Chapter 350: Why Are You Crying?
As I slept in a blur, I suddenly felt something moving around me, something familiar. Watermark Ad Test Watermark Ad Test
My consumed yang energy is slowly coming back, and after a while, I came to my senses.
When I opened my eyes, I saw a small black shadow, curled up cautiously beside me, his body was so small that it looked a little pitiful.
As if aware that I had woken up, the little brain slowly lifted up, and a pair of pure eyes appeared in my sight.
My heart trembled, "Baby? “
The pure eyes flashed suddenly, and I heard a somewhat aggrieved voice, and called me out in a milky voice: "Mom! “
"You?? When did you come back? I was stunned for a long time before I said with some excitement.
The vaginal fetus went straight into my arms: "Mom, I miss you." “
He has never been coquettish with me like this, even if he was in my arms before, he has never said such a thing, and he seems to be a different person after this time.
If it weren't for the person from Infernal Hell telling me that no one would dare to pretend to be a ghost king and a yin fetus, I wouldn't even be able to believe that this person was my baby now.
Watching him hold me in my arms all the time. Eventually, I couldn't help but reach out and hold him tightly in my arms.
"Baby, you're finally back." I muttered, feeling a little sad.
After drilling in my arms for a while, he raised his little brain: "Mom, me?? I won't kill you later. “
Although he is now fluent in normal communication, he still can't figure out some words, and when he says this, he struggles so hard that he seems to have forgotten how to say it.
But I know that he's talking about his mother when he became an adult. I gently touched his little brain: "I know, my baby won't hurt me, it's all nonsense from others." “
Those pure eyes stared at me for a while, and then suddenly bent slightly, and without saying anything more, they lay down beside me very well-behaved.
I glanced out the window, and now I guess it's almost dawn.
There are some things that I know in my own heart, so I don't need to ask again.
When my baby came back alone, something was already predestined.
I couldn't sleep anymore and just held my baby. I waited until the sun rose before I got up.
Looking at my baby's delicate little face, I felt a trance.
I never imagined that my baby would come out so easily when he was taken to the underworld, and I never imagined that he would appear with me intact.
Actually, enough is enough, I don't want to go extravagant anymore.
What he had to do now was to quickly repair the Qingxuan Seal space, estimating that Fang Tianzheng couldn't wait.
I took a moment to take a look inside, but there was a mess in some places, but the self-healing ability here is also very strong, plus I brought some people in to help, and after half a month, it was almost there, but those destroyed plants had to wait for them to regrow on their own.
I originally thought that Fang Tianzheng would feel a little uncomfortable when he came in, after all, his current body was not his own, a soul that was very unsuitable for him to live in, at that time I was still very worried that he would have any abnormal changes, but when he came in, I knew that I was thinking too much.
Not only did he not seem to have anything to do, but he even looked very excited, especially when he saw the lush tea leaves growing like this, and his face was flushed with excitement.
Also, if he can completely eliminate the yin qi in his body, there must be some secret recipe.
Seeing Fang Tian shuttling in the tea pile, smelling it from time to time, I couldn't help but smile slightly.
In fact, it's not bad now, my baby is by my side, my grandfather is also by my side, my two dearest relatives are here, what else am I not satisfied with?
I feel like that's what life is, but I don't know why, but I feel like my heart is a little empty, as if something is missing.
Occasionally, a figure flashed in my mind, but it was only for a moment, and after a long time I forgot about it.
Now I'm a little worried that when the vaginal fetus appears, he won't appear at all, which means that I can't bring both of them into this world at the same time now.
The only way now is to get Fang Tianzheng to admit that he is my grandfather, so that I don't have to worry about anything, but at present, it seems that it is impossible.
I still don't understand, obviously the relationship between the two of us is very good now, and I can rest assured that the pharmacist base will be managed by him, and let him do important things without defense, but he has no intention of confessing at all.
I kept looking at his back here, and waited until Fang Tianzheng was almost strolling inside, and then came to my side, with an excited look in his eyes: "It's really good here, any piece of tea is much better than what I found outside, I have made up my mind, I will help you take care of these here in the future, I want this place." “
I nodded: "These are small things, but there are still a lot of good things to be discovered here, so you may have to live here for a long time, and it's not a matter of coming in and going out like this, I want to bring some people in and set up our world, how about it?" “
Hearing me say this, the smile on Fang Tianzheng's face suddenly fell a little, and he said with some worry: "I suddenly remembered that I still have a lot of things in that world that I haven't tried, I think in the short term, I still don't want to come here, anyway, this world can't run, it doesn't matter if you play for a few years, the status of the pharmacist base is also very stable, and it won't be a problem to persist for decades." “
I didn't expect him to refuse directly, I thought that these things here would attract him, but I didn't expect that when it came to other people, he would be like this.
I still don't understand why he doesn't want others to know if he is recognized by a female fetus, I can help him keep it a secret with my baby.
A trace of grievance couldn't help but float up. I didn't expect my grandfather to have his own secrets.
I pouted, "What's wrong with you?" Didn't you just say it well? And it's reasonable that I took a lot of people over, why are you refusing now? “
"I'm not refusal, I'm just saying I can't come in now, I'll come in when I've had enough outside."
Then, no matter what I said, he wouldn't come in again, and the tea leaves couldn't attract his attention.
I sighed, it seems that this matter has a long way to go, and I guess I will have to work hard for a while.
Although Fang Tianzheng refused now, as soon as he had time, as long as the yin fetus was not by my side, he would come to me directly, sneak in to pick some tea, and he also wanted to bring out some rare birds to play.
But in the end, it's a different world, whether it's the air or the living environment, the purity of that world is too high, and the aura is also very abundant, and the things in it will die if they are brought out for a while, and there is no way to preserve them at all, and in the end they can only bring some tea, and they can only bring a little bit each time.
But I'm not in a hurry, seeing that every time he comes, he is very reluctant, and I guess I am also irritable when I come so often, but my mood is getting better and better.
I'm just waiting, waiting for him to take the initiative to enter that world, and the more irritable he is, the happier I am.
And so it went on for almost half a year. Seeing that the Chinese New Year is approaching, he has come less often.
At the beginning, I had to come two or three times a week, and in the last month, he only came once, and when the Chinese New Year was approaching, I didn't wait for Fang Tianzheng.
This time I'm anxious, is he tired of those teas? I was still going to use those tea leaves to attract him, but I didn't expect him to change so quickly.
On this day, while I was working on a new charm, my baby suddenly came to me and stared at those pure eyes: "Mom, have you forgotten something?" “
I was stunned for a moment: "What's wrong?" Why do you say that all of a sudden? “
Looking at my baby's delicate little face, I couldn't help pinching his cheeks, it was really getting more and more handsome, and it would definitely be another disaster when he grew up.
It's just that?? I don't know what he will be like after the age of eighteen.
At this time, a voice suddenly appeared behind me that had not been seen for a long time.
"It seems that you are really a noble person who forgets things??"
This voice??
My face suddenly stiffened, and I reacted suddenly, how could I forget him?
I coughed softly, turned my head to look, and saw the man in the Infernal Hell. I don't know when, he has appeared behind me, and it is clear that my baby brought him in.
The same eyes as my baby stared at me like this, with a hint of gloom, and I felt a little numb in my scalp.
I smiled a little awkwardly, "Long time no see??" How did you get out? “
"I'll see if you're taking my business to heart." He said slowly, and sat down directly on the chair next to him.
I touched my baby's little brain, "Baby, you go out first, mom is here to talk about something." “
The little brain nodded, just turned around and seemed to think of something again, turned his head and glanced at the people in Infernal Hell, and looked at me firmly: "Mom, I'm just outside, if someone bullies you, Mom, you call me, I'll be able to come in soon!" “
Seeing my baby like this, my heart softened, and I smiled and said, "Got it, let's go out and play." “
I waited until my baby was out and I looked at him, and now I can't admit it, although I know he won't hurt my baby, but I don't know him very well, and if he gets angry, it won't be good.
It must not be admitted.
I thought about it, so I said, "I haven't forgotten about you, I've been looking for that place, but you also know that after the Yin and Yang reversal incident a while ago, there are a lot fewer places, and it takes some time to find them, right?"
As he spoke, he suddenly glanced at me.
Although the eyes were so pure that I couldn't see any emotion, I could feel it, he was warning me, less nonsense!
"I have a place that I don't know if you like it or not, that is, the space of Qingxuanyin, which is very suitable for you, without my permission, no one can enter there, and no one will disturb you, you can come and go at will." I say.
In fact, what I thought in my heart was that I was in charge there, no matter how powerful he was, it was only in the yang world, and in that one, I had the final say, and I didn't have to be afraid of him.
Hearing me say this, he suddenly snorted, and I saw a hint of a smile in his eyes.
For a moment, I felt like he had seen through it.
It's been a long time since I've felt this way, huh??
I couldn't help but jump in my heart, but I went through so much, and my emotional regulation ability was not covered, and I quickly stabilized myself.
When I thought he was going to refuse, he suddenly said, "Sounds good, you can try it." “
I was stunned for a moment, and then I realized that he had agreed to my proposal.
"You can go in at any time, if you think there's something bad inside, you can also make suggestions, the rules of that space haven't been perfected yet, since you go, you have to be comfortable." I say.
He didn't speak, and he didn't know whether he agreed or refused.
But that's fine, at least he didn't hold me accountable for forgetting the promise I made to him.
I thought it was easy to manage a world that no one had ever noticed, but it was a bit difficult to actually go in and find out.
I'm not a person who likes to make all kinds of rules and regulations, and I always feel that I can't let go of them.
Finally, there is a new world, and you can't move the rules and regulations here into it again, what's the difference between that and a different place?
But if I want to think about it myself, I can't think of it for a while, so this space has been in my hands for so long, and I haven't started to manage it.
He sat here for a while, then stood up, and just when I thought he was leaving, he suddenly turned his head to look at me: "You think my identity is in the same space as you, is it very appropriate?" “
I was stunned: "What do you mean by that?" I think a new space doesn't need so many rules, in fact, sometimes I still like some people from other worlds, but there are too many rules and regulations here, there is no way to live together, if possible, why not try? “
"Have you ever wondered what is the difference between you doing this and reversing yin and yang? People and ghosts are in it, think about it is a disaster??" He said word by word.
I saw a hint of sarcasm in his eyes, as if he was satirizing my innocence.
I have to say that his words made me stunned in place, and now that I think about it, it seems that it really is such a reason, but soon I smiled again: "I don't think you are an ordinary ghost, and I am sitting in this position, I have reached this point today, do you think I am still an ordinary person who doesn't know anything?" Besides, not everything can get in, although I don't have rules and regulations, but I also have my own bottom line. “
"I hope you'll be able to get your hands on another world soon." After he said this, he disappeared silently.
I let out a long breath and felt a little pain in my brain.
I didn't think about letting everyone in, from the time I knew about this space, I just thought about taking in the people I trusted and those close to me, as for the person just now, it was just an accident.
But think about it, the person just now has been in the Infernal Hell for so long, he must be something like a big devil or something, if he arrives in that space and turns it upside down, I don't want to see it.
Forget it, let's think about it another day.
I pushed the door open. I saw a small figure sitting at the door, and his little face was a little red from the cold, but he still stubbornly refused to leave here.
I didn't expect my baby to be waiting here all the time, and now that the weather is so cold, he has endured it for so long.
I immediately bent down and picked him up with some distress, and when I touched my little hand, it was really cold, as if I was about to freeze.
But when he saw me come out, a smile appeared on his small face: "Mom! “
The voice is still lively.,It's clear that it's already frozen to speak.,But I don't care at all.。。
"Who told you to wait here? It's so cold. Don't you even know how to go to the house and wait for your mother? If you freeze to death, what will your mother do? "I was distressed and sad.
I wanted to blame him loudly, but I couldn't say anything else.
"I'm afraid that when I go to the room, my mother is being bullied, and I can't hear my mother shouting at me." My baby explained that he looked a little nervous and looked at me cautiously.
"You won't be allowed to do that anymore, you know? If you don't cherish your body like this in the future, then your mother will be with you in the future, and your mother will become what you are. I said.
He was stunned for a moment. Then he said in a panic: "No, mom can't be like this??"
"Then did you promise Mom?" I looked at him.
His little brain nodded vigorously: "I remember Mom!" “
I carried him back into the house, warmed his little hands for a long time, and when I saw that he had regained his appearance, I said, "Baby, remember, if you want to protect someone?" Then you must first protect yourself, and you can protect others when you are healthy and strong, otherwise, you just put yourself in it, you know? “
These words were told to me by my grandfather when I was a child, and I didn't expect that I would say this to my baby so soon.
I finally understood why my grandfather would give up his life to protect me at that time, that kind of feeling, just like I want to protect my own baby now, if my baby became like that at that time, I would also die for my baby without hesitation.
He pondered for a while, and then suddenly looked up at me, with a hint of inquiry in his pure eyes: "So, if Dad is not as strong as Mommy, will Mom protect Dad?" “
He looked at me earnestly, as if he wanted to know the answer.
I didn't expect him to ask such a question, and since he came back, he hadn't mentioned his dad, and now he suddenly said it, and I was a little overwhelmed.
I touched his head: "Why did you suddenly mention your father?" “
His eyes darkened, and he shook his head, "It's nothing." “
I know he has something on his mind, although he is a female fetus, he is also a normal child, there is no child who doesn't like his parents together, right??
I've been here all this time alone. I didn't accept the Imperial Order, and the Imperial Commander kept his promise and didn't appear in front of me.
I used to think about letting myself be selfish one last time, but now the thought is getting more and more faltering.
Isn't it?? Too unfair to my baby?
Although I didn't want to answer, I still couldn't bear to let him be disappointed, so I squeezed his little hand: "Of course, if your father is weak and needs protection, your mother will definitely protect him too??"
Provided, also know something??
But I didn't say the second half of the sentence.
"Really?" He suddenly became happy.
I nodded.
Looking at his lively appearance, I sighed slightly, the happiness of children is really simple. I really don't want him to grow up if it's possible.
At this moment, my eyes suddenly shook, and then I saw a patch of blood.
In the midst of the blood, I saw a blood-red moon, and the moon was completely red, bright and dripping, as if it had been soaked in blood, and the whole heaven and earth were full of red light, which made people palpitate.
In the midst of this red light, I saw a thin young man, he was very tall, and some thin shoulders could tell that he was not very old.
Soon, I saw a somewhat familiar face, stripped of the immaturity of some baby fat, as if carved out of a mold with the face of the Imperial Master, the only difference was the eyes.
Gosaki's eyes were dark and cold, but his eyes were the purest color in the world.
But at this moment, those eyes were blood-red, and the corners of the mouth also had a heartbreaking curvature.
He just looked at me coldly, like a demon, with a little blood stained on his body, like a small plum blossom.
Looking at him like this, I suddenly felt a little frightened, and I watched him walk towards me step by step.
When I was two steps away, he suddenly stretched out his bright red tongue and licked his lips slightly, and before I could react, his hand suddenly stretched out to the position of my heart, and when I withdrew it, there was already a beating and bleeding thing in my hand??
I felt that my body was cold, and when I looked down, I saw that there was an extra blood hole in my heart.
"Baby?" I screamed.
But he didn't react, the chilling arc at the corner of his mouth was deeper, and it directly crushed the beating heart.
"You're useless now?? You're going to hell, aren't you?? No, you don't even have a soul anymore, and there is no more you in this world. “
After speaking, he threw the crushed heart on the ground and stomped on it fiercely, and it suddenly became sparse.
I felt my whole body collapse suddenly, and in the middle of the whirlwind, I had fallen to the ground, and my eyes were gradually becoming gray.
??
"Mommy, Mommy?"
A childish voice rang in my ears, and I woke up violently.
"Mom?? Why are you crying? “
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