Leaving the hustle and bustle of the city, the road was getting greener and greener, and the car had been driving for an hour, and after the conversation, the man in the suit didn't speak again. But I knew that through the rearview mirror, he was watching me all the time. I guess I'm afraid I'll do something out of the ordinary.

I knew he didn't mean to tell me where to go, and I didn't bother to dwell on it. So I carefully wrote down the route of the car, and I believe that I can remember all the turns and directions, and my memory is verified. At some point, I lost my trust in the living? Suddenly aware of this location, I smiled wryly.

"Just turn ahead." The man in the suit said to me.

The car has entered a villa area, and the green is full of eyes, and the white buildings are looming through the green in front of them. As the man in the suit said, turning right a white building appeared in front of him.

"Here we are." The car entered the courtyard, and the man in the suit got out of the car and said. "Go in by yourself, I'll leave beforehand."

"Thank you!"

"Stay with her." The man in the suit turned around and explained to me before he got into the car. Completely ignoring my surprised expression, I drove away.

Standing there and watching him get out of the hospital, I was reflecting on what he meant by the last words he said. didn't find a matching answer, and couldn't find out what the relationship between this person and Zimu was, so he finally gave up.

In front of it is a three-story building, white in European style, revealing elegance, sophistication, and a little bit of vulgarity. Maybe it's because the surrounding buildings are similar, quite ordinary, I think. The doorbell is to the right of the white wooden door, and you can reach it with a raised hand.

The door opened, and Xiaoxiao appeared in front of her.

"How are you?" After Fan Xin left, it was the first time I saw her.

Xiaoxiao didn't look like she had changed much, her motorcycle jacket and jeans, and a pair of riding boots had raised her already tall height a lot, and she was almost as tall as me. At the moment, she was looking at me at eye level.

"I didn't expect it to be you." That being said, I didn't see that she was surprised.

"Where's Zimu?"

"Upstairs."

"Okay, I'll go up to her." I'm about to leave with my leg up. I came to see Zimu, and I haven't seen anyone for more than an hour, so I'm a little anxious.

"Wait, I have something to say to you." Xiaoxiao stopped in front of me. "There are some things I think you need to know before you meet her."

"How is she?" This day is so abnormal, something must have happened to Zimu.

"Don't worry, sit down and talk!" Xiaoxiao turned around and walked towards the sofa in the living room, sat in the corner of the sofa naturally, set up Erlang's legs, and then took out a cigarette and lit it. It's no longer a white peony, but seven stars.

Zimu is upstairs, why didn't she come down? There are too many doubts in my heart, waiting to be solved. She must have her own reasons. Now it seems that I can only wait for Xiaoxiao to tell me what happened. So, I sat on the sofa opposite Xiaoxiao and asked with my eyes.

"One?" Xiaoxiao raised the cigarette in her hand and asked me.

"Nope." I shook my head, I smoked a few times when I played with Fan Xin before, and I didn't have an addiction to it, but after Fan Xin left, I stopped smoking.

"She's upstairs, asleep." Xiaoxiao finally started to get into the things I cared about. "The person who chatted with you on QQ yesterday was also me, and she has been groggy a lot of times lately."

"What's wrong with her?" This is something I desperately want to know.

"Hereditary leiomyomatosis kidney cancer."

"What? What is that? "What is this that I've never heard of? Why is it so hard to remember? "What cancer?" I only remember that it was a disease, and sure enough, it was a disease.

"Terminally ill." Xiaoxiao said two words unusually flatly.

What is it? I suspect I'm hallucinating. "Terminally ill?" I want to double-check.

"Hmm!"

The air was unusually solid, and none of us spoke. I don't know why, I don't have any doubts about what Xiaoxiao said. At that moment, I suddenly understood what she had asked the last time we met, "You won't forget me, will you?" "She must have known it a long time ago.

"Give me a cigarette." I picked up the Seven Stars on the table, trying to sober myself up.

Xiaoxiao helped me light the fire.

Not a spacious living room, dark. The sunlight shone through the window and fell to the ground, and wisps of gray-black smoke writhed irregularly in the light. The pale color and the thick color pulled together, wrestling and breaking free in front of my eyes, and gradually disappeared into the corner where the light and shadow could not shine.

"Tell me what's going on." The taste in my mouth was a little suffocating, and I extinguished my cigarette and looked up and asked.

"Familial genetics, diagnosed half a year ago." Xiaoxiao clicked another one, and when she saw that I didn't mean to answer, she continued, "Auntie died of this illness, oh! That is, Zimu's mother. When she was 12 years old. Later, our family was very worried about Zimu, but I didn't expect that there was still a problem with the physical examination half a year ago. From the confirmation to the present, Zimu has been very active in cooperating with chemotherapy. ”

After a pause of no more than half a minute, Xiaoxiao took two puffs of cigarette.

"Zimu has always been strong because of you. She said you were her role model, so she was always strong. Originally, she didn't want you to know, but she said that she would see you when she was well. Also, it was me who chatted with you yesterday. It was also me who called to school. ”

"Does Zimu know I'm here today?" If Xiaoxiao hides it from Zimu, then she must not want to see me.

After the initial surprise and shock, I forced myself to calm down, we will always encounter things in our lives, even if it is unbelievable, we have to accept it. Opening my closed eyes, I looked into Xiaoxiao's eyes and listened to her continue.

"Of course." Puffing out a cigarette, Xiaoxiao continued, "During this time, you are the one I talk to Zimu the most. She always asked me to log in to her QQ to see what your space was doing, most of the time it was night, so you didn't know. I happened to meet it yesterday, and before I could get down, I was discovered by you. I used her tone to talk to you for a few words, and she was right next to me at that time. "Unlike my current mood, Xiaoxiao is obviously not in a bad mood.

"Oh! I haven't been online much lately. ”

"Thank you for coming today, she's been waiting for you for a long time, and you can see she's looking forward to it. To be honest, I really didn't expect that the person she couldn't let go of in her heart would be you in the end. You know she has a boyfriend, right? "Today's conversation with Xiaoxiao should be the most I have known each other in a year.

"I know."

"She told you? Yes, with her character, she will not be willing to hide anything. But I guess she didn't tell you who that man was, did she? ”

"She didn't have to tell me too much." In fact, I resist answering these questions in my heart, although I am curious, I don't want to know too much. "Those who can be worthy of her must be very good." I say.

"She'll tell you about herself eventually." Xiaoxiao didn't continue to dwell on this topic.

"Can I go see her now?" After understanding the general situation, I now want to see her in person and determine her condition.

"She's just slept, wait a minute!" Xiaoxiao handed me a cigarette and pulled out one herself.

No more refusals. The living room was filled with smoke, perhaps because I hadn't smoked in a long time, and I choked on it after taking a big sip. Fortunately, I coughed a few times, so that the air did not freeze suddenly.

"Do you still have contact with him?" didn't look at me, Xiaoxiao asked to herself.

I think she must be asking Fan Xin. "Nope." I say.

"Oh!" Xiaoxiao's action of smoking harder.