Chapter 183: Do You Still Want This Boyfriend?
Xu Youyou only felt that she was about to lose her breath when she was hugged by Ji Fanchen, she knew that that incident had always been his heart disease, and it was also a pain that he could never erase.
"Ji Fanchen, will you let me go? It's all in the past, and what we have to do now is not to blame anyone, but to find the person who really framed us. ”
Ji Fanchen's arm slowly loosened a little, but he was still reluctant to let go, it seemed that as soon as he let go, the girl would disappear.
He lay on Xu Youyou's shoulder, and his voice was with a hint of sadness, "Xu Youyou, I must find the real murderer, if it weren't for her, we would have been together a long time ago, maybe the children could form a basketball team." “
Xu Youyou was just about to open his mouth to comfort him, when he suddenly found that the painting style was a little...
Wait, what basketball team? … Did he treat me like a pig?
Before she could speak, Ji Fanchen spoke again, with a slight scoundrel in his tone, "Xu Youyou, it's the evening of July 18 six years ago, you just said that you promised to be my girlfriend, and you also said that you would chase me for five years, ten years, or even a lifetime, Xu Youyou, you have to be counted when you speak, in order to reward you, I will tell you a little secret." ”
Ji Fanchen put his mouth to Xu Youyou's ear, and his magnetic and sexy voice opened lightly, "Actually, I'm very good at chasing, it doesn't take so long to get it, Xu Youyou, you... Do you want to try it? “
Xu Youyou hadn't come out of the basketball team just now, and now she was forced to be reborn six years ago, her hand was tightly grasping the corner of Ji Fanchen's clothes, and the scene from six years ago appeared in front of her eyes again.
She only remembered that she was so excited at the time, and the moment she saw Ji Fanchen, her heart almost jumped out of her throat with nervousness.
How much courage and determination did she muster to say that sentence to Ji Fanchen.
Originally, she thought that he would pick her up like crazy and even take away her first kiss, but what she didn't expect happened...
She really hated Ji Fanchen at that time, hated him for provoking herself, and ruthlessly leaving him behind, at that time she felt that the world had changed, and it had become so unpredictable and incomprehensible.
I thought it was her worst experience, I thought she was heartbroken, but when the gangster's knife pierced her hand, she realized that the nightmare had just begun, and it turned out that all dreams were destroyed that night.
Thinking about this, Xu Youyou still had palpitations, and his body trembled a little.
She grabbed Ji Fanchen's arm tightly, and her nails inadvertently dug into the flesh.
"Ji Fanchen, I don't want to go back, for me, it's a nightmare, I don't want to think about it, please, don't say it again."
Xu Youyou kept shaking his head, with tears in his eyes and begging.
Ji Fanchen gently stroked her back and comforted her softly, "Xu Youyou, I know that day was like a nightmare for you, and the same is true for me, we must find a way to get out of the shadow in our hearts caused by that day, otherwise we won't be able to face what follows." “
Of course, Xu Youyou knows that if you want to investigate the truth of the year, the first thing you have to overcome is this cut in your heart, and you can't let the other party have a weakness to grasp.
She stabilized her mood and said softly, "Okay, I promise you." ”
"Good girl, have me with you, don't worry."
Ji Fanchen's hand gently wiped the broken hair on Xu Youyou's forehead, as if he was smiling, "Xu Youyou, do you still want my boyfriend?" “
He said to help her get out of the nightmare and help her remove the shadow in her heart, does he just want to go back in time and repeat the events of the year again?
Let it develop according to their heart?
Of course, Xu Youyou hopes that they can really go back to that time, and everything starts again from there.
It was their dream of each other, a dream that had always been in their hearts and was still hard to pursue.
However, things are not as simple as imagined, the Xu Youyou six years ago has long since ceased to exist, and standing here is a Xu Youyou who has been riddled with holes and hardships.
Xu Youyou slowly raised his head, with infinite sadness in his eyes, "Ji Fanchen, you are so powerful, why don't you develop a time machine and really send us back to that time?" If that's the case, I won't hesitate to say yes to you. “
"However, we all know that it is impossible, we can never go back, and now all I can do is to promise you that I will slowly come out of that incident and no longer let that shadow follow me, but I really can't do other things at the moment."
Xu Youyou paused, glanced at Ji Fanchen, and continued to speak.
"Ji Fanchen, you will always be a bright gem in my eyes, shining all the time, I used to be very angry and wanted to stand with you, but at that moment, I lost that opportunity. You're so good, everything should be the best, and I... It's not the best of yours for a long time. ”
"I promise you, it can only make me feel inferior, more self-ashamed, between you and me, not only family background, identity and status differences, but also many reasons that I can't face. Ji Fanchen, I'm sorry! “
Xu Youyou finally said all the words she had stuffed in her heart, and at this moment, her eyes were firmly fixed on Ji Fanchen's reaction, worried that her words would hurt him.
However, things were not what she imagined, Ji Fanchen not only did not feel sad, but laughed, and smiled brightly and brightly.
He picked up Xu Youyou's face, and kisses kept falling.
"Xu Youyou, I am very happy that you can speak your heart, but you remember that in my eyes, you are the best whenever and wherever you are. I won't force you, I'll wait for you, when you can be at peace with me, when you think you can stand by my side. “
"Xu Youyou, even if you owe me now, don't forget, my interest is very high, if you make me wait too long, be careful that you will repay the interest every day until your legs are weak."
Ji Fanchen's voice was very low, with some hoarseness and ambiguity, and the exhaled breath sprayed in Xu Youyou's ears, and there were bursts of numbness.
Xu Youyou instinctively dodged back, but was tripped by the chair behind him, almost fell down, and was stopped by Ji Fanchen and hugged him.
"Xu Youyou, you learned to throw yourself into your arms so quickly? Well? “
Ji Fanchen smiled weirdly, so frightened that Xu Youyou immediately stood up straight, wanting to escape. Helpless, but was grabbed by a big hand.
"Xu Youyou, do you want to run after flirting? How can there be such a good thing in the world? “
Xu Youyou was picked up in the air, and his fair little face was full of nervousness, "Ji... Ji Fanchen, you can't talk and don't count, didn't you say you had to wait for me? What are you going to do now? You let go of me! “
Xu Youyou struggled in Ji Fanchen's arms, his hands hanging on his chest, and his legs kept kicking in the air.
"Xu Youyou, if you move again, I will really collect interest!"
In an instant, the girl in her arms became quiet, lying quietly in Ji Fanchen's arms, her dark eyes flickering, with a trace of incomprehension and nervousness.
"Xu Youyou, I just think you're too tired, take you to the study to see that CD, what? Do you want me to do something different? “