Chapter Seventy-Eight: Indifferent to each other, unwilling to pay for the desire to conquer

That afternoon, An Ruo had a dream.

In her dream, she finally got her lawyer's license and won the first lawsuit in her life. Just as she walked down the stairs with light steps, Gu Chu's noble and handsome face appeared in front of her, and he was a few centimeters away from her, and stretched out his hand to her with a smile. The corner of his mouth smiled, "My vision is never wrong, come here, I will take you home." ”

She stretched out her hand in hesitation, and just as she was about to shake it, Gu Chu's fingers were thin, and endless cold wind passed through An Ruo's fingertips.

There was nothingness in front of him, and vaguely he said, "Why did you leave me? Why don't you stay with me? Why? The voice was sharp and accusatory.

The scene in front of him switched, only a dazzling white remained, stabbing An Ruo's eyes brightly, An Ruo sat on the ground, and in the empty space, a delicate female voice sounded, "Sister, you have to replace me and stay with Brother Chu, he is really lonely and needs you very much." ”

"I don't want me, I don't want to, don't be your stand-in, I'm just myself, just Anruo."

An Ruo woke up from the nightmare, and when she raised her eyes, it was a pair of dark eyes, and when she came back to her senses, she actually grabbed Lu Yan's hand tightly.

There was sweat on her back, and Lu Wei's eyes made her feel more anxious than panicking in her dreams.

It's been a long time since she dreamed of Gu Chu, and she doesn't even remember herself. This dream was unexpected, she admitted that he still had feelings for him, such an unforgettable memory, even if the original intention was too dark, but the process was extremely warm.

After knowing each other for more than ten years and getting along for more than a year, they have witnessed each other's changes step by step, and the imperceptible other party seems to have become another self, how easy it is to give up...

To this day, she is still hoping and trying to get rid of such ugly facts, but without it, there would be no possibility between them from the beginning, how ridiculous, it is really a success and a failure.

If... An Ruo smiled, there is no if in this world, she hasn't dreamed for a long time.

The co-pilot sat down, An Ruo opened the window a little, the breeze blew her face, and she reached out of the window, as if she could get close to the bright light.

"Danger, let it in." The person next to him spoke sharply.

An Ruo was stunned, and in Han Yue's cold eyes, he saw the moist corners of her eyes, and then under his gaze, he withdrew his hand little by little, and rolled up the window......

Yes, she was still in Lu Xun's car, and the dream trance made her forget this.

Lu Yan held An Ruo's hand tightly when she reached out to hug her schoolbag, the corners of his lips were clearly smiling, but it made people feel that the smile was very cold.

He said, "Who is Gu Chu?" What does a stand-in mean? ”

That day, in the parking lot of the farmhouse, the sun poured down, warm and real, but it couldn't warm the thin ice that shrouded Lu Wei's face.

In fact, before An Ruo woke up, he had already parked the car here, it was lunch time, there were a lot of people coming and going, and An Ruo hadn't woken up yet, so he didn't get out of the car, nor did he rush to wake her up, just quietly watched her quiet sleeping face.

In the dream, she was not at ease, it seemed that she was having a nightmare, no matter how much he screamed, she didn't wake up, and she still whispered in her mouth, which was very soft. He got closer and heard her calling "Gu Chu", the moment she woke up, she grabbed his hand and shouted "I'm not a stand-in", her tone was so intense, so sad, and somehow, a cold wind blew in An Ruo's heart, and it was biting cold.

That "Gu Chu" must be a man, Han Yu can really feel Gu Sheng's sadness, which shows how important this person is to Gu Sheng.

She always wears a mask in front of people, and is used to hiding her emotions with indifference, but he knows that she is not like this in reality, at least it will not be indifferent, on the day of the ball, he was in a corner of the venue, and saw her being amused by the girls around her, that smile, from the heart, with the brightness and coquettishness of a girl.

Although they haven't known each other for a long time, it's enough for him to roughly understand what kind of girl she is.

Etiquette is decent, rational and confident, seemingly indifferent, but for the people and things that are important, do not give up easily, have a weak temperament, do not like to talk to people, many times like to be alone in a quiet daze, at that time, she was defenseless, confused like a baby, very cute.

For Lu Wei, these are all points that contribute to his liking and appreciation. Including her always rejecting him harshly and sarcastically saying about him, in hindsight, he also thought it was cute.

But when this sentence "Gu Chu" sounded in his ears, it aroused his unprecedented anger and uneasiness.

Who is Gu Chu? What's the relationship with her? Is it someone she likes? So where is he now? What does 'stand-in' mean?

He actually forgot that this year is the right double decade, and if he can notice her specialness, can't others notice it? He hadn't forgotten that she had transferred from S University.

There must be a hidden meaning in such an unreasonable move.

He wanted to know, he wanted to know the truth, but ...... In this era and society, college love has become a fashion, if she has been favored, or she has a person she loves deeply, she will never forget.

Thinking of this, Lu Xun's heart welled up with loss and was faintly anxious.

The one who was really anxious was An Ruo. His hand was held by Lu Wei, and his eyes were careless, teasing every restless nerve endings of An Ruo.

Although she has known each other for a short time, she still knows very well that Lu Yi is very strong, and she will not give up until she reaches her goal, and it is impossible for a senior to become a newcomer who is vigorously promoted by a big law firm like Qingyun. She knew that if she didn't give him an explanation now, they would all be in the car at noon today.

"Why should I answer you?" An Ruo's face was very ugly, that person's things had always been a secret locked in her heart, what kind of big deal was he asking in person.

Even though they have become a thing of the past, some things are untouchable, everyone has a bottom line, her bottom line is very simple, just 'Gu Chu'.

He was like a malignant tumor, growing on her barren heart, reminding him of his existence from time to time. Although she always tried her best to forget about his existence, the results were not ideal.

So she will use her schoolwork, papers, and exams to enrich her life in various ways, so that she has no time and no spirit to think about him.

The essence of Lu Yi is gloomy, with ice. Once the mask of hypocrisy and hypocrisy is removed, he will reveal a certain violent and impermanence. Now he was staring at An Ruo like that, his hot eyes seemed to be able to burn her to ashes at any time if he wanted to.

An Ruo was not afraid, but the grass breath on his body made her hold her breath, two different people, but they had such a similar aura, and it was precisely because of familiarity that she resisted.

Oh, yes! Why tell him? Lu Yi hooked the corners of his lips, but his whole body exuded a clear temperament, his left hand was on the steering wheel, and he stared at An Ruo like that, his fingers clenched silently, and then let go.

"Boyfriend?" Unexpectedly, he asked calmly.

An Ruo's cold words did not arouse his anger, he was already 25 years old, and he had gone through some personnel, and he was no longer so one-sided when he considered things, when she called Gu Chu's name in her dream, the corners of her eyes were moist, with reminiscence, and the last sentence was almost a gritted attitude.

It's normal for young people to fall in love, and it's normal to be separated and combined, if it's an ex-boyfriend who has done something wrong... Before he could get an answer from An Ruo's mouth, Lu Wei's heart gradually settled down.

Lu Yi's tone was gentle, which was really unexpected by An Ruo. Thinking about it carefully, she grabbed his hand in her sleep, shouting the name of "Gu Chu" in her mouth, Lu Yan asked who he was out of curiosity, and thought that she was too excited.

At this time, Lu Yan had already let go of her hand, and An Ruo secretly breathed a sigh of relief. The atmosphere in the car was dull, An Ruo eased the atmosphere a little, and explained: "He is an old man"

The voice was very soft, and it was short. But Lu Yi frowned unexpectedly.

The old man, what a vague explanation.

The two of them had their own ideas, but neither of them spoke again, and the atmosphere in the car began to be dull again for a while.

After a long time, Lu Yi asked, "Do you still like him very much?" ”

"It's just chicken ribs."

Lu Yi looked sideways, the latter sat quietly, holding his schoolbag, his posture was full of defense, but he unexpectedly felt a sense of distress in his heart when he looked at it.

I wanted to reach out and hug her, but I felt that such an act was too reckless.

For a long time, his voice sounded in a small space, and his tone was calm; "Before love begins, you can never imagine that you will love someone like that, before the end of love, you can never imagine that kind of love will one day go to the end of the mountain, before love is forgotten, you can never imagine that unforgettable will only leave a faint trace, before love starts again, you can never imagine that you can find that kind of love at a time."

It was the first time Lu Yi spoke to her so warmly, but as a prodigal son in love, An Ruo was a little uncomfortable.

There was a reason for such a panic, she didn't dare to imagine what she would do in the future if Lu Yan was really interested in her...

What kind of people Gu Chu and Lu Xun are, no one knows better than her, elegant and noble sons, they can chase their dreams freely, they don't have to worry about money, not to mention their excellent appearance, what kind of woman they want to find, but in just a few days, she noticed the difference between Gu Chu and Lu Xun treating her.

The former is visible on the outside, and the latter is hidden on the inside. Warmth is a thing that is expressed in different ways, but the purpose is the same.

Those two are indifferent people by nature, only good to the closest people, as for others, etiquette, only general friends, want to win the sincerity, but it is not a simple matter.

No one will be good to you for no reason, the only person who is good to you is your family, as for others, it is either for friendship, love, career, fame and fortune...... In the beginning, people like to get to the bottom of it, and in the end, they are too lazy to continue to dig deeper, and it seems that it has become a habit to treat someone well.

An Ruo asked herself, why did they treat her well? There will always be a reason, all speculation aside, it seems that there is only the love between men and women, but ......

She is no longer an ignorant girl, and she knows a little about love. It is not so much the love between men and women, but the desire to conquer his male nature, which will dissipate after the excitement.