The First Meeting in Life Chapter 46 I Will Never Understand His Tenderness (Part I)
However, it was time to eat again. I was figuring out what to eat, when I suddenly saw Weiwei running into the hospital room with a familiar beaker in her hand.
"Miss, your love porridge is here again!" Weiwei and He Jiacheng seem to be able to make a couple, both of them look heartless, I really don't know what to say about her.
"Why are you helping him deliver porridge again?" Looking at the familiar cup, I knew that Weiwei was coming to be Yang Wei's messenger again...... But I don't know why, He Jiacheng is on the side, and I don't really want to say Yang Wei's name, which has been mentioned in my conversations with Chengcheng for many nights.
That's right, He Jiacheng knows all my thoughts, otherwise how can I call my best friend! I don't know when I started using him as a tree hole where I could hold secrets.
"People care about you! Last night, our dormitory called 120 again, and almost half of the school knew about it. Yang Shuai has a lot of eyes and ears, so naturally he quickly learned the news! It's a pity that I'm the poor errand runner, and I have to be put on the black pot of undercover! ”
When I said 120, I glared at her nervously.
"Okay, okay, don't talk nonsense, it's not that serious, it's just a small cold." I seemed to be deliberately explaining, and at the same time looked at He Jiacheng on the side with a weak heart. Fortunately, he didn't seem to know what he was thinking, and his expression was a little stunned.
I opened the cup slightly, and the aroma of preserved egg and lean porridge immediately filled the whole room. "Okay, okay, a little cold makes it like a sick Shih Tzu, hurry up and eat something while it's hot."
I held the porridge in my hand, and once again hesitated about the food in front of me. "That, Chengcheng, it's noon soon, why don't you go get something to eat first?"
He Jiacheng suddenly came back to his senses: "Your liquid infusion is almost over, it should be over in a while, I still have something to do, you don't have to worry about what I eat, I'll leave it to Weiwei first." You have a good meal, I will come to see you in the evening. After speaking, he nodded slightly, and without waiting for me to reply, he turned around and left.
Now, I was left alone and stared at the empty doorway in a daze.
Still nudged me slightly: "What's wrong?" Are you reluctant to let the flower messenger go? ”
I came back to my senses: "That's someone else's flower messenger, okay?" ”
As I spoke, I took a bite of preserved egg porridge...... The taste is still the same, but the porridge I drank is not the same as the last time I drank porridge.
Yang Wei, how long have we not seen each other? I thought he had forgotten about me.
Weiwei pestled me with his arm on the side: "Hey, someone else's flower messenger, it's so lonely, do you have an idea?" I think he's quite interested in you. ”
"Got an idea!" I almost hit her on the head with a spoon, "You can't settle down!" ”
"But, then again, there are always all kinds of rich and handsome people around you, but it's a pity! Why don't I have one around! ”
Looking at the slightly sympathetic look, I couldn't help but smile: "What's the use of so many rich and handsome?" A sincere one is enough. ”
After saying this, I suddenly felt another pain in my heart. Looking at the porridge, I don't want to eat it anymore. Is a sincere one enough? But which one is sincere?
I treat him sincerely, how much do I treat me sincerely?
Why is Yan Xu always saying goodbye like this?
My heart was so entangled, and I was speechless.
I looked at the hanging infusion bottle, sat down helplessly, and flipped through the books in my backpack.
Finally, I stayed up until the end of the infusion, returned to the classroom to continue the class, and I staggered back to the dormitory by myself, and finally put my body flat on my own bed. However, before I could breathe a sigh of relief, I began to stare at the beaker on the table.
This porridge has been harvested and the rice has been eaten, but when will the cup be returned?
How long has it been since you saw Yang Wei? It doesn't seem to be long, it's only been less than a month, and the unhappy parting of the last meeting seems to be still vivid.
But I have always been sure of one thing, that is, no matter whether Yan Xu and I have results or not, it is impossible for me and Yang Wei to do it. He should be surrounded by girls like Lu Xiaomeng, who are "beautiful and fragrant", where will he like me, even if he does, it is just a whim.
However, the refusal again and again, I thought that he would completely forget about me as a passerby, but I didn't expect that he still had a heart after all. But I don't know how to face this heart.
I kept staring at the cup in a daze, and I don't know when I fell asleep in a daze. When I was woken up by the ringing of my phone, I glanced at the alarm clock at the bedside and it was already evening.
At this time, the dormitory was still empty. Sure enough, it's the rhythm of the upcoming exam, and the girls know that they are motivated.
Looking at the phone screen again, Yang Wei's name was flashing on the screen. Sure enough, what you are afraid of will come. I hadn't figured out how to face him, and I hadn't figured out what he meant in his heart, when this guy came to the door.
The phone rang insistently, and it seemed to ring for a long time, so long that I had to reach out to answer the call.
"Hello?"
There was an unexpected silence on the other side.
"Yang Wei?"
"Yes, Xiao Ke." He continued to be silent, so silent that I felt embarrassed myself.
"That...... Yang Wei, thank you for the lunch. Thank you for remembering my favorite food. "I was thinking in my head that if I had come, I would be safe, so I might as well take the opportunity to return the beaker to him. Since you want to refuse, you must insist on breaking everything cleanly, and don't cut it out and mess it up.
"You don't have to say thank you to me. Are you feeling better? Listen to Weiwei that you have returned. I want to ......" Yang Wei suddenly became slurred when he spoke.
"I'm fine, and tomorrow there will be another hanging bottle, and it will be completely fine. You don't have to worry anymore. ”
"Well, it's okay, then you can have a good rest, I'll bring you food tomorrow at noon, and I'll go to the hospital to see you by the way."
"That...... No, no, I'm not asking you to continue delivering food tomorrow, I'm fine, there is Weiwei to help me buy food. That one...... Where are you now? I just thought, go get the cup back to you? ”
I didn't know how at the time, so my brain was hot, and I just thought about returning the cup, thinking, if there is anything to say, I should just meet and say it clearly, but I didn't expect that in fact, the cup is easy to return but difficult to return.
Moreover, I seem to have forgotten that every time I face Yang Wei face-to-face, it will only become more and more unclear.
"I ...... It's right downstairs from you. I...... I'd love to see you too. ”
When I heard him say this, I hurriedly ran to the window with the phone in my hand, and sure enough, under the big tree at the entrance of the dormitory building, a familiar figure was leaning there, also holding the phone. For a moment, his eyes seemed to be looking at the window of our dormitory. I reflexively ducked behind the curtains.
"Forget it, Xiao Ke, you have a good rest, we'll see you tomorrow." Seeing that I didn't answer, Yang Wei straightened up as he spoke, as if he was leaving.
"Wait. I'll be right away. I don't know where I got the courage, so I grabbed the beaker on the table with the phone in one hand and the beaker on the table in the other, and rushed down the dormitory building.