The First Meeting in Life Chapter 18 One after the other, unexpected
The holiday was over in a blink of an eye, and when I was busy preparing to leave, I unexpectedly received a long WeChat message from Yang Wei. The troubles of the past that I almost forgot in my happiness were turned over again.
"Xiao Ke, this is the longest winter vacation I've ever had, and I've never been unhappy like this. At this moment, I just felt like I had to let you know how I felt, or I'd go crazy. ”
"I remember when we were together, you said you thought I was always going to give you unreal feelings. Even though you only said it once, I always remember it, and I always wonder what is not real, and then I will try to find a way to make you feel that everything about us is very real. ”
"I don't know where I stand in your heart, but I'm pretty sure where you are in my heart. Ever since you appeared, you've been there, never left. ”
"From the very beginning, I read the script you wrote and I knew the secret of your heart. Because on stage, I feel again and again that the heroine I am facing is you. I kept suppressing myself from liking you, but by the end of the scene, I knew I had completely failed. I even have the illusion that the play is the story of the two of us. Yes, in those days, the world was completely wrong. ”
"I don't know how you ended up in reality, but in my head I'd rather believe that you ended up together perfectly. Because I don't want you to be sad. But I didn't know where I was supposed to be. ”
I can't imagine what Yang Wei's heroic face would have like when he said these words, he should have never said these words in his dictionary, right? I sometimes even wonder what is the wrong tendon in his head to like me?
What an ordinary-looking girl am I, Meco? In the mirror, I don't have a particularly charming face, I don't have a convex and backward figure, and more importantly, even if I am so ordinary, I have always been willing to degenerate, I never smear and dress myself, my hair is always clear soup noodles, and I always like to buy a bigger size when I wear clothes, so that I can make myself like a moving sack......
What was it that caused his hormones to react? Is it just because of these things that they are different from other girls?
Although I had a lot of doubts, I didn't know where to start. Just let his scattered words be sent to my mobile phone WeChat at ten midnight, like a drunken whisper. I didn't say a word back to him.
I also thought that by the time dawn I saw those words, maybe he had completely forgotten what he had said. However, when I read these words, I always think of such a face, such a curved mouth, such moving hair, such a shiny eye.
Life is always playing jokes on us, but in the end, we have to clean up the mess ourselves.
Several times I tried to tell him that we ended up exactly as he had expected, and that we were indeed happy. But in the end, I didn't say a word. What's the use of saying it? What must be clarified? Sometimes, silence is better than sound.
On the day I left, Yan Xu didn't see me off at the station as I had hoped.
I bought the ticket and sent my personal information to the circle of friends as soon as I bought it, just to see who would say goodbye to me as soon as possible. As expected, I was the first to receive a call from Yan Xu. When I saw his name light up on the phone screen, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but rise.
"Hey, aren't you in class?" Although it sounds like a simple question, it exudes endless sweetness.
"I, I'm out of class, between classes, it's going to be class soon." Yan Xu's tone sounded a little strange, I think it might be because the separation was approaching. In fact, the fear of parting in my heart is also greater than the sweetness of our togetherness. After all, I don't think we're either very good at expressing our feelings, and we're both too sensitive.
"Xiao Ke, have you already bought a ticket?"
"That's right, you really saw my circle of friends for the first time."
"Of course......" After a few seconds of silence, I suddenly heard the screeching of the class bell on the other end of the phone. Damn, we're in class, Ke, I'll text you. Yan Xu lowered his voice, and then hung up the phone quickly. I'm the only one left here, listening to the busy sound inside, and the sweet smile still froze on my face.
Hey, it's still good to get used to it, and the pressure on him to repeat is already big enough, and it seems that I shouldn't disturb his pre-exam life too much except for giving him encouragement. After all, it is the final sprint, and the end is not far away, just half a year. In the past, we had so much time to miss, so why not spend this half a year more?
Perhaps, in the future, we will be divided into two places, and the maximum time for dialogue between us will be ten minutes between classes. That's right, I'm going to get used to it. He said that if he wanted me to wait for him in Beijing, I could only choose to get used to waiting, not to mention that I had been waiting for so many years.
Just when I was standing stupidly doing work for my heart, his WeChat arrived.
"Xiao Ke, I miss you. However, I can't take you to the train station on the weekend, and our graduating class will have a test this weekend. ”
I read the words of the text message several times from beginning to end, and there was a moment of disappointment.
After all, I used to imagine all kinds of tearful parting moments at the train station, and maybe there were warm hugs of parting that I could remember in the days to come.
However, imagination is always very full, but reality is always so skinny. It looks like I'm going north alone......
Although I have so much reluctance in my heart, in front of Yan Xu, I have to put all these away hard, put away my reluctance, put away my complaints, and try my best to pass on my happiness to him.
All of this is reduced to one sentence. "It's okay, you have to come on, remember our agreement, we are not different, I just got on the train first."
The words were so relaxed, but my heart was broken.
Hey, if the two love for a long time, how can they be in the morning and twilight?
As soon as I put down my phone, it buzzed and vibrate. didn't wait for Yan Xu's reply, but it was He Jiacheng's cheerful voice that picked it up, "I'll go, Xiao Ke, don't we have a heart, right?" Buy tickets all at the same time? ”
"Which person has a good heart, don't talk nonsense, record it for Chen Yang in a while, and let you turn around and kneel on the keyboard."
"Haha, kneeling keyboards are no longer popular, and now they are all kneeling durians, okay. Okay, don't talk about it, I originally wanted you to see me off, now it's okay, let's go to the station together, right? I'll let the driver drop you off. I also had a ticket at half past four in the afternoon, but one of us went south and one went north. Hey, don't you think it's quite poetic? ”
"Poetic, you are big, you better not tarnish the word poetic. Okay, let me take a ride, my mom really brought me a bit of luggage. ”
"Hello! The mother's education is good, let's not mention the poetry. Then I'll pick you up at 3 p.m. tomorrow and take you to the station. ”
hung up the phone, but He Jiacheng's cheerful voice did not close the line for a long time, and the phrase "hello" always echoed in his ears.
I don't know why, just talk casually with He Jiacheng, and happiness can come to your face. The interaction between people is really amazing.
But then again, it can't really be such a coincidence, right? How can we book a train ticket at the same time? Shouldn't he have taken a plane? Whether it's true or not, someone has helped solve the luggage problem anyway, so why not do it?
In the blink of an eye, I opened the WeChat circle of friends, and the ticket information has attracted countless second likes. The sisters in the same dormitory are shouting to return to the team! In the crowd of likes, I actually found Yang Wei's avatar. He even left a message saying: "The surprise of meeting right away".
I replied to everyone's message, but I didn't know how to reply to Yang Wei's message, so I looked at those nine words quietly. The surprise of the meeting? I was reminded of those strange words he had spoken to himself in the middle of the night. One is melancholy, the other is cheerful. Which one is the real him?
Suddenly, I felt that all kinds of acquaintances with Yang Wei seemed to be a mistake, and I couldn't turn back, but I couldn't forgive it.
During this winter vacation, I didn't mention anything about Yang Wei to Yan Xu, in fact, I deliberately rarely mentioned college life, after all, he was still outside that door, and I was worried that if I wasn't careful, I would touch the fragility in his heart.
Failing the college entrance examination, a year's time, should not be a trivial matter in anyone's heart.
At the beginning, I once asked Yan Xu, you haven't had any contact with me for so long, so you're not afraid that I will like someone else? He just confidently said that he believed that the impression he left on me could not be forgotten after a short separation. I didn't say anything more.
In fact, he didn't know that although he had never forgotten it, because there was no commitment, everything could be impossible.
He Jiacheng's phone rang on time at three o'clock in the afternoon: "Xiao Ke, go downstairs at speed, I heard that there is a bit of a traffic jam on the road." I said hello to him as he did, and then dragged the suitcase and the big bag into the elevator.
When I got to the car, I didn't find He Shao's luggage.
"Why are you just a bare-bones commander when you go out? You don't even have any luggage, you don't look like you're catching a train...... Besides, there is no driver, you get on the train, you have to throw this Daben at the train station? ”
Without hesitation, I pierced him directly.
He smiled, "Dad had to book a ticket for me, or first class, so I had no choice but to refund the train ticket." ”
I tucked my luggage into the trunk and glanced at him. Sitting in the co-pilot, I gave him a look first, "You lie to me, you hurry up." ”
Although the road is blocked, but He Shao's driving skills are really good, squeeze left, don't pin right, withstand the pressure of being scolded by many drivers on the road, less than forty minutes, I have arrived at the train station in advance.
He Jiacheng sent me to the underground passage where the foreign vehicles were sent to the station, and I asked him to go back. He didn't insist on being polite to me anymore, just helped me move the big bags out of the car, and then fixed them all to the suitcase for me to drag along, and then instructed me to check the ticket and ID card, and finally drove away silently.
The whole thing ended in surprise and amazement. I was left alone at the entrance to the underpass with the wind blowing......
The one just now, is it really He Jiacheng? When did he become so attentive? Matured like ...... Just like my dad...... This metaphor doesn't work, so he takes advantage of it.
However, do I really want to find a chance to reacquaint myself with this old friend young master who has known each other for nearly four years? I've been really impressed by his recent performances......
I dragged my suitcase to the station as I calmed my surprise. However, it is a wave of unsettled, wave after wave.
My phone buzzed suddenly, and when I looked at it, it was actually Yang Wei's name, occupying the phone screen...... Which play is this young master going to play? The more I am afraid, the more I am afraid, the more I will come! I picked up the phone, only to see a figure with long hair fluttering not far in front of me......
The phone was connected, but I only heard the sound of breathing, the wind and the noise of the station, but the figure approached little by little, more and more clearly, more and more clearly, it was actually Yang Wei!
How could he be here? Am I really at the train station where I'm going back to school? Or dreaming in bed?
However, I would say that if it was a dream, it must be a nightmare......
Because, just as I watched Yang Wei come over with a smile on his face, I vaguely saw a more familiar slender figure behind him, standing there, unable to see his expression clearly......
Isn't this kid Yan Xu supposed to be taking the exam?!!!