You have to die, as long as it's a beautiful girl, you have to die for me!

Suddenly, this thought popped up in my heart!

"Dad, don't kill me!" A sound came from the throat of the little girl who was struggling.

Father? I was startled, and finally I could see the face of the girl I had grabbed by the throat.

That girl, it turned out to be that schoolgirl, my daughter!

Then I seemed to hear the big doll in the cabin laughing at me again, what was she laughing at?

"You strangled your own daughter to death? Hahaha, hahaha, hahaha! ”

The doll's voice was sharp and terrifying.

Yes! I was startled and let go of my hand. But the schoolgirl, my daughter, her head was already hanging down.

She didn't struggle anymore, she didn't move, she died!

Yes! I screamed and woke up again.

I'm still standing in this carriage. In front of me, there was still the schoolgirl, most likely, she was my daughter!

Oh my God, I almost strangled her in a hallucination!

Am I crazy? I'm going to strangle my own daughter? This, this is not true, why would I want to kill my own daughter? She's my own flesh and blood!

Suddenly, I thought of the files of the police station in Dead Town, where almost all the girls who were raped and killed had faces as beautiful as dolls. That's right, they all have red faces, they seem to have dimples when they laugh, and they all have ponytails and bangs on their foreheads.

That's right, these victims are very similar to the schoolgirl in front of me, maybe my daughter!

In my mind, it was as if the big doll had come out again. She opened her bloody mouth, as if to say to me: "Wu Qiang, you are a murderer!" Hahaha! ”

I was stunned and took a few steps back.

The schoolgirl, my daughter, suddenly had wide eyes and stared at me coldly. She didn't speak, but when I saw her cold eyes, my whole body seemed to be frozen.

If she really was my daughter, would I have killed her?

I can't imagine it, if I am really her father, if I am really Wu Qiang, why would I kill so many innocent girls? What is the deep hatred between me and those girls? Did I kill them just to vent my bestial desires, or was it for something else? Like, hate? Get you back?

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, but in my blood, it was as if there was a stream of hot magma flowing, boiling, as if it could gush out at any moment!

Suddenly, I smelled a smell that seemed to be the one coming from Cerberus. Strong, bloody, and with a hungry, hungry taste for food!

I closed my eyes, but in my mind, Cerberus's dark blue eyes, vicious eyes, were still peeking at my soul!

My hands finally trembled uncontrollably, faster and faster! It was as if the whole carriage trembled!

The man in black doesn't exist, Wu Song doesn't exist, the murderous policeman doesn't exist, and even the wanted criminal doesn't exist! Yet, at this moment, I still exist!

I may be them, they may be me!

"You're not my dad!" Suddenly, the schoolgirl spoke.

I was startled and opened my eyes.

A pair of cold eyes were still staring at me.

"You, what are you talking about?" I was stunned, surprised, and relieved.

"You killed them, didn't you?" The schoolgirl stared at me as if she wanted to dig out my soul, "You killed them?" My dad wouldn't do that kind of thing! ”

"No, no, no." I shook my head vigorously, "I'm not going to kill, I, I'm not going to kill!" ”

"You're not my dad at all! Who are you? The schoolgirl's eyes widened, and the sharp gaze seemed to be a sharp sword that was about to pierce me.

"I, I, who am I?" My throat twitched, but I couldn't speak.

Suddenly, something slowly flowed out of the schoolgirl's eyes.

It wasn't tears, it was blood, bright red blood!

"Mary!" I suddenly screamed.

Then, her eyeballs actually fell! Her tongue also came out of her mouth and fell to the ground! The tongue was still wriggling on the ground, like the severed tail of a snake.

Yes! I screamed, my eyes went black, and I fainted······

When I woke up again, I was the only one left in the car, the schoolgirl who called me "Daddy".

and that Wu Song, all disappeared without a trace.

Could it be that everything just now was just my hallucination?

I struggled to get up from the ground, my head hurting a little.

Where have I been? I looked out the window, but it was pitch black outside, and in the car, only the dim lights were on.

The train seemed to be going through a tunnel, and all I could hear was the sound of the wheels hitting the tracks.

I suddenly felt a little tired, so I found a seat and sat down.

However, the tunnel seemed to be very long, and I waited for a long time, but I still didn't wait for the train to get out of the tunnel.

Outside the window, it was still pitch black, which made me a little suspicious.

Is this an eternal night that cannot see the light of day······