Chapter 52: A Strange Dream of Ridiculousness
After grinding all night, at nine o'clock in the evening of this day, I couldn't stand it anymore, and I still went back to the familiar road, back to the downstairs of the house where I used to be.
Should I go up to Ning Qiang? Tell him: I am actually him, the one in the past? Then, begging him to let me stay and come back to this house?
No, no, he won't believe it. Also, I'm a woman and I share a room with a man, so what's going on?
I suddenly remembered what happened to me and Wenting that night, yes, this lonely man and widow, if the current Ning Qiang didn't hold back and gave me that, what should I do? What if I get pregnant?
Wouldn't it be that I got pregnant? The thought of this makes me feel a little scary.
Forget it, forget about me or Ning Qiang's past. Now, I'm just Wenting, a homeless woman. I can't stay like this anymore, I'm such a lonely woman, and I'm so beautiful, what if I run into a bad person?
The night is getting darker, and I can't sleep on the streets at the subway station or bus stop tonight, I have to find a place to stay.
However, where can I live without an ID card?
I even miss my life 15 years later, where I was the daughter of a rich family, and the place where I lived must have been luxurious. Hey, I might as well stay in 2039. What's the matter, isn't it better to become another person and live another life?
After struggling for a long time, I still came to this small hotel opposite my house.
"Do you want to stay at a hotel?" The chubby woman looked at me with a look of disbelief in her eyes.
This is not the place where a young and beautiful woman like me should live.
"That, I, I don't have an ID card, can I live?" My throat stirred for a long time, and I asked timidly.
"Did you lose your ID?" The fat woman's words still surprised me.
If I can't live here, am I really going to sleep on the streets tonight?
"Hmm." I nodded.
"Recently, the police have been investigating, and the investigation is strict." The fat woman looked outside, probably to confirm whether there were any police officers passing by, "It's not okay to have an ID card." ”
"What then?"
"Otherwise, you can stay here today." The fat woman lowered her voice, "However, you have to get an ID card as soon as possible, even if it's fake." ”
"Fake, fake ID?" I was stunned, please, I've never done anything like this.
"Okay, I'll take a look. Oh, we only have one room for you here, room 308. The fat woman quickly took a room card and gave it to me, "A deposit of 1,000." ”
"What?" I was stunned.
How is room 308? Oh my God, is everything about me to die? Can't change it?
"What, you think a thousand yuan is expensive?" The fat woman obviously misunderstood what I meant, "I'm telling you, if you can't stay in a hotel without an ID card, we will take care of you." ”
"No, I mean, why is there only one room, can't you transfer one?"
"I can't change it, it's all full."
"Full?" I can't believe that this kind of small hotel can be full of people?
"yes, a lot of them are like you, and they don't have ID cards." The fat woman lowered her voice, "Here, our boss is a good person, and he can take in you people." I'll tell you secretly that he has something to do with the police in this area, but you have to get your ID card out quickly, otherwise, no matter how good the relationship is, it won't cover you. Got it? ”
Her tone was less like a hotel receptionist, more like a leader.
"Got it." I shook my head helplessly, took the keycard, and was about to leave.
"Hey, the deposit hasn't been paid yet." The woman screamed.
"Okay." I turned my head again and touched my body.
Wenting's small bag is full of things used by girls, lipstick, lipstick or something, and she doesn't even have a credit card. However, in 15 years, credit cards will be extinct.
Fortunately, I found that in 2034, there will be Alipay and WeChat. Moreover, there is really a lot of money in Wenting's mobile payment account. Although the money is from 2034, it helped me pay the deposit.
Looks like I'm going to be here for a while, not just one night.
"Remember, you must get your ID card as soon as possible, even if it is fake." The fat woman nagged.
I went upstairs, swiped my room card, and entered room 308.
As soon as I entered the house, a choking smell came to my face.
It's probably been a while since this house was occupied, and the windows have never been opened?
So, my first reaction was to open the window.
The window was opened, and the wind from outside blew in.
I stood behind the window and looked out.
Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure in the opposite window.
That's Ning Qiang's!
He was coming out of the bathroom, and he had already taken a shower, and he came out wearing only a bath towel.
It's the way I've always been in the past, and sometimes I'll just come out of the bathroom without wearing anything.
However, this time it was different, and I watched this "self" come out as if I was watching TV.
Suddenly, my heart pounded.
This feeling is really strange, I actually have a very strong sense of shame when I see Ning Qiang opposite.
What's wrong with me? Isn't that yourself?
At this time, I felt a faint pain in my lower abdomen.
It's not good, is it going to have diarrhea?
I hurried to the bathroom, but when I got up again, I was extremely depressed.
My great aunt, actually here?
I didn't bring sanitary napkins, but I encountered the "big aunt" that every woman meets every month? If you're really afraid, you'll come to anything.
After a bit of haphazard handling, I had to go out and buy a bag of sanitary napkins at a nearby supermarket.
Strangely, I didn't have to learn how to use it. It's as if I'm a woman at all, and I can skillfully use things that belong only to women.
What's going on? Why am I so familiar with everything that a woman has? Wearing high heels and not falling? It also feels normal to wear a bra and not feel the slightest bit uncomfortable? When you see a man's body, you will have some kind of strange feeling? Also, you don't need to learn how to use sanitary napkins?
I was a little scared, really scared.
Suddenly, I understood.
It turns out that it is not as simple as I swapped bodies with Wenting. No, although my consciousness is still Ning Qiang, there is still a certain memory in my brain that belongs to Wenting and belongs to women, so I can evoke those memories that belong to women and belong to Wenting without using conscious thinking, just by relying on subconscious actions!
The reason why I don't fall down when I wear high heels is because I, a woman, have already walked countless times in ten-centimeter-high heels.
I don't feel comfortable wearing a bra because my body as a woman has long been accustomed to wearing a bra as if it were a vest.
As for the strange feeling when I see another Ning Qiang's body, it's because not only my body is female, but even a certain orientation is female.
As for sanitary napkins, they are no strangers to a girl about eighteen years old.
This is terrible, is it true that I am not Ning Qiang at all, but Wenting herself? I didn't change my soul to Wenting's body, but Wenting's soul was attached to me?
If I were Wenting, then, what about Ning Qiang, where did I go?
I'm confused, I'm confused, there's nothing more frightening than not even knowing who I am.
What the hell is going on? Can anyone tell me?
That night, I didn't even dare to take a shower, so I hurried to sleep.
I didn't dare to take a shower because I didn't dare to touch this body of mine. That's Wenting's body, how can I touch it, and what will it feel like when I touch it?
I was afraid that I would completely become a woman, a real woman who was insensitive to my own female body, but had strong feelings for a man like Ning Qiang. In this case, will I still fall in love with Yuting? Doesn't that kind of love become a woman's love for a woman? It's horrible.
That night, I was destined to not be able to sleep.
In the middle of the night, I was awakened.
I had a dream, a terrible and shameful dream.
In my dream, there was a man lying on the same bed with me, and I was crushed under him.
I tried to struggle, but I couldn't. The scariest thing is that I actually enjoy it.
Suddenly, I saw the man's face.
Oh my God, he, he turned out to be Ning Qiang, the me in the past!
Yes!
I woke up and gasped for air.
My heart was beating so fast, how could I have such evil dreams?
I couldn't sleep anymore, so I rushed to the bathroom and turned on the faucet.
The water hit me all over my body.
This time, I've thrown away all the taboos and touched all of my body.
Dragging my wet body, I walked out of the bathroom.
I collapsed limply on the bed, but my mind was reminiscent of the scene from the dream.
A strong desire that tormented my soul to the death.
What's wrong with me? How did I lose everything in a man, not only the body, but also the desire for a woman? In its place, it is a desire that only women have, a desire for men? Am I not just transforming, but transgendering?
From a physiological point of view, I did change my sex, and even my psychology changed.
It's over, if I can't change back, will I have to become a complete woman for the rest of my life?
No, I'm going to change back, I don't want to imprison my soul in this body.
I pinched my face hard, hoping it was all just a dream.
However, my face hurts, and this is not a dream.
That's when I noticed: under the crack in the door of the room, there seemed to be a stack of small cards.
I put on my clothes, walked over and picked up the cards from the ground.
As expected, it was all some heart-pounding advertisements for beautiful women, nothing more than a desire to let these guests enjoy special services. Strangely, though, I wasn't interested in the photos of the beauties in the commercials.
Still, in these ads, I found something that worked for me. However, don't think crookedly, it's not a photo of a handsome guy, but a business card of the generation.
"Charge d'affaires with all kinds of certificates, graduation certificates, student IDs, ID cards, and ensure high simulation!"
That's great! That's all I need······